its been sooo long that i have written in this journal..…

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Posted by: lil_jenny202 Original: 4/4/2006 10:28 AM Comments: 4 eProps: 4 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Tuesday, April 04, 2006

its been sooo long that i have written in this journal.. nywayz a lot of things have happen..

ive let down the person i love the most, im soo afraid to talk to him.. im afraid knowin that i hurt him soo badly.. i hope im not over exageratin..

why do we feel this way, do we deserve such things.. is it worth it to be hurt..

is it all worth it to be wit me..?

why cant we find, happeniness which each otha witout havin to be hurt wit each otha, why do we do this things.. i didnt mean to hurt u.. i didnt mean to make u feel dat way.. im soo sorry.. i apologised from the bottom of my heart..

i know ive let u down so many times why do u still choose to be wit me.. im confused,.. im lost,.. lost.. i dont know why,.. i know ive change a lot.. wen eva we argue or wat so eva.. i always try to fix it but why now i cant do that..

im afraid of knowin that i did it again.. as always n expected of me..

i wish i could turn back time n do da rite thing, its hopeless..

i love u, i wanna talk to u, but im scared.. not scared of u but scared of knowin that i hurt u..

Posted 4/4/2006 10:28 AM - 4 comments

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LoL Heyy

Didn't comment you for a while.

Whats up?

Posted 4/4/2006 10:31 AM by xXVIP_Dr1Ft3r12Xx - reply

Chyeah...

Writin' is another way to relieve of one self.

well nothin' much has happend with me just here in the middle of suburbia livin' a life. hows Australia?

lol its good your back in xanga, its always nice to talk to an old aquintance you know?

-Bryke

Posted 4/4/2006 10:51 AM by xXVIP_Dr1Ft3r12Xx - reply

Lol hey I also love cold gloomy weather in here in New Jersey =D its awsome. hahaha I'm looking foward to your next comment and all Jenny. Its alright if you haven't been on xanga lately, I've also neglect my own sometimes because idk, everyone has a myspace now and so I mostly go on that hahaha

Posted 4/5/2006 1:15 PM by xXVIP_Dr1Ft3r12Xx - reply

hey um.........u mite not no me but afta i read tat entry yea i kinda had the same problem b4 but hes my ex now but in the past i notice how i've changed i dont no wat happen btween u 2 but i can say tis wen u love sumone sumtimes its hurtful but sum things its betta to b left alone u cant always try to fix everythin n even tho if u guys fight its normal. if a guy is mad at u for wateva u did wrong n didnt leave u tat means he still love u n if he still love u then nythin is worth it if u 2 r meant to b then goin thru tough times shouldnt realli b the problem. ppl have fights n thats wat makes the relationship stronger n learnin from the mistakes u make. i hope tis work for u if u need sumone to talk to u can give me a reply on my xanga but i hope u feel betta n dont b afraid to talk to him juss say wats in ur heart. im juss a random person u dont no but i felt like i wanted to say sumthin so im sowwi if i kinda intrude on ur entry. its ok if u dont like wat im sayin.

<33 karen

Posted 4/6/2006 4:13 AM by lilbabiangel1221 - reply

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