well here I try again with this crap... and beware if you don't want to read my complaining about my hectic life, don't read this entry because thats exactly what its going to be... well lets start with the fact that my parents treat me as if i suck at life... I have to be a physical therapist so therefore I have to get an awesome score on the ACT/SAT which i am mentally incapable of so therefore I have to get a tutor on those 2 things.. i am also being forced to play softball this year even though I haven't played in 2 years due to the fact that I have had 2 knee surgeries.. so then I am being forced to get a personal trainer... basketball stats pretty much suck due to the fact we have 2 home games on friday all year and they are 2 weeks in a row... blah... I have no time for friends anymore... they probably think I hate them... my teacher yelled at megan and I today due to the fact that we were talking throughout the whole class... never been yelled at by a teacher before for talking... hmmm I am not usually a person that talks for no apparent reason throughout an entire class period... haha... oh well... and as for HyVee I am already sick of that place... its cold and all the managers hate me for I have no clue on why... I need sleep like a fat kid needs cake... I can hardly keep my eyes open anymore... I feel like passing out all the time... all I have to say is junior year is killing my body... I become sick due to my lack of rest... I cannot pay attention to anything in my life... the only person I every get a chance to talk to in person anymore is megan and thats just because she is in 3 of my classes... I miss life... I have none... I need to sit back and relax... take a deep breath and move on... but thats not going to well with me at the moment... If you enjoyed reading this complaining about my worthless life... just remember I know people can be worse off then myself... and i feel for them... I cannot wait until break is finally here... even though I am home alone on christmas due to the fact my mom works and my sister and father are going to my grandparents house... I need to catch up on sleep/ me time... well adios... Amber