hay i've got a facebook now..so add me bitches..lolz..j/p..but ya..so hope every thing is goin good for every one..i doin GREAT..yay..for a change..but still some people though!!!!but oh well..w/e...

-happy-

~NO SCHOOL BITCHES~

-HUGGLES-

-life's good-

wow im really happy today..which is weird. wel yesterday i went shopping wit jesse..which was funny and fun..cause i havnt been shopping since this summer..lolz..and i gots a new pair of shoes yes..my old ones like you guys kno..were getting crapy wit holes..so i gots a new pair..and there hella sexy..and umm..oh got some new shirts. and tonight im going wit jesse and his family to the movies..again..seems like i see a movie wit them every other week..lolz..but its all good.

-HUGGLES-

-run away-

well ive finnaly got it.. everyone just doesnt get it. well i guess. ill just sto ptalking now. maby that well help. or aybe it wont. shit i dont kno. but ya. so why dont people just tell me. so many lies and secrets. so much stress i wish i could get out. but i cant i want to but i cant. shit.. i need a fucking punching bag right now..fuck i think im going to start going back to fighting. god i miss it..it was so awsome. i was the only girl in my class.. it was sweet. and i kicked ass at 1 on 1 fighting. twas the best thing ever. but ya. sometimes. i wish things would go back to the way things were. before the drama. before this year. so i could try and be happy. but as i try i cant. why because theres so uch shit i would have to worry about. so many things. so many people. dam it ..theres to much... i think i should just run away!!

-HUGGLES-

*no one can see the tears stains on my cheek, no one can see the bags under my eyes. i say wat you want oyu want to hear. so you wont worry about something you dont care about*

-fuck me-

you kno so mant times i day. i here about people. and then so manyy times a day i want to tell people to just fuck off..so this makes me think, would my life be any better with out any friends. cause then i wouldnt have to worry about people bullshit. i wouldnt have to think about any one else. and i wouldnt have to get get atached. but what ever. i guess you guys can hate e and say wat ever fuck you want to say about me. and i dont care any more. yay. so um.. things i want to say , and i wont add any names to be nice...

1. your a WHORE!

2. dont ever tell me what the fuck to do anymore cause you kno im not going to bitch.

3. so may times a day i want to fucking beat the shit out of you

4.dont tell me wat is fucking hard and wat i can and cant tell you. even if it hasnt happened to me. you fucking never kno.so fuck you

5. dont come up to me a predened you kno me

6.stay the hell out of my life.cant you get a hint

7.stay the hell away from my friends

8. just leave me the fuck alone damit.

9.its nice to kno im your friend. you tell people stuff before me, oh you call that being friends. so fuck you.

10. wat the fuck i hate it. i hate every thing. but im so afraid to tell you causei dont want to hurt you. so i pretened and im good at ie.

0. just dont bother trying to firgure me out. just stop and say you dont want to be friends. i dont care. if the rest of this year and next year go like crap. count on me graduating early.

69.and i kno everyone on the drill tea hates me. you think i cant tell. just because i dont talk to you really doesnt give you the right. i dont talk to you cause i have nothing to say. but just think. i wont say anything to you adn yo wont even kno im there. besides why should i be nice to you when no one else gives me the time a day. so you kno wat fuck you all...

-HUGGLES-