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Sunday, March 02, 2008

I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty.

John 6:35b

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Currently Listening
Upstairs
By Shane & Shane
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Well, like i said in school last week,
I am going to start praying more...
good summer goal:
reestablish our relationship.

"I beg
for you to move
I beg
for you to move
I beg
for you to break through"
-Shane and Shane

Its so stupid that i have let you go.
You are everything good
and i need good.
I'm really sorry for neglecting you the way i have
its not your fault and i don't want you to think I'm mad at you
you didn't do anything wrong.
its all me God.
please forgive me.
you are more important than the things that have been consuming my mind
you matter more.
theres not anything that i have cried about
that was even comparable to you.
you are more than those things,
and those things seemed pretty big.
you are bigger. over used phrase. now i understand it.
God I know you are breaking through.
I've missed you.

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Well, like i said in school last week,
I am going to start praying more...
good summer goal:
reestablish our relationship.

"I beg
for you to move
I beg
for you to move
I beg
for you to break through"
-Shane and Shane

Its so stupid that i have let you go.
You are everything good
and i need good.
I'm really sorry for neglecting you the way i have
its not your fault and i don't want you to think I'm mad at you
you didn't do anything wrong.
its all me God.
please forgive me.
you are more important than the things that have been consuming my mind
you matter more.
theres not anything that i have cried about
that was even comparable to you.
you are more than those things,
and those things seemed pretty big.
you are bigger. over used phrase. now i understand it.
God I know you are breaking through.
I've missed you.

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

	parker and i are still dating... it will be 10 months in...16 days... thats fairly close to a year. longest relationship so far. school gets out in 18 days... thats exciting because i love summer and i have a distaste for school
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Monday, February 05, 2007

Currently Listening
Hellogoodbye
By Hellogoodbye
Oh It Is Love
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i realize that xanga is "uncool" now.
i don't care.
im blogging.

Parker is my boyfriend...just so thats clear.
we had an amazing night on sunday...

after the superbowl
we sat in my car
and just enjoyed each others presence
it was fairy-tale-ish
he looked at me
and said, "Just let me kiss you."
and he did...he just kissed me...
on the forehead and cheeks and lips
but he wouldn't let me kiss him back!
he said he just wanted to kiss me
he said he wanted to show me how much he cared
and he just stared at me and smiled.
he said, "you mean the world to me."
and i said, "you are my world."

i can't write down how i felt...
i can't write down how he looked...
i can't write down how different the feeling was...
different than any other boy...
and all he did was look at me.

odd.
i don't understand it.

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