hey people whats up?¿? well me nuttin theres really nuttin going on here...o wait ya there is i broke up wit travis a while ago i juss need to get him out of my life fo a while becuase i still love him and i need to get over him completly before i talk to him becuase i no he will say something and it will make me fall fo him again and i juss cant be doing dat u no wut i mean??? well ya its going to take a while before i get over him but its all good i have someone who i want to be wit and dat person is devon my xx b/f him and travis r da only b/f dat i actually loved all my other b/f i didnt love them but i liked them but ya i still love devon but i also love travis, just kiding and i juss need to get away from travis for awhile and when im completly over him then ill start talking to him again   thats going to be a long time becuase it will take awhile to get over someone u love and i loved him alot but ya i dont know tho becuase a part of me still wants to be wit him but another part tells me to never take him baq so i dont no wut i should do i juss want to be ova him becuase im tried of thinking bout him still but people tell me to juss talk to him bout it but i cant becuase he has a g/f and if i where her i wouldnt want his x g/f calling him and telling him she still loves me and stuff so i cant be doing dat becuase dats messed up but ya well i g2g so ill write baq later!!!

~*~*alyssa~*~*

hey yall sup? well me nuttin i juss got off grounding yay!!! i was soo happy but ya me and travis broke up and im okay im fine! but ill tell u one thing im NEVER going to give him another chance i mean how many times does someone need to mess up and i have givin him other chances and he blew all 3 of them but its all good i already have someone else who loves me more then travis does and will ALWAYS be here fo me even if we arnt going out and if u no who i am u no who im talkin bout but shhh dont tell anyone! LoL! but ya i still love travis but not as much as i did tho i juss want to be his friend becuase i will ALWAYS be there fo him as a friend and as his x g/f becuase i care alot fo this boy(travis) and i always will and i sorta think i will always love him too! but he couldnt give me the things i needed from a b/f and i wish he could of becuase i would of never let him go! but i had to let him go becuase i need to find someone who will always be here fo me someone who will hold me when i need to cry someone who will listin to me someone who actually cares and loves me!! well i no travis loved me or still does i dont no tho but im scared to talk to him becuase im scared we will fall fo eachother again and dat wont be good but i still think he has one more chance so travis if abby reads u dis u do still have one more chance becuase it was my fault u broke wit me becuase i made u think stuff dat wasnt true and im srry but i do still love u and i hope u feel da same but if u ever need someone to talk to or anything u no my number and i juss want u to no dat i will ALWAYS be here fo u and i still love u and if u ever want me baq talk to me bout it not abby becuase abby doesnt no how i feel bout u and she cant talk fo me only i can talk fo me! abby u r my bestest friend ever and i dont want us to ever stop being friends i love u abby!!! but ya well....i g2g love yall

alyssa

okae well dis is abby for alyssa *she told meeh to write in here for her but act like its her* so yaz... wuts up ppl? well i am grounded fro only two more weeks... well actually till next tuesday... -n- i got da door tooken off of mah wall! doesnt dat suck! well ya... um... im reallie depressed right now bcuz of reasons im not gonna say... -n- abby i love u so much ur always there for meeh *hehe LoL* well i cant reallie say nething bcuz its too long to explain i juss wanted to keep it updated so ill update it later when i have time -n- im not grounded... well i juss wunna say

ABBY iS DA COOLEST PERSON iN DA WHOLE WiDE WORLD -N- I LOVE HER WiTH ALL ME HEART!

aye sup yall well abby spent da night lass night and we where having so much fun we both where so hyper and dat day i my life timer fo my cell phone and it was 80 hours and then i got off da phone wit travis it was 88 hours i was on da phone wit him fo 7 hours dats a long time but atleast it was da weekend so it was free but ya o ya guess wut! im engaged to travis LoL and im not playin either im being fo reelz abby tells me dat we r perfect fo eachother and stuff like dat and ya i really do luv him its not da luv i had fo devon its a different kind of luv and i luv him WAY more then i ever luved devon and ll thos people who i no well u will no wut im talking bout and how much i luv him but i juss want my mom to be able to understand how i feel bout him but ill talk to hurr so.....ya well theres nuttin left to say

~*GhEtTo FaBuLoUs~*

aye peep wud up?¿? well me nuttin much but on friday i spent da night ova and i ended up goin out wit travis again da 3rd time and dis is da lass time i swear becuase i luv him belive me i do but i juss dunno becuase i dont no if hes cheating on me but i guess i juss have to trust him and he has to trust me so ya......... i luv him more den anything but if he hurts me again i swear im not going to give him another chance but abby hes not da new devon belive me hes not becuase devon didnt hurt me but i still luvd him but wit travis when he breaks up wit chu he makes u hurt and feel bad it feels like he juss went out wit chu to go out wit chu and like he neva even cared bout chu or anything but w/e there has to be a reason y he keeps coming baq and i keep saying ya and i duno y but i juss do and i think its becuase i still had feelings fo him well... me abby and jaymee had so much fun on friday we went to travis's house and we walked so far me feet hurt and me and jaymee put make up all ova each othas face it was so much fun and i thought dat there was going to be like a odd man out but there wasnt we all got along like best friends r suppose to....... but ya um.....i have nuttin else to say so buh bye

~*gHeTtO fAbUloUs~*