| summer is a blessing so far.
even though i don't see much of.. well, ANYONE...... i really enjoy working with my parents every day. i was actually going to apply to other places, but my parents needed me to help out... and i'm glad they did. otherwise, i would probably never see them more than once or twice a week. lol. my mom likes to talk about how things were when i was little. my dad slaving over the cleaners when it first started with only a few hours of sleep every night, my sister going missing and found hiding behind a bunch of bags an hour later, and me being stung by a bee for the first time. and walking around with a blob of dwaeng jang on my hand, of course. her telling me all of these things really gives me a sense of what my parents have gone through to get to where they are right now. they started off with basically nothing. my dad woke up at 5 am and stayed at the work til 3 am. my mom drove most of the day, when not working, to drop off and pick up my sister and i from my halmoni's house - because my mom barely had any time to be with us - to eat dinner with my dad, at the cleaners, at 9pm. sometimes my dad had to sleep there because he had no time to drive all the way back home and back. this went on for 3ish years.... could you imagine? what that was like for my dad..
i grew up a very anti-daddy's girl. sometimes i hated my dad more than anyone. when i liked him, i didn't even like him that much. i don't know how he dealt with me..... it breaks my heart to look back at myself, and wonder how he felt when he worked all day and night, for me, just to come home to miss attitude mania. and miss eurie the pouty face. HA. just kidding yoodi. God is really trying to teach me a lesson this summer.
God has blessed me with such a great family.
I could not ask for more.
<3
x a million |
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| rest in peace, peter deluca...<3 
7/15/2007. |
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| so hard to believe...
only the good die young.
BS, MW, MM   
rest in peace<3
never forgotten. i miss you |
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