3.28.06

so i'm pretty sure that xanga is gay.
but since i haven't had a real update for about 3 months, might as well just type some random shit.

things new:

- i have my license
- i have an interview on Friday.
- me and my boyfriend are done as of the other day.
- i hate school.
- and. i suck at life basically.

so there's a little update. true story.

1.31.06

shiiiiit son.
it's been a whole month.

well, i promised i'd update today, but..
i'm busy like hell.
so, tomorrow's another day?

p.s.ilovetaylor.

12.31.2005.

so it seems i got alot done within these past 8-9 days.

wednesday: went to the mall to get some last minute gifts.
thursday: i really don't remember anything from thursday? did i even do anything? hmm.
friday: no school, so i went and bought my mother some christmas presents. later on, taylor came over.
saturday: christmas eve. my grandma came down, and we opened gifts and went to New Song for church.
sunday: christmas day. just sat around for a while, then at about 8 30 or so, me, allie, bennett, erin, cameron, and will went over to allie's and tried watching edward scissorhands.
monday: cut drew's hair, then sat around until about 6 30, then luke, chelsey, and will picked me up and we went to best buy so will could exchange some dvds and get a psp. afterwards, we went to look at all the lights on this one street, and then we drove to luke's house and watched the exorcism of emily rose, and tried to watch 40 year old virgin, haha. then will and luke boxed, and chelsey and luke boxed, and yeah.. then i went home.
tuesday: cut bennett's hair. went to youth group for the first time in months. at about 9, when it was all over, bryce and luke switched cars and drove around in the parking lot for a while, then they decided they wanted to race. after that, we all went and ate at perkin's.
wednesday: me and allie dyed our hair - i just redyed mine black because brown was showing through, and i dyed allie's a red color. then camren came over, and we went to the show at the post. they left earlier, and i stayed until about midnight. during the show, i left with luke and will to get food, and then came back and just walked around and talked until my brother's "improv metal band" played : 3 vocalists, one guitarist, one bassist, and one drummer. a m a z i n g
thursday: first off, megan, dylan, allie, and erin came over so i could cut megan's hair. then later on, allie and ashley spent the night. we watched season 10 of friends, went to walmart at 12 30 in the morning, took photos, bought a coloring book, came home, watched exorcism of emily rose, and me and allie colored while ashley was paying attention to the movie.



friday: allie and ashley left, and i just bummed around until 5 and then went to buy my ipod. i spent the night uploading 3,786 songs onto it.


TODAY: new years eve. i'm not sure what i'm doing at about 9. i'll have to talk it over with some people.

happy new year everyone, and here's a recap of 2005 for me:

Best and Worst of 2005
1- What was your best moment? when matt from Roses are Red put his guitar around me and started playing during their show in mandan.
2- What was your worst moment? any moment i felt tension between my friends and me
3- Who was your best friend? allie moum - still is.
4- What did you do last New Years? hung out with allie, drew, alex, matt, and camren at allie's house.
5- Who was your Valentine? i didn't have one.
6- Did you get alot of snow throughtout the hole year? yeah, i suppose.
7- Did you go to alot of Parties? none really..
8- What grade did you go into? 9th
9- Did you make alot of new friends? yes, defiinitely.
10- Did you change your apperance dramaticly? um.. just dyed my hair numerous times.
11- Did you play a sport for an Offical team at all? haha, nope - never had.
12- What was one thing you lost throughout the year? respect from a few people
13- What's one thing you earned? intelligence towards dating boys.
14- What did you do last summer? took summer school - went to grand forks with allie.
15- Did you lose any friendships? not that i can really think of.
16- How many Boyfriends/Girlfriends did you have? 4.
17- Did you have any close reletives die? no
18- Did you get any new additions to the family? not in my close family, but a couple from my cousins.
19- Did you relize any talents within yourself? not that i can think of.
20- Did you have a good year? i thought it was going to be better.

Ten (10) things you got
1- new friends
2- my permit
3- a cheapy camera
4- black ipod
5- the gomer car
6- $25 for winning first in the horizon art show
7- honorable mention at the capital art show for one of my artworks.
8- old time photos taken in south dakota
9- a helicopter ride in SD viewing mt. rushmore
10- a shit load of lessons on life

Nine (9) memories you loved
1- watching an elf chase keshia in the mall
2- the roses are red show
3- the underoath/the bled/veda concert
4- eating at denny's with chanse, luke, megan and allie + thee alcatraz + until the bitter end + more after a show at 3 a.m.
5- stealing a shopping cart from walmart to deliver may day baskets with allie
6- my surpise birthday party - ate at the asian buffet - and then went to club and hung out with a bunch of people.
7- the summer scene/winterfest
8- going to grand forks with allie during the summer
9- battle of the bands at CHS and BHS

Eight (8) people you met
1- taylor
2- chanse
3- cameron
4- will
5- keshia
6- megan
7- brandon
8- bryce
[love you all]

Seven (7) things you lost
1- my natural hair color
2- my parents' respect
3- some of my friends' respect
4- a couple cds
5- allie's story of the year shirt
6- some money
7- a few boyfriends

Six (6) of your favorie songs
1- face : face - norma jean
2- prom of '96 - new york sleeps
3- the creature walks - he is legend
4- february - a thorn for every heart
5- some seek forgiveness, others escape - underoath
6- on the bright side, she could choke - fear before the march of flames

Five (5) of your favorite movies
1- anchorman
2- saw 1&2
3- edward scissorhands
4- the exorcism of emily rose
5- office space

Four (4) new experiences
1- driving
2- highschool requirements
3- going to shows
4- riding in a helicopter

Three (3) people you love
1-Taylor
2-Allie
3-All my other friends.

Two (2) things you're proud of
1- my best friends/my boyfriend/my family
2- how much i've changed

One (1) thing you would take back:
1- wasting my time on boys who weren't worth it, because i lost my friends for some point because of stupidity.

next year things will be different.
2006

...ten seconds left until midnight
nine chances to drown ourselves in black hair dye
eight faces turned away from the shock
seven windows, and
six of them were locked.
five stories falling,
forever, and ever
three cheers to the mirror, now there are
two of us, can we have 
one last dance?

happy new year.