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I'm a senior at Winter Springs High School and also a Varsity cheerleader there. I'm single, but i got someone in mind♥ :] I love my friends and I love my life, I couldn't ask for anything better. :] Anything else you wanna know? IM me; gitdirty o8. ♥
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Name: Ashley Country: United States State: Florida Metro: Orlando Birthday: 5/21/1990 Gender: Female
Interests: God, Jesus, church, cheerleading, my boyyy, mall, shopping, beach, drinking (sometimes), partying, and anything that has to do with a girl .. lol. Expertise: cheerleading. GOO BEARS! Occupation: Student Industry: Medical
Message: message me Website: visit my website AIM: gitdirty o8 MSN: powgurl5@hotmail.com Yahoo: xlovemelikeyoudidx
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| so summer has almost ended and i've got to say ..it was the best one i've ever had :] i loved pretty much every aspect of it :] so cheers to the start of a fresh new year and my final year at that :D my schedule goes as follows:
SCHEDULE: first period: economics/mcdonough SECONDSEMESTER: life management/iannuzzi second period: algebra III/flynn third period: honors government/perez, jeff SECONDSEMESTER: humanitiesII/howerton fourth period: honors english/vickers fifth period: psychologyI/lira SECONDSEMESTER: psychologyII/lira sixth period: sign IV/olmstead
AFTERSCHOOL: monday: driver's ed tuesday: cheerleading and dance if i'm still gonna do it wednesday: driver's ed thursday: cheerleading or games friday: driver's ed and games
i am nervous but yet ..i'm not :] i know that i will do fine and that God will help me every step of the way! :] if you couldn't tell ..i've got a new perspective on life, i've learned that i should not curse my enemies as they curse me but i shall bless them and praise them and not let it bother me God has put the joy of salvation back into my life and i'm SO happy for that :]]] i love life, it couldn't be any better (well ..maybe if i had a good man by my side that'd be cool too ;]) haha but no, it's really amazing :] my mom and i are getting along for once, my daddy isn't sick, my little brother is going into kindergarten, this is my last year of high school, winter springs, and florida ..seriously, life couldn't be any better! :D about jon, he's a butthead and i don't care about him anymore and i'm glad i had the experience but i sure as heck wouldn't date him again ..he's changed so much and now i know that he's NOT good for me ..at all i can find someone so much better :] and so this weekend is my last "free weekend" until school starts so i'm going to be having all kinds of fun!! :D friday night i'm going to cowboys again with a friend of mine, saturday evening is my close friend alexa's baby shower (:D), and sunday is my good buddy stephen's going away party at the beach! :D so i'm really really stoked about this weekend! lol
this summer i have learned a lot, i've learned that you can't trust many people and the people that you do trust ..keep them by you. i've learned that you can't have someone fall for you with the intention of you catching them ..when you're not going to. i've learned that you've gotta let go of the past ..no matter how hard it is, you really just have to. i've learned that sunscreen ...is a must when you go to the beach in florida on memorial day! :P haha i've learned that you can't always have what you want but when you want something chase it with all your heart and mind and DON'T LOOSE HOPE ON IT! and there's SO many other things that i've learned but i can't remember then all. mostly though, F.R.O.G., fully depend on God! he'll be there for you when no one else is and he'll definitely pull you from a slump or even from suicide, he really has helped me towards the end of this summer and i thank him and PRAISE him for that! another thing i want to say is that the band disciple is AMAZING and i absolutely love their music, i know them personally and they are just so kickbutt! :D http://www.myspace.com/disciplerocks go check 'em out! :] haha but their song "suicide" helped me when i was thinking of doing something like that, the lyrics go as followsss:
Why is your face down, head stuck in the ground Cause somebody chose not to love you Does it make me worthless when they turn away Couldn’t see how much that I love them It’s not your fault that they couldn’t see How much that you are worth Why are you down, lift your head You’ve got a reason to live This I not your time Even though it's dark now the sun will shine again This will pass in time And I won’t forget you, I’ve carved you in My hand Why do you cry dry your eye Since when are things that you wanted things that you needed When I have given you everything, every part of Me
pretty deep and pretty stinkin amazing! :D lol but honestly, if you ever need a pick me up, pray ..call someone you love so they can tell you how much they love you and that they wouldn't know what to do if they lost you! my friend pollard is that person for me, i call him and he tells me all the time that he would DIE if i died lol he's such a sweetheart ..i don't know what i would do if i didn't have him in my life :]
but anyways, i hope this year people will see a difference in me and that they will come to me when they need someone or they need someone to talk to them about Jesus cuz i really feel this year that i can do it! :] one of my new favorite bible verses is Psalms 51:10-13 ~
10 Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. 11 Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. 12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. 13 Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you.
i just think it's so amazing and i hope i can do that :]]
but as for now, i'm going to get off of here and probably head to bed ..gotta get in the "routine" of sleep again, this time next week i'll be LONNNG in bed by now! :P haha and my first varsity football game is next friday so wish us luck! :D teehee! i'm soo stoked for this school year! :D lol 8) so sianara (did i even spell that right? :P) and goodnight world :]
love and God bless, ashley :] xoxoxo
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| So again ..I haven't updated in ages. To get started, Jon and I broke up on the 10th of May. He told me that he didn't love me anymore, which I thought/think is major bullshit, but whatever ..I was really heartbroken for awhile but then Monday night after I went to graduation I was talking to Cady and Scot and I realized that he was never good for me and I could have better. I mean, I'm glad we dated, I'm glad I went through the experience ..but now, I'm glad it's over. I'm young, I can find someone else. I love him ..of course, you don't just stop loving someone, but I'm over him now. I'm single and proud of it. :] But yeah, I had my birthday Monday ..t'was pretty shitty, I got ONE freaking gift ..from my mother. How gay is that?! :'[ Buttttt ..Melissa is coming tomorrow, I'm SOOO excited!!! :D haha. Uhm, I finished school last Thursday, I didn't miss one day of school this past year so I didn't have to take any exams. I think I got all B's and like one or two A's. So that's really really exciting. Next year I'm taking Intermediate Algebra, English IV Honors, Honors Government, Standard (or Honors, may change it) Economics, Sign Language IV Honors, Psychology I and II, Life Management, and Driver's Ed. So yay ..lol. So I'm 17, single, a senior, and it's summertime ..hell freaking yes! :D I go to Tennessee in about twelve days, I can't wait! :D haha. I have three months of my senior summer, so when I get back from Tennessee I'm going to stay a weekend at the beach with some friends and find myself some hot boys there. :]] haha. I'm really excited about that. :] I'm hoping that Jessie will be able to come back home with me, I'm not too sure if that's gonna happen or not yet. But let's just hope! :] But yeah, I think that's about it. I'm done. I love my life right now ..it couldn't be any better.
SUMMER 2007 ..TIME TO PARTY IT UP AND HAVE NO REGRETS! :D
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| So I haven't updated since like 1952, so yay, I'm updating!! :D haha. Anyways, I'm in Tennessee right now, it's cold as crap! lol. I leave on the 26th and I'm excited for that ..but yet, I'm not, we all know how much I hate Florida. But yeah, so remember that kid I was talking about that asked me to homecoming? Well, we've been dating for a little over two months now. :] He asked me out on the 17th of October and we've been together ever since. He's everything in my life and I seriously couldn't be ANY happier. The other day he told me that he loves me, I about cried ..okay, not really ..but you know what I mean. I can honestly say that I love him, and yes ..I DO this time. Kris and David were just stupidity. I could see myself with Jon when I'm older, you know ..high school sweethearts. :] He's the sweetest thing ever, we go bowling together, we watch movies, take random pictures for my friend, and all kinds of things, I love him so much. :]]] But anyways, off of that, cheerleading's okay ..I really hate basketball season though, it's so boring. Only a few more games though. :D School is going okay, I kinda slid there for a little bit, but I think I'm doing okay now. I think I have: Algebra II: C. American Sign Language III: A. Latin I: C. Anatomy and Physiology: C. English III: A. American History: A. (I have the highest grade in my class. :D) So yay! haha. But yeah, I'm gonna go now, I'm 'bout to go out with Jessie, my hoe from Tennessee ;]. Talk to y'all later. I'll try and update more often. :]] I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JONATHAN!!! :DDD <333 | | |
| heyyy! it's been awhile since i've updated and i've had a pretty crappy week, so i'll tell y'all about it. Monday: i broke my base's nose. Tuesday: everyone hasseled me about it and it pissed me off. Wednesday: i found out that my daddy has to have hip replacement surgery. Thursday: we lost to Lake Brantley, the reffs are blind, and i found out that one of my best friends, Kathleen, is moving to Chicago today. ='( so yeah, this week has sucked major balls! =( but, on the bright side: Courtney's nose isn't THAT bad, it's barely even broken. after my daddy has his surgery he won't be in anymore pain from his hip anymore. the only way that he would be in pain is if he got sick again, which is a veryyyyyyyyy unlikely case. (God i hope not.) i miss him so much. =( =( so about Josh, he's still gone, won't be back for awhile and i was talking to someone the other day and they're like "oh, some people that go to the Navy never come back, they die." i was like .."THANKSSSS ..asshole" haha, anyways, but i'm sad, i hope he still likes me when he comes back, maybe we'll have a chance to be together. buttt, we'll see. =] homecoming is coming up! i had a date, but he definitally told me on Tuesday that he couldn't come. HAHA! another crappy part of my week. =/ but, if i don't find a date then i'm just gonna go with Courtney like i always do. LOL. she's my biaaa. =P ahah. yeah, but i want a date, so it's gonna suck, esspecially since EVERYONE i'm going with will have one. =( ehhhh ..you never know, i may get one. haha. i asked my friend Brian, but i haven't even met the kid yet. and plus he lives in Meritt Island. lol. tonight is the varsity game vs. Lake Brantley, HOPEFULLY(!!!) we'll win. lol. but last night at the game ..DAYM(!) there were some hottttieessss! =D haha. when we were doing the "good game" thing after the game one of 'em looked at me and like looked away and looked again and slapped my hand harder, i was like "yeeeah!" haha. and when we were on the bus they all walked by and we were waving at them and like three of 'em motion call me. i was like "OKAY!!!" hahaha. blah, i'm in Latin and i've got work to do. so holla@chagurl. <3, Ashley EDIT:
okayyyy ..sooo on Friday; after Latin. i went to lunch and got my homecoming ticket (i always go, no matter if i have a date or not, so whatever) so yeah, after lunch i went into my fouth period class and this kid that sits diagonally behind me named John asked me "did you already buy your homecoming ticket?" and i'm like "yeahh, i just got it! =)" and he goes, "cuz i was wondering if you wanted to go with me. =)" inside i was like "GOMSDLFj;sdfajdsf;lasjdflkasjdS =D" but outside i was like, "sure =D" hehe. so yeah, that made my week sooooooo much better. and come to find out he had been talking about doing it the whole week and like one of his friends came up to me at the JV football game on Thursday and was like "do you know a kid named John in your Anatomy class?" and i'm like "yeah ..why?" and he goes, "oh, we were just talkin' about you the other day .." and i'm like .."okay, what about?!" and he's like, "oh, just that you were in his class and you were short and a JV cheerleader so i thought it was you." haha. i was like ..okayyy? but now i know! =D haha. and my friend, James, told me that they were talkin' about me and sayin' that i was little, that he was gonna take me to homecoming, and a bunch of crap and then he's like "and John threw in the fact that you were attractive." and i was like AWWWWWAH!!! =D so yeah ..that made my week soooo much better. =] =] =] i'm sooo happy. =D <33333333333333333333333333
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| hey hey hey!
how goes it?! i'm at school right now, in fifth period, thank goodness, only one more period! =D
so yeah, last night was the first game of the JV football season, we lost ..again(!!!) to Lake Howell. >:O two years in a row ..not good. lol. anyways, we beat them in varsity and freshman so they can kiss my little white butt. =]
tonight varsity plays Mainland, last year they were really good, don't know how good they'll be this year, we'll see tonight! i'm really hoping that James will come tonight cuz i really want to see him, it's been too long and i miss him! =( but yeah, i'm sure if he doesn't come tonight that i'll be going to the beach soon. =]
Jules and i are renting a condo in Daytona come Spring Break time, it's definitally gonna be off the freaking chainnn! =D i'm stoked. woop. beach+jules+ashley+hotties+SPRING BREAK=FUN TIMES BEEOTCH! =D
last night Mandi and i talked for like the whole time, i was more suprised than i've been in awhile, i never expected her to talk to me. and she's saying stuff when i'm around like, "if i wore my hair like this would you still be friends with me?" and i gave her a dollar yesterday to be nice and she said "thanks boo". sooo, i don't know. we'll see! i still preferably don't like her boyfriend, if i was a guy and i didn't have everything to loose i would seriously knock him out. LOL!
so, Jacque is over with, i refuse to date him. Matt likes me still and i wanna meet him, but i'm tired of having military guys. and then a guy from my church named Rick likes me, buttttt ..i don't know. i'm just chillin' right now. i actually like being single ..amazingly. i mean i LOVE the "having a boyfriend" thing, but just chillin' and not being commited is pretty nice, at least for right now. i mean it kinda hurts sometimes, but whatever ..i really don't even have time to have a boyfriend. i have to get a job, i have cheerleading and school ..so yeah. lol.
okay, i think i'm done. =] i'm so lucky to have the friends i have. <3 i love you all and i would reallllllly like some comments, so please provide! =D
payce.
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