my thoughts...
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
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Silence
I've been brought to a place of silence
alone but never alone.
It is here
that I find the absence of noise.
buy. spend.
time. my time. no time.
Away from loves,
apart from convenience,
removed from the comforts of familiarity.
In the silence
it is not my voice that I hear more clearly.
It is here
that I hear the sweet melody of His song
A song that stills my heart
and breaks the silence of this new place.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
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Pet Peeve
[Begin Rant]
--visualize with me--
Story Time: Today, I went to church with X. We decided to meet at church for the morning service at 9:30am. I arrived at church at 9:30am (I timed it so that I would arrive on time versus- ridiculously early). I called X to find out where she was--- only to find out that X had not even left her apartment yet, which meant that it would probably take her another 20 minutes to get to church. Before X hung up the phone she told me to meet her in the back so that we could sit together. I sat in the second to last row with empty seats surrounding me on all sides. She ended up arriving so late that the welcomers ushered her to a different section to be seated. Uncomfortable and peeved, I ended up voluntarily sitting by myself in the back of
the church for the entire service like a LONER.....No one likes to be alone at a new church.
...Oh, and did Imentioned that this was the second time X did this to me at church...yea, so multiply my aggravation X2
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So for those who know me, I have a huge pet peeve: late people. Generally speaking, when a person is consistently late, in my crazy mind it says one of the following..- "Hi Annie, sorry I'm late its just that meeting you is not important enough for me to be on time."
- "I'm lazy"
- "I have no concept of time"
- "The world revolves around me, and yes that includes your schedule"
- "I'm not a man/woman of my word, so don't trust me when I make plans to meet you."
- I value the time that I get to spent with you.
- I am considerate of you
- A promise is a promise, you can rely on me. I am dependable.
Please try to be on time late people. You know who you are. Do it for the sake of all those you leave waiting...
[End Rant]
Conclusion of rant: I lack so much grace for late people.
Friday, September 26, 2008
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3 truths and a lie
Which is a lie?
(a) I have eaten pizza at least once a week since I have moved to Ann Arbor.
(b) I am known by my Michigan friends as the girl with the "punny" humor.
(c) I drink a glass of milk almost everyday.
(d) I have hugged only one person in the past ~four weeks
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drummmmmm roll please ---
The answer is (B).
(a) I have eaten pizza at least once a week since I have moved to Ann Arbor.- Pizza seems to be the cheapest food to feed the masses. They served it during orientation, workshops, and pizza shops have been popular meeting places for my group meetings. There are pizza shops practically on every corner.
- You guys know me by my cheesy humor, but my friends haven't had the chance to see that side of me. Surprisingly, I have not told even one punny joke since I have been here. So has Michigan quenched my sense humor? Possibly, but at the same time, my friends don't know me the way you guys do. Only time will reveal quirks.
- So you guys were right to assume that this was the lie. Growing up I always HATED drinking milk. I can only bring myself to drink milk when the horrid taste of milk is overpowered with chocolate or sweet cereal. Last week I bought oatmeal and milk and decided to explore alternative breakfast options (aka food that is easy to make, cheap & filling)
- Sadly, it's true. For those who know me well, know that I like physical affection. I appreciate hugs of all sorts - "hello" hugs, cheek hugs or full bear hugs. I don't know anyone well enough to give them a hug, or people don't seem to be the "huggy" type. I await the day that I can enjoy a good hug, comfortable silences and reflective conversation with Michigan folks.
- Pizza seems to be the cheapest food to feed the masses. They served it during orientation, workshops, and pizza shops have been popular meeting places for my group meetings. There are pizza shops practically on every corner.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
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my favorite picture.
Xanga was being super difficult today and wouldn't let me upload new pictures(check out my flickr). So instead of seeing new ones, you'll have to settle for a really really old one. =)
I was randomly looking through my xanga pictures and came across this one. I meant to blog about it a while back but never got around to it. My sister and I used to push each other around in laundry basket when we were young. This is one of my favorite pictures. For those who can't differentiate who is who- I'm the little one with the cup. Good times.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
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FOBs- Part II
So today I ate dinner with the overseas Chinese students in my program. I went out to eat pizza with about 10 of them (9 guys 1 girl). It was like VSET all over again =). They asked me what foods I liked, if I spoke Chinese and if I liked China. The thing I love about overseas Chinese people is that they are very genuine in their remarks and in questions that they ask. They have a different sense of personal space and humor....for example....we sat at a long table, so when i got up to get a refill the two guys next to me stood at attention and moved their seat out of my way as quickly as they could. I said to the guys, "You guys don't have to move, I'm not that big, there is plenty of space", in response they said, "It is not that you are big, it's because we are bigger" =P....anyways, you had to be there.
My group has to meet with a client at the School of Dentistry. While trying to figure out how to get there, my Chinese classmate described the school of dentistry as the beautiful building with the beautiful trees. I couldn't help but smile. Chinese people commonly use words like "beautiful", "delicious", "interesting", and "clever" to describe everything. Anyways, that's all I have to today. Peace.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
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Ann Arbor Weather #1
Usually when it is overcast and raining you can anticipate that it's going to be a bit chilly outside. So you try to dress appropriately by wearing a long-sleeved shirt to give you that extra layer of warmth.
It started raining last night, and all day today so this afternoon when I decided to get out of the apartment to study, I wore a long sleeved shirt and a thin jacket. The moment I stepped out on the street I thought "UGH DISGUSTING!" Even though it was raining outside - it was about 80 degrees. I turned myself back around and ran up to my apartment to change my outfit.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
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On My Own
Aside from my having my own room at home or a "single" in the undergraduate dorms...this is first year EVER that I have lived on my own.
Here are some observations:- Every dirty dish, dusty table, unfolded shirt, disheveled desktop, crummy counter top & un-vacuumed carpet is my responsibility. It is no one's duty or turn to clean up before or after me. I never had a maid or anything like that, but with my last apartment we all took turns cleaning certain chores. This is not to say that my small studio is in a state of disarray because I like to think of myself as a clean person, but I say it to make the point that no fingers can be pointed, no complaint can be made - my mess is my own.
- Moving to Michigan was no easy task. My parents graciously helped me buy all the necessary things for survival. The dish rack, the trashcans, silverware and toaster oven (and much much more). I almost feel like a cheap new bride that gets to start over with everything new from her wedding registry...except- minus the bride part and minus the "finer" aspect of buying things for a home as a newlywed. If it was the cheapest deal I could find, it was mine. There was no need to consider the quality or longevity of the product. I bought it if it was functional. I'll hopefully not be here for more than 2 years.
- It's quiet. I live in a loud area, but in terms of the amount of talking that I am accustomed listening to and participating in has lessened dramatically (I have always lived with 2+ girls).
- True colors and habits (good and bad) show when you live alone. In a lifestyle where there is absolute privacy, I have the freedom to spend my time as I choose. There is no one to poke their head around the corner into my room and ask, "Annie, are you being productive right now?".
- Food. I have yet to find cooking for myself a pleasurable task. Don't get me wrong, I am fully capable of cooking for myself (food that is tasty, healthy and balanced), I'm just tired of always having to consider what I am going to cook for my next meal. I'm lucky that I live so close to campus that i can just walk home for every meal (for SD ppl- its like walking from PC to Geisel. OC ppl- its like walking from TapX in Irvine to Champions - roughly if my sense of distance is correct)
Peace out.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
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So far so good.
I'm starting my second week of class and "so far so good".
Things that differ from undergraduate.- Every class that I have is a 3 hour blocks (vs every other day), so my schedule looks deceivingly more free.
- Classes run straight through dinner (ex. 4:00-7:00pm and another class at 5:30-8:30pm)
- I actually want to participate. If I'm going to willfully put myself into financial debt I might as well get my monies worth and SPEAK UP. I want to be secretly known as the cool Asian girl that volunteers in class. =P
- Classes are smaller, the faculty more personal
- I can practically use what I'm learning in the working world.
- Laptops and the Internet access are a MUST (24/7)
- Every class that I have is a 3 hour blocks (vs every other day), so my schedule looks deceivingly more free.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
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Michigan- Day 3
PROFESSIONAL DEGREE
The past few day have been filled with back-to-back orientation. The information is helpful however its a bit overwhelming considering how they have planned back to back sessions from 8:00-4:00pm. Overall the program seems great, and the people are really friendly. Graduate school is A LOT different from undergraduate because its a professional degree which means that you are learning everything pertinent to your vertical of interest. However, it probably not a fair assessment of graduate school considering that I don't officially start my classes till next Tuesday. The great thing about my program is that the sky is the limit. We can choose projects that interest us and participate in ANY type of research project that we can possible fathom (of course it needs to be within reason). There is even grant funding if students are really serious about developing a design for something.
FRIENDS
I've been making friends in my program. The process is slow, but chugging along.
SLEEPY
I'm still functioning off of west coast time. And it really didn't work in my favor that I stayed up every night for the past 2 weeks to watch the Olympic games. I have been waking up around 7 every morning to get ready....which is really at 4:00am in the morning due to the 3 hour time difference. At night it takes me an hour or so to fall asleep when i try to sleep around 11:00pm --which is at 8:00pm. So yea, I've been exhausted...my body begs for naps in the late afternoon...I am still adjusting.
It's getting late, good night socal.
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