| ok so obviously nobody reads xanga anymore because there's myspace now. So, I'm going to use this as my journal. So obviously everyone knows that kevin broke up with me. I don't know what to do because I'm so freakin confused. I don't know what to do. I mean he still has some of my things and I still have some of his. I don't know if were going to get back together or not. I just don't know. What should I do?? Should I wait for him? OR should I move on? I can't stand it, somedays I just want to disappear, some days I want to move on, some days I want to wait till the end of the world for him but I just don't know anymore. What should I do?? Well I will update later. |
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| ok so here's the latest... I came back down to stevens college for respiratory care. I'm struggling big time but I think that I will succeed. I'm gonna be going to court tomorrow... personal.. not going to talk about it. I'm still with my loving boyfriend Kevin. I love him so much. He's going to ATI next year and I'm really scared because he's going to be so far away from me. He says that he's going to be home every weekend and that he can't live without me. I hope that's true. Well that's about the extent of everything going on in the quick short version. I don't feel like typing the long version. I will update later...
I LOVE KEVIN!!!!!!
*Amber*
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| ok so here's what's going on right now. I might not be coming back down here for the school year, because I'm "on the waiting list" but yet I'm down here for school right now in the summer. That sucks. I need to go down and talk to them today about it. Well that's all I wanted to let you all know. I love KC. Talk to you all later... Luv ya
smooches****
Amber
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| hey everyone. I'm back once again. I know its about time but you know how it is. I've been busy working two jobs and going to school full time. All of my free time has been going to sleep or spending time with Tylor and/or the boyfriend. So you know how it is if you have someone and you are busy too. Whenever you have free time it goes to them. It's ok tho because I love my boyfriend. He's great.
So I'm sitting here bored because there's nothing to do. I'm on my lunch break and lunch is so expensive and I don't have the money to be paying for food like that. Hense why I'm working two jobs. It can be really frustrating at times to work to jobs but its ok. I have to do it.
JAKE ASKED STEPH TO MARRY HIM LAST NIGHT!!!!!! I'm so happy for them. I hope everything works. I love you both! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!
Ok well I have to get going... LUV YA!!!!!
~*Amber*~
Smooches*****
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| ok so I'm constantly arguing with the man and I think its because we are so far apart. I miss him so much and I love him so much. I just wish that he would trust me cause I'm not going anywhere. He's not gonna lose me to some asshole down here that just wants a piece of ass. I mean stop and think about it... I didn't leave Josh after all the shit that we were threw. I mean yeah there were girls that I know that I went to school with that wanted Josh and they were trying to steal him away from me but believe it or not he didn't leave me.... why?? humm. well there's #1 He fell in love with me like every other person that dated me. #2 the girls that were trying to steal him away from me are FUCKIN UGLY!!!! so it wouldn't have worked anyway.... and let me tell you what... Kevin isn't going anywhere... He loves me and he isn't leaving me and I'm not leaving him.... not for anyone.... I love him...
So, school is going good. Everything is review to me so I'm not stressing out. I know when the actual course starts tho I will be stressing out because its going to be some major work. I will have homework like every freakin day.. Oh joy.. so anyways.. that's about it... I will talk more later.. LUV YA...
Smooches****
~*Amber*~ |
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