| Hi all...
well i havn't been on xanga for a very long time.... its kind of weird... how this year... christmas feels extremely empty to me. I find that this past year was even harder than the last. So lets rewind and see what happend for my christmas....
24th- woke up early to go to Rose Hills in Whittier to visit my dad's grave, it was his birthday. We went and found even more grief because of something my father's relatives had left for him... a fake "birthday cake" which was just what my mom needed to see... anyway we were late for church and i dont want to talk about how my brother just let people take cookies that i stayed up till.. 2 making.. for our youth group "party" long story short .. the cookies were gone and apparently i was the only one who brought anything... went home and tried to finish apps while my mom was yelling about how everyone else works soo hard.. blah blah
25th- woke up. mom mad because we didnt do our chores yesterday... so we had to do them today of all days.... 2 presents used makeup from "santa" aka my mom trying to be ... wtver she was trying to do... i had to walk to lena's house to drop off her present... because my mom just couldnt drive me... because she was on the phone with her friend... i walk back and...find out we are going to Malibu...whooo.... fell asleep and woke up to an angry security gaurd who was yelling at my mom's friend...some conflict .... private property..? public road? it was "complicated" drove to the beach... nothing to do drove home because some creeepy guy kept on following us.... ate ham... then surfed the web....
i found that a ton of you guys still use your xangas... amazing... and that you guys are having the time of you lives... glad to know at least some of you are having fun....
i figure out that im not reli as close to some people as i thought i was... wtver right?
i just cant stop to think that i do soo much for other people and.. when it comes time for something i dont even ask for.. no one wants to help and everyone is just out for themselves....
i hate the hollidays... i hate christmas.... i hate being at home....
please some university accept my please...
i hope you all are having a good break
im around somwhere!
and i made a pie !!! im not Incompetent!!!
im almost done college apps so if you want someone to talk to ... im all ears... or your non paid "psychologist"
-love always manda
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| today... was one of the best days in my life.. ever... xD
i love you all.... i do...
although i got kicked out of my house...
i had fun at lena's doing our girl scout mc stuff =D ahha
then ... omg SELA i LOVE YOU!... thankx soo much for giving me a ride to lacy park... AND it was fun SOO MUCH FUN working with you at the booths... haha... the mocha stuff soo fun.... the 4th of july merchandise.. even better...hehe...
and the mocha coffee stand.. haha SUCH a blast... heather.. soo fun and everyone who visited!! i heart u a...
the fireworks were the best.... *sigh* i heart the fireworks even more now... hehe
and there is one person... who i just adore... who was with me.. and waited for me... and walked around with me... and watched the fire works with me... u know who u are! i heart u! xD
this whole day... amazing...
thank you everyone....
AND
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY JOYCEE!!!!! xD
-love always manda =] |
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| haha... i guess it cant get any better =]
today.. was cool
yay
haha its almost CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i heart EVERYONE! yay...
i think i had too much eggnogg ... can you get drunk off of eggnogg?
=D
-la manda =] |
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| haha HOMECOMMING IS THIS FRIDAY!!!! whoooooooot
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| ... *sigh*
today was just plain bad....
head .... to toe.....
wowwerz.....
HAHAHAHAHAH......A..............
its ok though... i ALWAYS feel better in BAND =]
I HEART BAND!!!! hehehe =]
-la manda =] |
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