| Today was one of those days that my friend "disappointment" finds me again. Had a hard time sleeping lastnight and this morning the exam was sorta difficult. But the worst part was when i got my final assignment back, i was shocked by the hedious grade. I worked so hard on it, spending hours in different libraries , but yet it didn't turn out the way i expected. I guess life is like that, it never really turns out the way you wanted it to be. For a second you thought everything is going along just fine,and then life just suddenly turns its back on you and you are left with nothing but asking yourself, "how low can i stoop?" After minutes of asking myself "why did it happen to me" , my eyes filled with tears. Sometimes i felt like my weakness can never be changed no matter how hard i try. It is just one of those things where your weakness will always give you an ugly face and mocks you by saying, "you will never get me" But yet, after having a few meaningful conversations with a few wise people, I picked myself up again and told myself, "I will just have to keep on learning." As long as one doesn't give up on oneself, he/she will still have the chance to succeed. Life is just a game. And behind each game, although there is a winner and a loser, there is a lesson for all of us to learn. And i guess today, although i felt like a loser, this lesson has taught me to keep on trying no matter how difficult it may be. My friend disappointment is really never far from me, but i guess it's you who let him affect you. Everything that we encounter, there will always be a positive side from it. It just depends on your perspective on how endurable you are with the situation. And all i can say right now to life is, "Someday i will become a winner, just wait and see"
Wisdom of the Day:
"you will become tougher when you encounter toughness" |
