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Thursday, March 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 23:41:50 GMT

soo i made the softball team!! pretty exciting, i thought it was gunna happen but cant be cocky bout it. ya kno? well life has been prettyyyy stressfull lately n its drivin me insane. soo many bitches always startin drama n jus runnin their mouths. n jus the same old smutts, smuttin around- who ppl kno who u are!!! i wish i knew wut to do wit my self. well i jus dont wanna say much more so im gunna go. holler

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 16:46:23 GMT

HEY hey.. everyone. its been a long ass break n its still going! gettin crunk wit my gurl moski- funnii nite to remember. shoppin wit julz n mo, morgan spending freaken almost 200 dollars!

NO TAKING PICTURES IN AE!!! (american eagle) haha julie. i cant believe they kicked us out of their store for.... taking pictures. nice shades ladies! wut goes on at josh's crib stays at joshs crib!!!! funny nite wit tara at walmart. walt is a loser ... "i love u gurls, but i cant shop wit u gurls!" i have sum pretty weird friends. miss carebear came over last nite, n man i couldnt stop laughing!!! that gurl is too much. well its gunna be a cuddly nite tonite!!!!

today is 11 months of clem n my bullshit to each other!! i love u boo bee. n nobodys stoppin us. its almost been a yr n i jus cant believe it... i kno its been a crazy ride wit each other but were still in it. so it must mean sumthing to us! spendin all day n nite wit my baby boy last nite was pretty damn good! i love when we can jus stay here by ourselfs n kick it. yea we got into a lil fight, but it was a play fight!!! i love u baby, n im really startin to see that u wanna stay wit me n u obviously want me!!! i dont think these other gurls are even worth u tryin to mess us up, they cant do u like i do-please! she gotta be superwomen to fill these shoes! huh boo? lol ne.ways, i jus wanted to update this bad boy. so hit up the cellular yo, if u wanna chill. if ne.ones gettin into that crazy stuff. lol MORGAN!!! like an effin' champ!!! haha good times moski, good times!! uhhh school soon!!! love to all my ppl.

ladies is pimps too. dont let him fool you.

you got his heart babygirll!!!!

Friday, February 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 01:04:33 GMT

HEY! well yest. was a really good day. thanks to my boo-clem. it couldnt have been ne. better. dinner (no good movies out), flowers, sleep, cuddling, makin me laught!! jus had a great time- thanks baybee. thanks to everyone else who made my day good. it was a really good day over all. tara.. i love you soo much. could you be ne. sweeter??! breakfast, victoria secrets.. you company!! n jess e- thanks soo much hunnie. dinner n a great time together... the longest nap of my life! lol thank you everyone!!!! well im gunna go get sum rest, take a shower. casue im sick as shit n i feel dirty. love you guys!!!

wear black tomorrow!!! fuck chambersburg.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 01:33:36 GMT

tomorrow is my birthday!!!!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 19:26:57 GMT

winterball nite! i hope its a fun nite n no bullshit- uhh umm clem. sike im playin. lets jus have fun and go wild! i dont have much to say cause i have to get ready. after partys ladies n gents!! everybody be good. holla at me. ya gurl ash cant fuck wit this gurl.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 22:16:06 GMT

hey hey all. im actually gettin excited for winterball, cause i think everythings coming along. me n clem are finding sumwhere to eat n sumthing to do afterwards, then everything will be good. Tara, i hope your okay.. dont worry bout it everything will be fine! You and mark are soo cute together. and if you start to hear ne.thing dont believe a damn word of it. cause ppl talk shit, n wanna break up your relationship cause their not happy n have nothin bettter to do then gossip. jus have fun at winter ball n look hes ungrounded tom. well im really bored n hungry casue my mom is still at the store n hasnt made fuckin dinner. okay im gunna go n wait to see if my baybee's coming back over. if ne.ones bored jus give me a call, cause im really bored!! bye bye leave me sum.

ashley

Monday, January 30, 2006

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 20:13:48 GMT

happy birthday bheard!!

ANTHONY HAMILTON LYRICS
"Can't Let Go"

No matter what the people say. I can't, I can't let go No, no. Why must they try to tear down my house when they know it's made from love. And they could never stand in my way. We made a vow to love through it all. We are one. And no one has the right to tear my love down. No matter what the people say, I'm gonna love you anyway. You are my life, I can't let go. Even if we fuss or fight, try til we get it right. You are my life, I can't let go. Even if we disagree, you can put it all on me. You are my life, I can't let go. I can't, I can't let you go. How dare they say. That a love like ours wont last?. God made no mistakes. When He sheltered me with your heart. There's no safer place than to be in love. And here I will stand. And there ain't never. Ain't gonna never ever leave you alone. No matter what the people say I'm gonna love you anyway. You are my life, I can't let go. Even if we fuss or fight, try til we get it right. You are my life, I can't let go. Even if we disagree, you can put it all on me. You are my life, I can't let go. I can't, I can't let you go. All that I know now is to give you all of me. And no matter how long I take. And every part of me belongs to your love. Help me, help me. No matter what the people say, I'm gonna love you anyway. You are my life, I can't let go. Even if we fuss or fight, try til we get it right. You are my life, I can't let go. Even if we disagree, you can put it all on me. You are my life, I can't let go. I can't, I can't let you go.

well today seemed sooo incredibly long!! but i guess it was an okay day. wut a weekend- i think morgan can valge for that. haha soo winterball is comin up.. hopfully it turns out good! wheres the after partys?? ladys- wuts up wit another gurls nite? i think its bout time for one. im bout to be 17 n i hope ill be drivin soon n workin, so no more bumin off other ppl!! lol cause i kno they hate that shit. but wut can i do. haha, keep comin back. . . keep comin back!! youll be there everytime, i aint even worried ne.more! your in love !!! i gotta go do sum shit, but hit me up if ne.ones tryin to chill tonight. boys basketball game HOME.

lets go herd.

Friday, January 13, 2006

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 20:35:49 GMT

its friday!!!!

well i hope this weekend goes great. im jus gunna have to wait n

see wut happens, LETS PARTY!! haha. so i failed 3 midterms, who knows i coulda failed all 4 but i didnt get my last one back yet. UHH i hate school!!! 3 day break though- so thats sumthing good to look forword to! man does family suck.. ive never had soo many problems wit my family before in my life!!my dad HATES me. but wuteva, i dont have really ne.one to go to ne. more so wut the hell does it matter. i got my man, but a boyfriend doesnt kno wut to say in that kinda situation.WUTEVA!!! well i gotta lot of damn school work to do so im gunn go do that n get it out of the way. this is like the first time ALL year that ive brought a bookbag home n had home work over the weekend. well call me wit plans if ne.one wants to hang out! dinner wit TARA ... then headin to wills for a joint bday Party then, the ice hockey game. tara.. i love you, cheer up. you dont need to be sad okay. i love you n you got me n i care bout you sooo much!!! LETSHAVEFUN

HOLLA at me..

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 23:26:26 GMT

for all you bitches who think you kno wuts goin on in my life- you dont! so when you look on here n get your info dont think thats how everything is cause he'll NEVER leave me! so check your selfes!!! hes holdin me down, n everyone knows im holdin him down so it dont matter wut u try n do youll never have hiM!!! you can keep tryin but really your jus waistin your time. well this weekend was good for the most part. i had fun wit erin, carrie, n michelle. Clem your a funny guy- you made my weekend full of laughs!! hostel was good carrie, to bad your head was hidden most the time in hunter coat cause you were scared! lol so many ppl showed up.. to bad i sat by myself huh? well i had fun ne.ways-by myself or not! clem clem clem, man your sumthing else. i dunno wut im gunna do wit you. makin me be a scrub n shit. haha but ladies we'll have a bigger n better get together next time. no early sleepers lol [ERIN] well well well, i think im jus gunna go now. this weekend went by too fast. thanks carrie for hangin wit me sat. it was fun-that movie was gorie (spelling) lol clem, your my man! too bad people think were apart, when really weve never broke up- were always together. funny huh? i need to stop sweatin shit too cause i need to realize that im the one you come to n hold, kiss, sex n love! im the one your tellin your heart to. im the one you love!!

i love you back

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 20:17:26 GMT

soo confussed!! i swear everytime i think its gunna be okay its not! sumthing else jus comes up. its drivin me crazy. its bullshit, either you want me all the way or you dont want a damn thing to do wit me. make up your mind cause i cant be there wheneva you want me to jus be there. everythings jus changed between us, nothings the same ne.more- not the time together, the love, the feelings... nothin clem nothin!!!! but look were both still here, i dunno if we should be or wut. its soo confussing n you tellin me your heart wont let you let me go, jus makes it worse. cause i dunno wut to believe- wut i hear or your ass. ive always been there for you n you kno i have but its jus gettin harder n i wanna stay wit you but not if you cant even be faithful n stop lyin ya kno? i dont need to deal wit your shit, theres better guys out there. i jus wanna kno wuts up wit us. cause im not gunna let you keep hurtin me- as much as it will hurt to let you go n try n move on i might have to!!!!! ahhh sumthings got to go right for me! i need sumone to lean back on- i hate feeling alone like this!!! we never use to fight like this, everything was always perfect between us but i guess i should of been ready for ne.thing! it was too good to be true. i hate givin my heart out or my trust!!! cause look it always gets broken!!! i wish you knew how much i do care bout you n you would see you shouldnt be doin me like you do, if i treat you soo good. im the best gurl for you n your fuckin that up! i cant see back n let you go on witout me! i hate this feeling!!!