| | you made me fall so you can see me hurt.wow. it amazes me how insensitive you can be towards my feelings!! i keep trying to find something to smile about because you said it hurts you when you don't see me happy but do you know it kills me to see you hurt?! i finally see you smiling but when i ask you why you smile you claim it to be a front.. what other lies are you willing to tell me?! i've come to realize that you have given EVERYONE around you a chance but ME.. you say you "love" me but now i find that to be nothing but a meaningless lie..you are constantly going around telling girls you "love" them so it makes me no better then them.. you said you didn't want to hurt me but you don't even care to stop and think about my feelings before you ask me the question you did & yes i am very envious of her because she has your heart !! thats something you NEVER even given me the chance to even touch.. you told me not to fall but you went around and said all these things that just made me feel like maybe.. maybe something in this world is worth living for and then you made me care!! its sad to admit that i can't let you go but its all okay because i once told my friend that our friend who is a soldier in iraq is protecting us from any harm i am going to do the same and protect my heart from harm i'm going to be a soldier for my heart because i'm tried of letting people like you continuously hurt me!! its such ashame because i actually care about you. you keep hurting yourself and you keep making me cry you can't see all these tears that i shed because i rather let these tears be silent but i am only willing to keep my tears silent in an exchange for your happiness!! you can make that trade with me? can you try being happy? can you try finding yourself? can you stop hurting so i can let you go? you've opened my eyes to so much more then you yourself has come to realize but once you do you'll know why i fell for you why you're so amazing !! dont doubt your ability to make someone happy because i know you can .. i hope nothing but happiness for you i hope you find the one you can love that will love you, i hope you find the one who can protect you and shelter you, but if you dont find her come back to me ill protect you ill shelter you and ill love you. <333
my heart keeps wanting you to stay
but i know it now we ain't going to work it out
now all i wanna do is get over getting over you
broken into so many pieces. </3
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| | Posted 4/16/2008 2:19 AM
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