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| | FallowHello,
Been a while since an entry, words spoken but not heard because I can't speak thoroughly, Gabe.
Things have been, blurry, ever since I lost my glasses I haven't been seeing straight, everything's just getting worse and more worse, literally losing sight of what kept me goin
I've been involved with a few women, each one grew more and more complex and confusing, especially this one now, when I say few I mean 3, so threw, three few, fewee. But that's not the big part of it
basically just problems
each department is malfunctioning, I dunno, I need help i guess?
I been drinkin more and more, I remember I went on a two week binge and didn't really eat much, I think the rest after that has been a hangover because I haven't felt good for a long time, does anyone really feel good? Or is just finding out how to get to that middle part, neutrality, finding some sense of balance, stabile
I need stability, but I realize somethin
The only thing someone can sell you without your buying consent is lies, Lies lies lies, everywhere it's just lies more lies and lies, deceit's just a fancy word, they cleaned out my account, i'm way in over my head in debt, all the lies i've bought. but on a brighter note
Everyone has problems, gotta learn how to deal, sorry I haven't been in contact lately, i'm a monster, i'm evil, im a man. I wish I never made her frown, but in turn she made me suffer endless nights in accordance with her self-inflicted ignorance and fear, but ah well. Games, I hate games, i'm not a good pawn, I guess she won
I'm in a band, they recruited me after their guitarist was expecting a baby soon, I learned the songs pretty fast. Ever since I joined the band, they've been getting better and better reviews, "Something new, it's fuckin awesome" something new huh? I wonder what that could be..
Here's a pic o me onstage.
Feels good to be back in action again... even though it's cost me my job.
I moved in to my own apartment, if I didn't mention that already, parties and headaches galore. Me and my roommate have been saying less words to each other every day, but this time, it feels like he's hiding something.
it's hot here in Arizona, but I like it, makes my cold skin feel warm.
I got a kitty, but no one likes it, only I love it, when no one's around it climbs on me and falls asleep on my chest, it's nice feeling the warmth of another being, I think i'm desperate for companionship which is why i've made so many unreasonable choices these past 9 months.
I've helped myself a few times, and paid dearly for it..
Hair's still long, it's about 18 inches I think? Thinking about chopping it off and regrowing it, actually take care of it this time, haha, but i'mma lose a lot in return.
What else what else, I'm lost, yea, lost.
But on the same road. | | | Posted 6/22/2007 2:37 PM - 6 comments
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