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Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tue, 03 May 2005 15:30:36 GMT

new xanga u_dont_really_no_me ya i know dumb but ya

Monday, May 02, 2005

Mon, 02 May 2005 23:01:33 GMT

im crying... still... not like ne1 cares.... y cant i just b treated ok by guys... i dont wanna b treated like shit all the time... i dont feel safe... those 2 guys can rot in hell... then again if they would die i would prob cry... im so messed up

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 16:53:17 GMT

copy and paste it into comments, and fill in the blanks
Got this from nicky! lol i know he hates when i call him that

01. I ______ Skye

02. Skye is ______.

03. If I were alone in a room with Skye I would _______.

04. I think Skye would ________.

05.Skye needs _______.

06. I want to _______ Skye

07. Someday Skye will ______.

08.Skye reminds me of _______.

09. Without Skye ________.

10. My memories of Skye are ________.

11. Skye can be _______.

12. The worst thing about Skye is ________.

13. The best thing about Skye is ________.

14. If I could describe Skye in one word it would be _____.

15. I wish me and Skye _______.

16. I want to tell Skye that ______.

fill this out 2 n ull b the coolest person i know n ill luv u forever

. Where did we meet?:
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
3. How long have you known me?:
4. When is the last time we saw each other?:
5. Do I smoke?:
6 yeah dunno

7. When you first saw me what was your impression?:
8. My age?:
9. Birthday?:
10. Color hair?:
11. Color eyes?:
12. Do I have any siblings?:
13. Have you ever been jealous of me?:
14. What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors?:
15. What's one of my fav. things to do indoors?:
16. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
17. What's my favorite type of music?:
18. What is the best feature about me?:
19. Am I shy or outgoing??:
20. Would you say I am funny ha ha or funny sarcastic?:
21. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
22. Would you consider me a friend, an acquaintance, or a good friend?:
23. Would you call me preppy, slutty, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam,
nerdy, snobby, or something else? :
24. Have you ever seen me cry?:
25. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
26. Are my parents still together?:
27. If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth would you tell me?:
28. Do I drink and/or do drugs?
29. What is my worst fear?
30. Are you going to post this and see what I say about you?

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 23:11:55 GMT

well today sucked... i feel like shit n my mom still made me go to school... at least i went late... durin my lesson my ankle gave out n i landed wrong on my other ankle... durin corp patti was really pissy n made me in a bad mood... at corp savannah, the 4 yr old, fell asleep while on my lap... i feel so sry for her, she felt sick n was cold, tho her body was really warm, n her breathin was weird n her heart was beatin really fast... i know she has strep throat, but shes already on medication for that... savannah n rhiannon r the sweetest lil girls i know... well i feel sick again

haha i just had to put that in there again i luv that thing so much... wow im a dork

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 14:42:48 GMT

my day sucked until i found out that..... HIL CAME HOME!!!!!!!!!! IM THE HAPPIEST PERSON EVER!!!!!!!!!! IM SO GLAD UR BAK HIL N I MISSED U SOOOO MUCH!!!!!! i wuv u

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 15:26:12 GMT

fill this out n ull b the coolest person i know n ill luv u forever

. Where did we meet?:
2. Take a stab at my middle name:
3. How long have you known me?:
4. When is the last time we saw each other?:
5. Do I smoke?:
6 yeah dunno

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 15:21:21 GMT

♥ Me, Myself, and I ♥
1---» What's ur name? Skye
2---» Age? 14... ughhh
3---» Eye color? blue.
4---» Hair color? medium-dark blonde
5---» Height? 5' 5''
6---» How many siblings? 1
7---» If you have any, do u actually like them? i guess??? i get him to drive me places
8---» How many sibs do u wish u had? 1 is good enough
9---» Do u like ur mom and dad? they're ok
10---» Does ur family like you? i guess?

♥ School, Teachers, and stuff that we love to hate ♥
11---» What school do u go to? ojrms
12---» Do u actually like it? i know everyone hates it, so do i.
13---» Who's ur best teacher? ummm....mrs. moyer but that was 5th grade
14---» Who's ur worst?luce, hinkley, miller (kolka), laney, koroluck
15---» Do u remember ur kindergarten teacher? sorta/
16---» Have you written in the bathroom? no
17---» Did u get caught? guess not since i havent done it
18---» Who is the hottest teacher? i do not know of any hot teachers
19---» Who is the ugliest teacher? lol that would b mean
20---» If you had to stay in a grade, what would it be? 8th?
21---» Do ur teachers like u? I hope so.
22---» Are u a suckup? No.
23---» Pack lunch or buy? used to always pack but this year i buy

24---» Ever got yelled at by a lunch lady? I blame the guys... them n drumming... they r addicted to drummin things
25---» What's ur favorite subject? math

26---» What's ur worst subject? science n french

♥ TV, Music, AIM, and all that good stuff ♥
27---» How long do u usually watch TV? not that long.
28---» Do u have ur own TV? Yes.
29---» What's the best show? crossing jordan

30---» What's the dumbest? i dunno the name of it
31---» Gilmore Girls or Friends? i like them both
32---» Ashlee Simpson or Lindsay Lohan? ashlee simpson
33---» Britney Spears or Jessica Simpson? ick

34---» Punk'd or Room Raiders? hmmmmm
35---» Do u have a s/n? Yes
36---» How many? hehe

37---» How many people are on on ur buddy list? a lot?
38---» How many people are blocked? hehe

39---» What is the best s/n on ur buddy list? noemoninjasx3 orSecretAgtBubbles

40---» Who is the hottest person on ur buddy list? hmmm julian, braskeys, JAKE
41---» Do u go in chatrooms? sometimes not usually
42---» Do u cyber? No.
43---» Would that be cheating on a bf/gf? i guess not

♥ Random, Random, Random ♥
44---» Believe in cloning? No.
45---» Believe in gay/lesbian marriage? idk
46---» R u straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian? Straight.
47---» You or me? huh? i dont know you, so i guess me
48---» What's ur favorite name? Melinda marie
49---» Who can't you stand the most? oh gee...
50---» Do ur parents look at ur Xanga site? No.
51---» Long or short? Long.
52---» Big or small? Big.
53---» Happy or loved? Loved.
54---» Run or bike? bike

55---» Who is the person u can talk to the most? hmmm idk?
56---» Do u play an instrument? Used too.
57---» If so, what is it? piano, drums, recorder, flute...
58---» Do u actually practice? ----
59---» What are u wearing? jeans and a shirt
60---» Are u gonna go to your prom? probably

♥ Love, Friends ♥
61---» Single or taken? Single unfortunely... just had a recent break up
62---» If ur taken, what's his/her name? -----
63---» Where'd u meet? -----.
64---» How long have u been going out? ---
65---» what day did you meet? ----
67---» Do ur parents like ur boyfriend? -----
68---» When do u want to get married? Middle 20s.
69---» Want any kids? Yes.
70---» Who is ur loudest friend? me!!!

71---» Blondest friend? me!!!!

72---» Coolest friend? all my friends are cool
73---» Weirdest friend? we're all weird but maybe sammy or kels/
74---» Most dramatic friend? hil
75---» Most likely to beat someone up? lol idk
76---» Prettiest friend? They're all georgeous!
77---» Most likely to love Barney still? All of them.haha

♥ Are you...... ♥
78---» Happy? im not sure
79---» Sad? yes
80---» Disgusted? No.
81---» Hot?i dont think so..
82---» A blond? hell ya
83---» Smart? Can be.
84---» Popular? i dont like that word
85---» Dorky? Sometimes.
86---» Athletic? im not the most athletic
87---» Ready? For what??
88---» Wanting to lose weight? Yes
89---» Crushing? hehehe....
90---» Weird? just a little...haha

♥ The next word u think of.... ♥
91---» Baloney? Oscar Myer Weiner lol
92---» George W. Bush? bob

93---» Mustard? ewwwy.
94---» Cheese? mouse.
95---» Ashton Kutcher? Hot
96---» School? Waste of time.
97---» MTV? the best tv channel ever
98---» Candy? chocolate
99---» Love? Hurts.
100---» Did u like the quiz? sure

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<b>Your Seduction Style: The Charmer</b></font></td></tr>
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You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!</font></td></tr></table>

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<a href="http://www.blogthings.com/seducerquiz/">What Is Your Seduction Style?</a>
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Do you drink [alcohol]?: no
Do you party a lot? How often?: nope
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: nope
How often do you use the word like in an average
hour?: hehe
Do you skip classes? How often?:no
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:no
Do you steal?: i steal from my friends
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: i get in trouble for my clothes
Do you drool over celebrities?: JESSE MCCARTNEY!!!!!1
Do you watch a lot of TV?: not lately
Do you ever watch the News?: if im bored
Do you even care about world issues?: not really
Do you read books often?: nope
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: no
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: nope
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: the malls lol, 7-11 is boring
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: hehehe
Do you cuss a lot?: sometimes
Are you desperate to fit in?: no if they dont like me screw them its not my problem there just losers for caring about what other ppl think

Are you intelligent?: blondie
The Goth Stereotype

Black lipstick?: no
Black eyeliner?: yep
Black eye shadow?: nah
Black trench coat?: no
Black boots?: nah
Black fishnets?: nope

Black Nail Polish?: nope

Cigarettes?: no

Heavy metal music?: no

Kittie?: huh?
Cradle of Filth?:huh?!?
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:huh?
Do you like to be seen as:seen as what??
Are you an intellectual?: i can be im just a ditz lol
An atheist?:no
Horrible home life?: not that bad
Hopelessly depressed?: not really
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:umm no
Self-mutilation?: nah

The Punk Stereotype

Plaid?: nope
Big black boots?: no
Mohawk?: no hahah
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: nah
Loud, confident and opinionated?: yeah with some ppl
Wild hair colors?: no
NOFX?: never listened to them
Rancid?: never listened to them
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: nah

The Jock Stereotype

What's your IQ?: idk
Do you watch a lot of sports?: not really
Play a lot of sports?: not alot
Talk a lot about sports?: no
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: yes
Are you arrogant?: i dont think so

The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance?:yeah
Have you ever been on a diet?:no
How much did you lose?: idk?
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating
disorder?:people think i dont eat enough
Make yourself throw up?:no..
Make-up?:yeah
Low-cut tops?:yeah
How big is your chest? [Cup size]:like im gonna tell the whole world
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't
realize it?:how would i know if i dont realize it ?
Giggle a lot?:hell yeah
What's the deal with boys?:i love them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thongs?:haha ya... we had a big discussion once about them
Pretty bras?:yepp
YM, Teen, Cosmo, at al?: yeah i read them, but i read cosmo girl, not cosmo
Who's the weaker sex?: idk
Are you a feminist?:no
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:sure
Are you emotional?:yes
Especially when on your period?: haha yeah i yell a lot and im extra bitchy

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 14:50:05 GMT

im goin to braskeys later but rite now im so bored......

hehehehehe

edit;

don't care what people
say or think about me.
If they wanna talk shit,
let it be..

I used to be so happy..
laughing all the time
now i can't go a day
without crying

fill this out n ill luv u for all time n ull b the coolest person too

Who Do You Think...

1. Is my bestfriend?

2. My perfect match?

3. I can trust the most?

4. I will get married to?

5. I have the most fun around?

6. Makes me smile the most?

7. Makes me mad?

8. I could cry around and not feel like a wimp?

9. I can talk to about the weirdest things and not feel weird?

10. I will still be REALLY good friends with in 30 years?

Where do you think I will...

1. Live in 10 years?

2. Go to college?

3. Get married?

4. Lose my virginity ?

5. Die?

6. Go on vacation over the summer?

7. Get high for the 1st time?

8. Drink for the 1st time?

9. Go on my honeymoon?

10. Be in 10 minutes?

What do you think of my...

1. Personality?

2. Looks?

3. House?

4. Hair?

6. Clothes?

7. Shoes?

8. Teeth?

9. Body?

10. Life?

Would you with me?

1. Drink?

2. Smoke?

3. Skip?

4. Jump?

5. Live?

6. Have sex?

7. Laugh?

8. Cry?

9. Run away and never come back?

10. Sing and Dance?

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 22:14:05 GMT

today was realllly boring... jackie slept over last nite... i had to get up early n go to twirling... sat in my room the rest of the day... tomorrow im supposed to go to braskeys sum time in the late afternoon... so ya... i wish sum1 would call me im sooo bored

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 17:02:23 GMT

Pleez go away…

… im allergic to losers

Boy: Do you still like me?

Girl: I don’t know.

Boy: Well it’s a yes or no question.

Girl: I don’t know. I’m so confused.

Boy: Oh…

Girl: But why does it matter? You have a new girlfriend and you’ve moved on.

Boy: Just because I have a new girl doesn’t mean I don’t still love you.

the girl who seemed unbreakable ;broke.
the girl who seemed so strong ; crumbled
the girl who always laughed it off ; cried
and the girl who would never stop trying
finally gave it all up and quit

twO tEar drOpS wEre flOatiinq

dOwn a riivEr // thE fiirSt OnE

aSkEd "whO arE yEw frOm?"

shE rEpliiEd "iim frOm a giirl

whoS man lEft hEr. whO arE u

frOm?" hE rEpliiEd "iim frOm thE

man whO rEgrEtS lEttin hEr gO

and yet she still sits there smiling...regardless of fake friends* `nd
dreams that are broken..regardless of the guys she loved and the
hearts that were broken. but yet, you'll never ever break her. ever.

dont tell a girl shes hott.

thats not what she wants to hear.

what she wants to hear is that shes **beautiful**

» she finally lets go of her fake smile & the tears
slowly roll down her face as she whispers in the
mirror, "i don't want to be me."

you see her walking in the hallways

smiling and laughing : but youd

never guess she went home (every) night

and cried herself to sleep*

remember when?

...boys had cooties, when friends always listened to you,

when dreams were unshattered and worries were few.

when recess was too short and life was too long.

when decisions came easily with no need to belong.

when storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong

when friendships werent broken, right was right and wrong was wrong.

when bad things didnt happen, only skinned knees brought tears and the night light quieted all our fears.

when decisions were solved by "eni,meanie,mini,mo."

when boys were so YuCkY! and goodbye only meant till tomorrow.

when your clothes didnt need to match and real friends didnt part. and the fun went on forever

..without a bro| ken [heart].

Somebody asked me the other day

if I was handed a gun

& I had to choose to shoot

my boyfriend or my best friend,

who would I shoot?

My answer would be I`d shoot myself

cuz I`d take a bullet n die

for all the people that I love

                just because i smile
              doesnt mean im happy
               because it only takes
                one smile to cover
                    a million tears

i'm the kinda person that laughs at
jokes 3 times -» once, when its told
-» once... when its explained -» and
once 5 mins later wen i finally get it

"Friends forever," she said.
"Friends forever," he said.
Eight years old and they made the vow to remain friends forever.
"I need some room," she said.
"I'll back away," he said.
Ten years old and they made the vow to give each other space.
"Does Tommy like me?" she asked.
"I'll find out," he said.
Twelve years old and he made the vow to find out if Tommy liked her.
"He doesn't love me anymore," she said.
"He doesn't deserve you," he said.
Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"Nobody loves me," she said.
"I know someone who does," he said.
Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.
"I'm getting married," she said.
"I'll be there," he said.
Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace.
"I got divorced yesterday," she said.
"I'm here for you," he said.
Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever.
"Why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked.
"I have always loved you," he said.
Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her.
"I could never love you," she said.
"I could never stop," he said.
Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never love again.
"I can never see you again," she said.
"I can never live again," he said.
Twenty-six years old and he made the vow to never live again.
"I'm sorry," she said.
Twenty-eight years old and he made the vow as he lay in an open casket

he handed her a bouquet of roses..

11 real, 1 fake,

and he said 'i will love you

till the last one dies.'

A priceless moment is when the
person you have fallen in love
with - -» looks you right in the
eyes and tells you that they
have fallen in love with you.

Boy: I saw her today.

Girl: I saw him today.

Boy: It seems like it's been forever.

Girl: I wonder if he still cares.

Boy: She looks even better than before.

Girl: I couldn't help staring at him.

Boy: I asked her how things were going.

Girl: I asked him about his new girlfriend.

Boy: I would choose her over any girl I've ever been with.

Girl: He's probably really happy now.

Boy: I couldn't look at her without starting to cry.

Girl: He didn't even look at me.

Boy: I told her I missed her.

Girl: He doesn't miss me.

Boy: I meant it.

Girl: He didn't mean it.

Boy: I love her so much.

Girl: He loves his new girlfriend.

Boy: I held her for the last time.

Girl: He gave me a friendly hug.

Boy: Then I went home and cried.

Girl: Then I went home and cried.

Boy: I lost her.

Girl: I still love him