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| Hey.. It's been about 3 months since I have posted anything. Kinda started using facebook, I have my likes and dislikes about it tho. Like usual not much is going on with me... Still at target and not going to school...
I have a new car though!! I have been thinking alot of stuff like highschool and when I first started going to northside and stuff like that.... A lot of thinking about how my life would be different if I did stuff different, or if I myself were.. Stuff about people I "knew" but nevery really did. stuff that I could, and should have done better.... is it because I'm not happy about alot of stuff going on? Or is it common to think about stuff like that? I have always thought of myself as someone that thought of stuff that has happened, and such, as past. After all thats where it belongs and I should just learn from it and not let it effect me in a negative way now. It's past now and I can't change it so why waste effort to change it?
Oh. Mom is going in for sugery tomorrow. They are going to take care of the back of her neck because it still has not healed up all the way.... I'm thinking about asking for work off.... I'm kinda worried about it... small operation but sill worried all the same...
lol i always get on xanga to vent... it's accualy kinda nice. I think it's about time to go and hurry and make a choice on the whole calling into work thing before they close... night
Bri
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| Huh. not posted anything in a while. not to much for me to post really...... I'm to a point of being bored i have not been to in a long while.... It's long past the level of normal boredem, like advanced bored....
Chibi and friends are doin all the float stuff for the fall fest at our house Its a castle... kinda funny i think.... dad was out there helping them but got mad because everyone was messin around so he whent in and got to bed at like 8 pm... I flaunted my Geometry skills and made a very lopsided turret for the tower and then threw it aside because it was ugly and I didn't want to see my sad creation ever again... Figure we will go for one of the things on the old castles like H--H--H--H ya know battlements.... lol look at this (A battlement, (also called a crenellation) in defensive architecture such as that of city walls or castles, comprises a parapet
(i.e. a short wall), in which portions have been cut out at intervals
to allow the discharge of arrows or other missiles. These cut-out
portions form crenels (also known as carnels, embrasures, loops or wheelers). The solid widths between the crenels are called merlons (also called cops or kneelers). Battlements often have openings between the supporting corbels, through which stones or burning objects could be dropped on attackers; these are known as machicolations. A wall with battlements is said to be crenellated or embattled.) Thank you wikipedia...... you made yet another simple thing into a long intellectual mess...... thats why we love you
ahhh The Shins new cd ,Wincing the Night Away, Comes out jan 23rd.... Three days before my b-day. What a great gift.. "Phantom Punch" from Sondre Lerche is comming about the same time... another must have cd...
well see you all later..
Bri
Here is a treat for the tree people..... I think this is from the anti-superbowl party in like 02... Fun ol days
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| Just got home from the dentist.... They had to take a wisdom tooth out today... I was told I was just going in for an x-ray so I didn't eat anything this morning and now I'm starving and can't eat anything, and I just told work id be in a little late. They are pretty mad about that but I had no clue. Eh I can't stand the people at work anymore..... My boss treats me like I'm retarded. When he talks he gets right up in my face and talks to me like I'm a little kid. I can't take target much longer. I want to just quit right now and end it. Everyone there is so degrading and fake it is just aggravating.
Hey, here again. I can't sleep so I'm online because there is seemingly nothing better to do. I want a hamburger so bad but that dang hole in my mouth hinders me from getting out to sonic before it closes and grab one.. I want one that stinkin bad. O well.. I always thought getting a wisdom tooth out would be worse. I am not swollen very much or anything. I have all these little " " thingys in the message above. I think it has to do with me going to edit. ehh I'm going to delete a mountain of junk mail then get to bed,
Bri
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| Eh I didn't go to work today.. I woke up feeling like junk. then on top of the feeling like junk and getting up late leaving no time to call in I still did call in.. moments before I was supposed to be there. If I did go to work id not have been able to do anything at all.. I pretty much laied in a ball half the day clinching my stomach, with a pillow over my head.. I still feel kinda warm but not to bad right now. mom says this bug has been going around latley. Ick.
Gas will go up again apparently something in that pipeline up north broke. stupid.
Im so happy everyone is back from camp! It's nice to have everyone i have missed all summer back in town. the other night we went over to the paddocks and pretty much hung out in the basement like we did or do all the time. I really missed doing anything like that all summer.
Im thinking about getting some glasses. I should probably start wearing them again. There is one pair I have has my eyes on for a long long time (no pun intended). They are the oakleys from specs that are crome with olive earsteams. They are a bit flashy, but they are not to flashy. they fit so good too.. cost a bit though.... Might talk to monte.. he would probably cut me a deal.. i hope
I want a sondre lerche cd, I have bits and parts of some, that could probably make up one whole cd, but I want one entire cd not parts of 3 with enough songs to put on a cd. I have none up duper sessions.... that could be the next cd i buy..
Bri
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| Hey, Do I start off with Hey, alot? If you are already reading this then the inital "Hey," used to get attention is alittle superfluous. lol that is a really fun word to use...
Yea, nothing much is going on in my life... Kinda feel like I am at a standstill and can't find much of any way out. Would a new job help? (couldn't hurt) meet some new people? (or get reaquainted with old friends) Get on track to go to school? (for what doesn't matter anymore aslong as im going) or sit back and let stuff fall into place? (more likely fall all around me) Everyone seems to have a path their going down and I'm just wandering around who knows where. On the rare occasion I have something set in stone I feel worried. Like "what if I end up not being where I want to or should be" Goodness what a pain....
In the end I shouldn't worry so much about where I am, what im doing and just put more faith in the fact I have everything I need to guide me through my life, and the fact I have drifted so far away from everthing I used to live for is probably causeing alot of strife with myself, alot of uncertinity. If I can't seem to hold on to the most wonderful and important thing I can think of, how can I be consistent with all the other decisions I make? Will I just drift away from anything I set my mind to? I have almost stopped reading my Bible... I'm useing almost very loose... and I wonder why I try it's so hard to talk to most people about things of Christ no matter how much I feel like I should...or really, know I should, there is no "feel like they need Christ in their life" about it. I know they do...
lol I got on xanga thinking im just going to say "Hey, I'm not doing much. Seen a few people from HS (made me somewhat sad) and the usual pleasantries... Should have known better.. lol
Bri
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