hey...i love you...

i know who you are...

i see you around...

i say a simple hello...

you start a conversation...

3 days later im still thinking about you...

i think..i think..

i like you...

you call me...

we'll hang out..

we become bestfriends...

i like you alot...

but you have no idea..

i wait 2 years just for a chance...

hoping 1 day we'll have our romance..

the secret gets out...

to my suprise..you've been waiting too..

and now we realize..we don't have to wait anymore..

now your my boyfriend...

and now i'm falling...

your just so perfect...

you make me smile...

i think i'm in love...

im scared youll break me...

im scared youll make me cry...

i hate that you make me so happy...

frankly is scares me...

you say you love me..

you say im your everything..

you put me first..

i love how you hug me..

i love how you kiss me..

and now im forsure...

i'm TRUELY in love...

without the worries of today...

without the thoughts of tomorrow...

im just glad to see you...

but of course it wont last...

and this i know...

and now i'm down...

how will it end...

with a kiss goodbye...

or maybe we'll try again...

sometime soon...

or a sorry we can't be friends...

im terrified to what will happen...

whats the point...

why waste the time...

why not just say see you sometime...

well is this the end...

or just the beginning...

shall i cry and wonder why...

or just be thankful for the good times...

a kiss today...

a handshake tomorrow...

thats not how things should be...

forever and always...

you and me..

in this together..

my one and only...

i wish thats how things would be...

Robert Carter<33 your my everything!!

     my for him..

     <3 Robert /Carter

i miss your touch         i miss your kiss           

         i miss your love      i miss you most of all!

being with him just feels so right..

i've waited for so long and now i finally have him!!

you just don't know how lucky i am to have such an amazing guy!!

             i love him so much!!

        i just can't help but smile!!

  i get butterflies when you say his name!!

how can it be so true so soon??              

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   robert is the best ever!!

hey youngins!!!

i don't ever update anymore...ive been busy for a while..lol

well hmmm...whats new...i went to rockwalls homecoming with my boi keller!! and to the rowlett one with my buddy andrew!!! i had awesome times at both!!!

I AM GOIN OUT WITH ROBERT CARTER!!! im so freaking crazy about that boy you have no idea!! HE'S FREAKING AMAZING!!!

I love you whether its wrong or right

he scored twice at last nights game!!thats my boy!!im so proud!!!

9.24.05<<he makes me so happy!!

>>How does it feel to know your my everything?<<

i haven't updated in a long long time... and still not much has changed...

i had surgery again and that sucks pretty bad...i was in the hospital for umm 5 days total..i went last friday and saturday..and they couldnt find anything...and i went back on tuesdays and i came back yesterday!! and when i got back louie and his mommy came over!!! then taylor came over!!!! i tried so hard not to fall asleep...cuz of my pain meds..and i was in my bed..so it just goes together..but they took my ependix?? out..it was 3x bigger than it was supposed to be and it was twisting in my tummy...and like blood and stuff was getting clogged in it.. and i had 2 sicst on my overies....so this all sucks..

other than that..mahlon came over last sunday and we hung out and then taylor and andrew came over to make me feel better...and andrew wanted to do my homework so i was like okay whatever you want!! and they colered lovely pictures!!! but andrew cut his picture up!!

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homecoming is in 2 weeks