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Name: Brett
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Interests: Musical Theory, Religion, Fine foods, Politics, Reading..Alot more.
Expertise: Just being there to talk. Guitar. Piano (a little). Critiqueing music and movies.
Occupation: Medical


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Member Since: 8/24/2005

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Monday, July 09, 2007

Currently Listening
We Were Dead Before the Ship Even Sank
By Modest Mouse
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What do you think these lyrics mean?

"Parting Of The Sensory"

There's no work in walking in to fuel the talk
I would grab my shoes and then away I'd walk
Through all the stubborn beauty I start at the dawn
Until the sun had fully stopped
Never walking away from
Just a way to pull apart
Dehydrate back into minerals
A life long walk to the same exact spot

Carbon's anniversary
The parting of the sensory
Old old mystery
The parting of the sensory

Who the heck made you the boss?
We placed our chips in all the right spots
But still lost
Any craphead who had ever walked
Could take the ship and do a much finer job
This fit like clothes made out of wasps
Aw, screw it I guess I lost

The parting of the sensory
Carbon's anniversary
Just part it again if you please
Carbon's anniversary

Who the heck made you the boss
If you say what to do I know what not to stop
If you were the ship then who would ever get on
The weather changed it for the worse
And came down on us like it had been rehearsed
And like we hope, but change will surely come
And be awful for most but really good for some
I took a trip to the exact same spot
We pulled the trigger, but we forgot to cock
And every single shot

Aw, screw it I guess we lost

Some day you will die and
Somehow something's going to steal your carbon

Some day you will die and
Somehow something's going to steal your carbon

Well some day you will die somehow and
Something's going to steal your carbon

Some day you will die and
Someone's or something's will steal your carbon

Some day something will die and
Somehow you'll figure out how
Often you will die somehow and
Something going to steal your carbon

Well some day you will die somehow and
Something's going to steal your carbon


Monday, May 21, 2007

Currently Listening
Cities
By Anberlin
Unwinding Cable Car
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*sigh*

If, when I was born, my heart was a straight unbroken line, it would now look like this:

 

_________   ______         _______   __________

(That means I have a broken heart)

 

Cheers.


Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Currently Listening
Busted Stuff
By Dave Matthews Band
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For the few people left on xanga...

Things are strange. Things completely "changed" about a year ago. Relationships were cut off and new ones were made. I had alot of hurt going on about those changes. I've covered them up. For the past few weeks though, I've been digging them back up. Looking at my former demons, my former loves, just my former life in general.

Feelings never really go away. You can forget about them but the past doesn't truly always stay in the past. I still carry the same emotions for some people who would never expect it.  I still carry struggles that people thought were long gone. I still miss people who have left a long time ago. Things never really change. It can feel like it but they don't.

I miss Grace Lutheran and its people. I miss one my long deceased relatives like nothing else. I still have feelings for people I haven't seen in two years. I still have secrets that keep me awake at night. I still am the same person I was then.


Tuesday, February 06, 2007

Currently Listening
When Everything Falls
By Haste the Day
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WOW

xanga....cool.

I've been thinking alot recently on how things can change so drastically in a short period of time. Looking at my life a year ago...yeah, COMPLETELY differant from now. I was a differant person with a differant group of friends with a differant set of beleifs. Things have completely changed. This isn't a bad thing. Both now and then were/are amazing times, just in differant ways. I was so scared that if I let things change they would never be as good as they were. But now that Ive let go and am appreciating the change, things are good. My new group of friends isn't as close as my old one but it will get there. It just takes time. I need to keep telling myself that the journey is more important then the end or the start...Because its the truth.

oh life...

how interesting you are.


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Currently Listening
What to Do When You Are Dead
By Armor for Sleep
A Quick Little Flight
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Whoa. Xanga has just started feeling foreign to me.

I love having my license.

Its so freeing to have alone time in a vehicle.

Quite theraputic really.

I think Id die now without being able to drive.

Tell me you love me <3 <3 <3



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