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Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 04:43:41 GMT

"I know that somewhere in the Universe exists my perfect soulmate -- but looking for him is much more difficult than just staying at home and ordering a pizza."

Valentine's Day Night = Loads of laughs with the best roomies ever! (Mandy gave us scented bubbles and we're trying to smell them haha) Ahh good times, good times!

Monday, February 13, 2006

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 15:28:33 GMT

^^yep, I feel ya^^

"What I don't understand about myself is that I decide one way, but I act another, doing things I absoluely despise. So if I can't be trusted to figure out what is best for myself and then do it, it becomes obvious that God's command is necessary. But I need something more! For if I know the law but still can't keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help! I realize that I don't have what it takes. I can will it, but I can't do it. I decide to do good, but I don't really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don't result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me everytime. It happens so regularly that it's predictable. The moment I decide to do good, sin is there to trip me up. I truly delight in God's commands, but it's pretty obvious that not all of me joins in that delight. Parts of me covertly rebel, and just when I least expect it, they take charge. I've tried everything and nothing helps. I'm at the end of my rope. Is there no one who can do anything for me? Isn't that the real question?

The answer, thank God, is that Jesus Christ can and does. He acted to set things right in this life of contradictions where I want to serve God with all my heart and mind, but am pulled by the influence of sin to do somehting totally different."

Romans 7:15-25 (The Message)

and then, there's this (intended for me mainly, but in more than one way):

"Eventually, we're all going to end up kneeling side by side in the place of judgment, facing God. Your critical and condescending ways aren't going to improve your position there one bit...So tend to your knitting. You've got your hands full just taking care of your own life before God. Forget about deciding what's right for each other. Here's what you need to be concerned about: that you don't get in the way of someone else, making life more difficult than it already is. I'm convinced--Jesus convinced me!--that everything as it is in itself is holy. We, of course, by the way we treat it or talk about it can contaminate it....So let's agree to use all our energy in getting along with each other. Help others with encouraging words, don't drag them down by finding fault...Cultivate your own relationship with God, but don't impose it on others. You're fortunate if your behavior and your belief are coherent. But if you're not sure, if you notice that you are acting in ways inconsistent with what you believe--some days trying to impose your opinions on others; other days just trying to please them--then you know that you're out of line. If the way isn't consistent with what you believe, then it's wrong."

Romans 14:10-23 (The Message)

Friday, February 03, 2006

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:33:50 GMT

Yay for the weekend!

My sisters are coming!

Spencer is coming!

Woo-Hoo!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:32:55 GMT

Judy Brawner's tests DOWNRIGHT SUCK! Gah I wish the woman would actually TEACH once in awhile! *sigh* *breathing in, breathing out*

Aaannnyyywwwayyy...other than that I'm having a pretty alright day. Work was swell, Jack discovered that there are 2 versions of Beowulf that is either out or coming to theaters in the next 2 yearsears--YAY! One's a foreign film (it's been in theaters since 2005 in Canada, Iceland, and the UK and was just shown in a film festival in Palm Springs on Jan 6th) and the other is from the director of Forrest Gump (in 2007). They look very interesting.

Here's a link for the foreign one http://www.beowulfandgrendel.com/ and the other one (Forrest Gump director) is just called "Beowulf."--all I know about that movie is that Angelina Jolie is in it....

Other than that Bowling night is tonight and I'm reading for Lit for Young People :)

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 13:54:08 GMT

Give thanks to the Lord, our God and King, His love endures forever!
For He is good, He is above all things, His love endures forever!
Sing praise!
Sing praise!
Forever God if faithful!
Forever God is strong!
Forever God is with us!
FOREVER!

New week, hopefully new attitude and new outlook. This weekend has been great, church was annointed and time spent was restful. I'm so blessed to have friends in Norman who will allow me to come and stay with them during the weekend! *Sigh* You guys are wonderful!

MY SISTERS ARE COMING TO TOWN---AND AN EXTRA VISITOR! YAY!

*Edit*

I made a 68/80 on my Social Psychology test!!! A high B! First test of the semester and I made a high B--*sigh* it's gonna be a great semester in Walker's class haha (side note: I made a 74% on my first exam last semester...a high B is looking great!)

However on a crappier note, I have an exam in Language Development 2 tomorrow... completely essay .......prayer please? thank you!

*End Edit*

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 18:29:41 GMT

Senate was very interesting today---by the way, GOOD POINT LONNIE! Why does our student participation suck? Because no one goes to things because they know no one else will go AND IT BECOMES A CONTINUOUS DEADLY CYCLE OF ZERO ATTENDANCE BY THE STUDENT BODY because no one wants to go because they know no one goes so they don't go.... It makes sense once you think about it.

So what can we do? How can we get our student body involved in activities? And an even bigger question, WHY is our student body like this? Is it because we feel tied down by the faculty? the alumni? or is it just because we simply don't give a flip?! I honestly believe that half this student body doesn't think the alumni/regents/faculty really care. Now, there are a few faculty members who want to help and encourage student involvement...but as a whole, we don't feel supported. We don't feel as if the faculty/regents/alumni really care that we don't have a place where we can go at anytime to study, to meet, to hang out, to eat, and whatever else we want to do. They don't care that we don't have a lot of activities like other schools have--WE'VE ONLY HAD OUR OWN HOMECOMING FOR 2 YEARS!! Is that not pathetic to anyone else? I mean seriously... *sigh* *counting to 10*

All I'm saying is that if we want student involvement, we need to find the source of why our students are so standoffish. Maybe we're just following what those "above" us are doing..."they don't really support us, so why should we support the school?"

*Side note: this may be a little to the extreme...but I just couldn't keep it in any longer. I know that some of this involvement (or lack there of) is our fault for sure....but what do you think is the real problem? the true source? Have a wonderful day!*

On a more humorous side, I would like you all to check out my best friend's post. It will make you laugh (or at least smile): http://www.xanga.com/jessyes

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 03:42:23 GMT

It was wonderful to have my parents come and see me. I guess my family really misses me because my grandparents are visiting me Tuesday night for dinner and to hang out. Then in a couple of weeks my sisters are wanting to come visit! So exciting! Anyhoo, we went to the deaf coffee chat last night (oh yes, my parents went with me) and they had a great time! They were really sociable and remembered how to spell their names and introduce themselves--I'm so proud of them!

Tonight I went to IHOP in Moore and hung out with Janiece (man, I miss that girl!), Brittany, Jennifer, Josh, Kyle, and Tyler. It was lots of fun and I wish I could have stayed longer! I think we're going to start making it a monthly ordeal, more info for those who want to know later :)

Right now, I'm in Kristen's house hanging out with my bestest friends Kristen and Jess....I'm so blessed to have these girls in my life. They make it so wonderful and loads of fun. I love the fact that we can laugh at ourselves and not worry about it! :) Anyhoo, we're watching Breakfast at Tiffany's, eating Donut King donuts, and drinking Starbucks *sigh* This is the Life!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 18:07:43 GMT

GAME NITE RESULTS!!

GIRLS VS. BOYS!

GIRLS = 3 GAMES

BOYS = 0 GAMES

SORRY GUYS, MAYBE NEXT TIME!

"It's time for me to defend my United States International Tag-Team World Heavyweight Championship Trivial Persuit/Scene It championship title. His opponents thus far...and anyone else who wants to have the smacketh laid down upon them by The Davinator." -Davin

Oh yes, not only did the girls defeat The Davinator and his team once, but they beat them in ALL OF THE GAMES: Scene-It, Disney Scene-It, and Cranium. Ahhh...the sweet feeling of VICTORY! Woot Woot!

Thanks to Davin and Nate for letting us all come to their house! I had tons of fun--and thanks to everyone for coming out and making it a great first game night of the year!

Side note: If you'd like to see all of the pics, check out my facebook album OR email me at scotti_parker@hotmail.com and I'll send you an invitation to see my album on snapfish.com :)

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 17:53:40 GMT

Mandy Mason is one of the most amazing people I've ever met in my entire life. I am so blessed to have her as a roommate. I am astonished at how God reminds me that He has everything under control and He knows why I'm here at USAO (even when I question it myself). Thank You, Lord, for Mandy's honesty and realness. Thank You for her trust and her love. Thank You for blessing me with her life...

On another note, Bethany Dillon is ANNOINTED! This song is....wow I'm speechless...this is me...right now...at this moment in my life:

I need to be reminded of who I was when I took my first steps out the door.
All I said now follows me around
I'm reminded I'm not like that anymore

I uprooted and miles behind me are the faces and the home I love.
You've brought to my attention
I'm slowly changing and becoming what I wanted to stop

Isn't that just like a finite mind?
Setting out with such righteous indignation.
But now I'm at Your feet,
Could You look at me with some imagination?

The bush before me, I slip my sandals off
I only stopped to look in the depths of the sea, in the midst of a great storm
I run, I run from You

Isn't that just like a finite mind?
Setting out with such righteous indignation.
But now I'm at Your feet,
Could You look at me with some imagination?

So remind me why You woke me up and why You wake me every morn
The staff in my hand, held in by Your love
Just stay close, stay close

Because I know my own mind.
I set out with righteous indignation.
But when I'm at Your feet, please look at me with some imagination

AND THEN THIS SONG!

I follow all the rules.
Well, at least I'm trying.
Hoping when my days are through,
You'll be pleased.

I've lived the longest days thinking my heart was so bad.
Too scared to look in Your face,
Oh, if only I had.

And is it alright if I stay here all night by the shoreline?

I cannot believe You are angry or unjust.
You've done nothing but have compassion on us.
So be near me when I've given up.
Be near me.

I'm just like everyone else.
We are all hiding, acting like I have a wealth of knowledge and peace.

But all I've ever wanted, and what men have given their lives for, is a God who understands my weaknesses; a God that I can love

I believe You are good and righteous.
You've given me Your reckless love.
So be near, be near...

Monday, January 09, 2006

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 20:48:03 GMT

Quote of the day;

(When asked where Talala is, I freeze and look at my lovely roomie, Mandy, who smoothly replies:)

"If Oologah threw up a little, you'd get Talala." LOL

Yep, that's my girl! haha

Positive criticism about today: I'm now in Yoga; I finally get a chance to read Harry Potter for a reason (and my mother can do NOTHING about it...sad huh?) haha; I have a class with not only Eric Gameros BUT ALSO Alan Boles! aaannnddd there is a basketball game tonight :)