Sick!

Its very weird. I was sick yesterday yet everyone swore they saw me at school. VERY WEIRD! I guess I have a doppleganger haha I love that word. Well everyone I have been so exhausted lately that it in fact made me sick. Yeah it sucks. I slept basically the entire day. I enjoyed that. I have to work again tonight, GROSS! However I get to work with Jessie so that should be super fun. Then I have a meeting from 9:30-1 tomorrow then the MELLO DINNER at 7 and the following day I work again at Levis from 5-10:45. This job is going to be the death of me. Well I have more important things to do so TTYL! <3 Mallory

Cananida (Canada) and Work

So this weekend the band had their fun trip to Detroit where we went to a symphony, the motown museum and the hard rock cafe. At the symphony I fell asleep. It wasn't because the band was bad it was because the director was sooo annoying that I got tired and the soothing music put me to sleep. While I was sleeping my friends decided to mess with me. Julie braided my hair and stole my cross necklace, Rachel played with my ear lobe and Kensey linked arms with me and then tried to steal my class ring but I woke up. After the symphony we went to an awesome pink hotel. There was a fun windowsill that Ken and I slept on and 2 beds for Amanda and Jessica. Kensey and I were up until like 4:30 (even though we had to wake up at 6:30). We talked to Evan, Carter, Nick, Luke, Jared, Chris, Kyle, Daniel, and Drew like all night. It was sooo much fun. After breakfast the next morning we went to the motown museum where the beginning was so boring but then we were taken to Studio A. The girls and guys had to do seperate performances which were embarrassing but so funny and our guide did the Soulja Boy Dance haha. After sitting on the bus FOREVER we got to the hard rock cafe which was fun. I bought an adorable necklace :). From there we made our way to Windsor Cananida. Customs wasn't as bad as people thought it was. Then we got to the rec place where we changed into our uniforms for the Santa Claus Parade. It wasn't as cold as I thought it would be. The parade was sooo fun. Ashhole and I laughed, talked, played eye spy and even held hands the entire time haha and all of the Cananidans were so nice saying "Merry Christmas", "Thanks for coming", and "Go Ohio". HAHA those silly Cananidans. After the parade since it was really snowy we got stuck in Cananida. The hotel we stayed in was creepy. There was a door with cake smeared on it, weird. There were creepy pictures and it was just a scary place. I was already upset that we had to stay because I was supposed to work at 10 the next morning and it was going to be my first day of training but of course I missed it so when we got to the sucky hotel I was just furious. It was actually kind of fun though so I guess it worked out. Then we got home at noon the next day and Jessi and I went to the theater later to give our excuse notes but there weren't any managers. The very next day I had to work for the first time at Franklin Park Cinema. I was dropped off 40 minutes early so I sat in the food court by myself. I actually had a good time at work. Leah Z. works there and she is really nice so it was nice to have someone I know with me on my first day and everyone else was funny and nice as well. Then when I got home from work my mom told me that our furnace broke so we have no heat in our house and it is pretty cold. We keep turning on our oven and opening the door to warm up the house even just a little bit haha. Well I've already written like a novel and no one even really reads this anymore so I am going to go to bed since I am extremely tired so nighty night all and I love you. <3 Mallory

Life

OMG Life. Life is so confusing. One day you are so happy you think you are going to burst and then the next you can't hold in the tears you are so sad. The past few weeks have been a very crazy rollercoaster for me. I had amazing things happen to me and then all of the sudden horrible ones just brought me down. I feel guilty when I am sad when there are good things to be happy about but when I act happy people think I am insensitive. Why can't life just be happy all of the time? Who needs more than one emotion? I could live with being nothing but happy forever. If people would look at the world in a different way it could be possible. Instead of mourning the death of someone, celebrate the life they had. Tears won't bring people back or heal them faster. A smile is the best gift you can give anyone so lets smile all of the time. Smile because God loves you and he has a reason for what he does so just live life to the fullest, don't worry and be happy because the best is yet to come. <3 Mallory

Friends

Friends. My life would not be complete without them but sometimes they make it hard. I have so many  that I can't be with all of them all of the time or talk to all of them at the same time. How can you please all of your friends all of the time? You're friends with him but he isn't friends with her and they talk bad about each other and where does that leave you? Thats right, in the middle. Thats how all of the fights and drama starts. Why can't everyone just get along with each other? Why must people complicate things so much? I love all of my friends but for different reasons. I act one way with one group and a different way with a different group. Does that make me a bad person? You say that I should be myself around my friends so they like me for who I am and not just for the person they think I am but how do you know that the way I act around you is the way I really am? How do you know that I am not being myself with them? Why must I only have one personality? I am one person not one emotion or action. I can be crazy, cool, happy, dorky, nerdy, sad, angry, I can be all of that. So just because you bring out one of my emotions doesn't mean everyone else brings out that same emotion. I am me all of the time. People can judge me and talk about me all they want. I'm done caring about what others think. If you don't like me, and I mean ALL of me then start walking because I don't need to feel bad about who I am. I am Mallory Louise Winzeler and I am happy, sad, angry, dorky, nerdy, crazy, cool, ME!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Turkey Day everyone. I hope everyone has an amazing Thanksgiving and doesn't eat so much that they get sick because that would be bad haha. I have a lot to be thankful for this year. I would make a list but it would be too long. Well my family members are going to be here in an hour and a half so I have to go get ready but I'll TTYL! <3 Mallory