Torn

i love the beach, but i love home
i love going out two steppin, but i love just watchin a movie
i love shopping, but i love saving money
i love hanging out with friends, but i work all day
i love georgetown, but arlington is my home
i love pictures, but i'd rather live in the moment
i love being lazy, but i love keeping busy
i love soccer, but i have so many options
i love being safe, but i love taking risks

tomorrow i'll be back to my o beloved georgetown house.. it's beautiful in every way... i miss my girls

after hours and hours of painting and jeff's naps in the closet.. it looks wonderful.. i took a lot of pictures but the only way you  get to see it is if you come by and visit! so drop by guys mi casa es su casa!

okay something i just have to get off my chest

i think it's so funny how people are dramatic in xangas and let me tell you what i mean

entries such as...

those that are filled of pictures of just yourself? like what is that... is that supposed to be something that's supposed to tell us your conceited about yourself? i could understand if your friends were in them.. but i mean if they are just you.. you.. and you... that's just weird..

and then there are some that show how dramatic somebody can be when it comes to shopping or just their daily accounts...it goes something like this..
" i was shopping with ____ today and i saw ____ she was wearing my outfit that i just bought a week ago.. what a whore..." or maybe like.. " man who shops at foleys? i mean come on.. i could never get my formal dress there..." ... " this guy was hitting on me at the mall today.. like come on..he asked for my number but u know he was fugly.. oh well guys just can't get over me.."

oh also.. there are those that are like..

" ____ and me got in a fight today... and like my biological mother got in a fight with mah step mom about my fuckin pops who had an affair the waitress lady... and i was like wtf.....well when u you need drama don't forget to holla back yo..."

and then there are the ones that are always so depressing and sad...like the world is out to get them...

it's like reality tv has hit the world of xanga in a whole new weird level..

hah

reading xangas is like watching laguna beach to me... i just can't get enough..

 i know we're all like this to a certain extent.. but it's just something good to chuckle at..

anyways i can't for the beau to come visit me at the new casa.. he's of course helping me get settled in! wo ai ni!

o btw i've been to every mall in a 80 mile radius from home .....

twice...

i love my childhood/ highschool friends ... lunch at bethanys.. hide and seek in the park.. and late night chats.. mall trips.. bowling..driving around with plano kiddos.. nader and simons..

i am so blessed to have friends like these

good bye everyone and farewell!

somethings just never change

Fourth of July Extravaganza

If you have never been to Boston for the fourth of july you are missing out one one of the most amazing experiences ever.  I mean i've been to some pretty gorgeous firework shows but this one tops them all.  It was like i was living a fairy tale.  It was fabulous!  I can't wait to go again.

I can't believe i'm in Boston right now.  I'm missing a fabulous weekend in Texas this weekend but that's okay cause Boston will be pretty fabulous.  I'm visiting one of my friends from  my childhood days.  I can't believe i'm actually here. 

For those of you who don't know i def quit my job in new york it was soo awful but i won't get into that

Even though i was working at my o so awful job this summer there was something about working there that was so Amazing.  While most of the people i worked with were international students from Poland and Ukraine, we all basically spoke the same language because we went through the worst kind of suffereng ever because of  Signature Services.

The people were awesome.  I can't even tell you how much i learned about myself while being there for a few weeks.  I learned about my boundaries, my fears, and my joys.  It sounds silly but these people u know for only a couple of days you find trusting in them for the next couple of weeks. There is something about this whole experience that actually made me grow.

Coronans, the local bar, was my saving grace through it all.  I've never wanted to get away soo badly from where i work/ sleep.  The two times i went has made this whole thing bearable. 

Things i will never forget about Camp Echo
1. the many accents of international people
2.  Driving around for an hour trying to find a place to booze
3.  sexy beasts
4.  " would you rather?"
5. mountain bike riding
6. just one puff
7.  Kelly and her moment of freakin awesomeness
8. sports
9. no flip flop wearing
10.  me and Kelly crying because it was just that bad
11. two stepping, ballroom, and electric slide

the coolest thing that i realized though through it all is that i really want to travel. I really would love to go to Scotland, London, or France.  I hope one day i get the chance to really do all those things.  Study Abroad might be a huge consideration.

my one regret is not getting to know these people better.  These people were cool in every way possible, hopefully a trip to chicago with kelly will cure all.

I know i'm walking away from a moment that will change my life dramatically, but i know it's for the best.  Thank you for those of you that made my life bearable for a couple of weeks. Many of those who i met will probably never read this but i just want to say thanks for touching my life.

goodbye camp echo

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