hey im updating and its the only thing to do i dont know what i have done but i have messed everything up with my best friend amanda muckerman i was basicly calling her a slut which i didnt mean and now she wont talk to me and i dont know what to do to get her to talk to me and i messed things up kinda with one of my other friends who i have known since i was like 3 cause i didnt know that talking on the phone could hurt someones feelings and yeah dont know what to do with that situation either and i also messed things up with this guy that i talk to sometimes cause i showed him the bitchy side of me and now i have like fallen in love with this guy named codie and i really like him  and i wouldnt want anything to happen cause im just having bad luck and messing everything up with everyone important in my life and if ii mess things up with him i dont know what i would do that would be like the worst thing ever and if i did sumthing to mess it up i just dont think i would ever be able to live with myself but thats all for now ill write again later love ya's

                                                        Samantha

okai ill update friday was my birthday im now 15 and ben your loved lol

hey kids im bored just sittin here talkin to amanda (i love you) lol and courtney this summer has been so boring theres nothin to do and last night my washer overflowed that was fun to clean up our house flooded lol welll atleast the laundrey room did it almost came up to my knees but im serius im not bein sarcastic it really was fun to clean up lol but ya this summer has been so boring and on friday the last day of skool me and courtney and priscilda freakin cried because we didnt want to leave which i still wanna go back rite now ya today is thursday tommarrow is friday and im leavin me my dad and my sister are driving to pananma city and im going to stay there me dad and sister are just droppin me off but ya im stayin there with my aunt and uncle and cousins until the 10 then were gettin on the road and were headin up to missouri to visist my grandma and grandpa and im also gonna visist my mom and alll my friends and then theyre drivin back down here a week later and im stayin up there with my mom and alll my friends for like a month and a half it will be fun but ya ill update again later lov ya bye            

                                                     Samantha