the hottest two people ever!

matt and i are so hard core with our bb guns...the one matts holding i think is the one that shot silas in the jaw...thats rachel in the back ground i met her shes good people

thats luke he was way cool too! that was the rehersal dinner when he thought it would be fun to stick all of chris'  cigs in various holes in his face! :)

they all look really little but its the wedding party the prettiest wedding ive ever been too. with the prettiest wedding party ive ever seen, some of the cutest guys ever, and some pretty girls too! :) 

well theres some of the pictures i promised! :)

hey yall its been a while and i dont know why im here everyday reading up on everyone elses lives but i just havent felt like taking the time to write in my own. oh well im here now and thats all that matters.

i leave tomorrow for indiana! holy crap im excited! i get to spend time with christopher!! hahaha and you dont..(unless you do)  and matthew too! whoopdy doo! im freakin stoked! hmm lets see what else is up.

oh jenns been calling me freaking out the last few days first she got evicted becuz she didnt have rent money on time then she didnt have any where to live then her dad said if she doesnt move to texas with her grandma than he will never talk to her again then he said that if she didnt join the army he wasnt ever talking to her again and now shes living with a girl she works with. hmmf thats all in like 3 days. her life is too dramatic,

on that note ill update more later i have to run to target before it closes!

holler yall

ive been wanting to do this for a long time being a devout country music fan as well as being emo.
so how will you do?
which of the following are country lyrics and which are not?

1.Maybe I'm crazy
For believing it's different this time
Oh am I ready to feel what I've dreamed about
Love that I've lived without finding
Is finding me

2.Why do I do this to myself
Why do I want the one that wants somebody else
Don't you know
I'd get my heartbroke every day if I could

3.Think of all the fun you had.
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.
Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set and......"I can barely smile"

4.I know blue eyes get boring but I'll wear dark glasses all the time and
hey if you want me to, I'll take a knife to my own bright eyes.
If I could only see you now for about an hour
maybe just a minute

5.Somewhere in my closet
There's a cardboard box just sittin' on a shelf
It's full of faded memories
And it's been there ever since the night you left

6.It's just the southern road that you leave by and open windows in your car.
It's the breathing of the city that says leave me behind.

7.Sometimes reality hurts
And you wonder if life's worth living at all
Knowing no matter how much you care
You'll never have a prayer
Of having what you want

8.Time won't tell me how it might have been
And time won't make what's wrong alright
It can only take me back again
Feeling all those memories in black and white

9.colour the coast with your smile;
its the most genuine thing that ive ever seen
i was so lost but now i believe

10.even though we've grown apart
i'll still be there for you
cause I don't wanna be just a memory to you

11.sing like you think no one's listening
you would kill for this, just a little bit
so, sing me something soft, sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

12.The inside story
Is as clear as black and white
I still dream about you
When I turn out the lights

alrighty there ya go just post ur answers in a comment and see how ya do! :)

yeah im a total geek for actually taking time to do that but were recarpeting the living room and so the tv isnt working and i cant sleep bc im in the middle for doing laundry. chris just called gotta run.. i love him!

i hate myself, i hate everything i am, and i hate everything i stand for.

for years ive prided myself in being outspoken and not taking any crap from anyone. now the one thing i had going for me may have cost me my job. yesterday was easter and i didnt want to work, neither did anyone else. well they told me i would be waitressing and i was very excited about that! i love waitressing. so i got all cute to insure good tips and went to work and just as soon as i walked in the front door molly (the girl that was suppossed to be waitresssing with me) says linzi were not waitressing today were bussing tables....holy crap i flipped. the last thing i wanted to do was bus tables. but i sucked it up and made the best of it. trying to make it enjoyable..ya know not like its hard to enjoy clearing off other peoples dirty tables. well we made it fun...oh yeah i forgot to tell ya, not only were we in charge of bussing tables but we also had to be tag team hostessing, one on phones taking late reservations the other at the counter pointing people in the direction of the banquet hall and seating them in the restuant. and if that wasnt enough work, we also had to be rolling silverware as well. mmk so were doing good its pretty slow so there not a lot of tables to bus, not many people had early reservations so we were alright there and the silverware is just busy work so that we arent just sitting there doing nothing. at around 1130-12ish catina (my  boss) comes in and im just like hey catina how was ur morning blah blah blah and i told her that i was pissed that shed been telling me for a week that i was going to serve on easter and not have to hostess/bus and when i got to work terri (another boss) told me and molly that we were bussing. thats it tho i dropped it after that and made the day go by. then at 1230 amanda (hostess) comes in to work and im like okay yay now i just have to worry about dirty tables and not seating people. well terri comes and lets amanda know that molly and i are her feet. we will seat everyone for her and escort customers to the banquet center bc she has to stay at the front stand. so now not only am i the servers bitch i also get to be the hostess bitch. its absolutly rediculous. im like a little go fer. like i was expected to stop and drop everything i was doing at the time to do whatever anyone in the whole place wanted me to do. and i had to keep this god awful smile on my face the whole time. well catina said how are you linz. and i told her that this was crap that i couldnt be expected to be at everones beck and call because i was going to get pissy and thats just the way things are. so as i was bussing 3 tables at once clearing the plates in the dishpit i walk out and amanda (waitress) says can you bev table 63 64 and i didnt hear what she said so i just went and washed my hands and came out and saw catina and said i have no clue what amanda just asked me well amanda was over at the bar getting some beers for another table and said go take there drink orders and i was like ok well i didnt hear you the first time so dont get an attitude. well i got a ticket and a tray and went to see what her 3 tables wanted to drink, and on my way to get their drinks amanda (hostess) says an you show these people to the banquet center please. and of course i couldnt because its in the other direction. and so i said i cant find molly, then molly walks by me and before she even gets her entire question out of her mouth i just say NO! well she gets pissed. and so i took the drink orders and came back to apologize for snapping but couldnt do anything and she says yeah its ok. well she had already told catina that i had an attitude problem. so of course 3 hours later when i ask catina what time i could go home and told her about grampas birthday and how my whole familys at my house she was already pissed bc molly told her i had attitude problems, and took my question as me complaining and sent me home early. but i didnt know she was mad so i got excited and finished my stuff and left. well i got a phone call today from someone saying that they heard that i may be losing my job. whoopdy freakin doo. doesnt that make me want to go to work in the morning? nope shooot if there are people there that dont want to work with me than so be it. i dont want to work with them either. i mean heck im not the type of person that just pretends they like everyone.

on another note

im lonley. more lonley than ive ever been, i miss jennifer, i miss my friends, i miss my life, i need people. im so dependant on friendships and at this time in my life i have none! i have zero friends. and it sucks. i want someone to be there for me, i want to be able to have someone i can call when my day sucks. i have noone. no one cares. the only people i have daily contact with are over 30. i couldnt even name 5 people that i talk to every week that arent co-workers or family. i miss having people depend on me. i miss taking care of my friends. i miss being home where everyone knows me and i know everyone, i miss always having someone to hang out with. :( but as much as i miss everyone and everything ive left in lake wales i do not under any circumstance want to be back there. i want jennifer to move up here and live with me. i want someone to love me more than life itself. i want to look at someone and know they want to spend the rest of their life with me. i want to know that im going to grow old with someone loving me. i want to love someone and have them love me back. i want to marry someone, just so that i know that i could kiss them whenever i want for the rest of my life.

bah stupid feelings. i hate them! i wish i could just be emoitionless. without feelings they never get hurt. and ur feelings cant get hurt if you just dont care. why the hell do i care so much!

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