LifeSo it has been such a long time sence I have wrote...... I am still working my butt off at McDoalds we have not been busy at all so what happens is they send eveyone home and then for the people that do come in there is only about 3 crew people working at one time that means we have to work extra hard sometimes it sucks really bad but other times it is nice cause you get to be your own boss most of the time. I have been staying at home for the last few days. My mom is really sick again ...She was not able to get out of bed for the last few days so I went home so I could help around the house. I have missed home so much it was nice to be there for the last few days. Somtimes I wonder why I even moved out I did not have it bad at there at all. I also had a lot more money when I stayed home but what is done is done now I have to try to live on my own. I am going back home tomm. Joey is going to be 13 tomm. they are growing up so fast. Boone is in the marins now no turning back he dub in so he is there for good he leaves for boot camp Aug. 11 I am not doing very well with it at all. I understand this is what he wants to do but at the same time I am going to miss him very much. Erin ask me to be a part of her wedding so I have to go up very soon and get my dress I am so happy to be in the wedding I miss her and Jamie both very much I am glad I got to see Jamie when she came home I miss being able to have talks with her and hanging out with her everyday. Erin too she has not be able to be home for a long time because of work. I went out with a boy on new years eve it was nice I got my new years eve kiss we had a really good night but he has not called me back so I think I am just that girl he wants when he has been drinking that hurts me really bad but at the same time I am going to have to stand up and not let it happen again. But the at the same time i have no felling for the boy that I used to so that is a nice turn around because it was not leading me anywhere but to hurt me more. I miss every one from college so much I miss amanda like crazy I wish I could go to portsmouth to see her but I cant seem to find the time or the ride to get down there. Amada you are going to make it though the rest of school I belive in you and I belive you can make it and you are going to be one of the best teacher that I know. I have so much faith in you. Don't worry when thing get hard I am just a phone call away and I will be there for you no matter what. You are my best friend you will always be my best friend and don't worry don't let things like school get you down you are better then that. Teresa I hope youare able to come see me soon I miss you very much too....Good luck with getting every thing togher give me a call sometime soon. I have been hanging out with Josh Long alot one of his family members passed away and he called me for help that makes me feel like I am sitll needed and he still cares aobut me. For everyone eles down at college I miss you too. I am praying for all of you In his holy name Liss |