| yo and hello
david and i broke up. blah.
my photo journal mel gave me is starting to look effin amazing :grin:
i have a five hour rehersal at school today for the play. it will be interesting. i love stage crew. its sooo much fun.
i have the joy of doing math with my mom today. i need to retake two tests that i got 69% on. i need to do extremely well because mr. lorenz averages the two tests togeter.. so yeah. i won't be able to do too well.. but it's all i can do.
i'm completely fearing this report card coming out. my brothers will be telling me how much i let them down. they'll tell me i need these grades to get into college. and that i'm too stupid to get into college if i think these will cut it. and blah. i know the whole speech by heart.
*~FaLlInG iN lOvE~*
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| I LOVE Tom's band. Hehe.. they're effin' awesome.. if they had cds.. i'd buy every single one of 'em!!
So this is me sending my love to Tom's band because they're that awesome!
<3, Meg |
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| i don't know what he wants from me. he tells me to leave him alone, so i do. then he starts talking to me.. and tells me to leave him alone again. i keep doing what he tells me, but i don't know how much longer i can deal with this.. it is killing me.
bryan. when you get your head out of your ass.. and you know what you want. tell me. stop being a dumbass pansy and tell me what you want from me. i'm tired of playing your fucking little girl games.
-Meg
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so yeah.. i had gone back to sleep after i wrote that.. and i had the worst dream ever. my mom tried killing me in the genuardi's shopping center, so i ran away. and she called the cops. and they were looking for me. so i was running through all these yards and what not.. and this black family invited me in their home. they knew i was wanted by the police.. but they invited me in anyways. apparently the son went to south so it was weird. but then my mom and these people i didn't know found me there.. and the dad told me to run out the back door... and he let my mom kill him. so i ran back to him and started defending them. i started beating my mom.. because she was trying to kill me again. and yeah.. then i woke up to mel going "meg. your mom is on the phone and wants to talk to you" so yeah, i was kinda freaked out and annoyed by the sound of her voice. lol.
so that was my shitty ish morning.. and i have the joy of dance class :grins: i love dance so much.. i'd cry my eyes out if something happened that i couldn't dance anymore... i love it more than life itself. |
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| i too much of a lazy shit to update this thing.
i'm probably going to be grounded when we get my report card. no straight A's.. (suprise suprise) however, my 'rents are being 3928754198324 times as hard on me this year. mrah. it sucks grundle.
*~In My HeAd~* |
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