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| i dont kno but somehow i feel lost everyone that is close to me. i dont kno who are my true friends anymore...sometimes i wonder why feel that way. is it because me having a bf or we just grew apart or am i annoying? if i am ppl should just tell and i will shut up and not bother anyone anymore. i just want to have my friends back and at the same time to spend some time with my bf and for my family to resolve their problems. that is all i want than anything in the world. and happiness. i will do anything to just get that back. | | |
| this year life is....umm...not that great. But i gotta take in what i got and cherish it. I dont think i have anyone i can turn to anymore, someone i can talk to about anything, the bad, the good, the silliness. one of my best guy friend likes me and i cant do anything about cuz im with someone for two years, and i cant just throw that all away. i love him, but recently i dont feel loved by him, he says that we're goin through a couples phase where each person do their own thing, they later they will be crazy about each other again. but i dont feel that. i want to be with him but he....umm..i dont know. he says we're goin this together and i dont feel that. i feel that started this phase and he's goin through this not, i dont feel like this one bit, and no matter how many times i tell him that i doesn't understand me. im trying so hard to us out of this phase and nothing is workin. i dont the energy anymore. im tired of trying and always go to him. he's takin me for granted cuz he knows i will always be here and i wont be with anyone else. i have too many things goin on, and i've decided to go along with him with this phase. so i guess im just not gonna worry about him or being with anymore. cuz he said the phase will naturally go ahead. chyeah. he doesnt know how i work. if i feel that a guy slowly doesnt like or love me, i will too slowly lose interest. i dont have the energy and time anymore to deal with this. all i want in the whole world is to spend alone time with him and he wont let me have that. i just want to feel loved again and i know he loves me, but i just want that feeling again. if this keeps up, its gonna be too late, and he doesn't realize that. | | |
| my most random convo with ivan;
asianshorty : i want a new screen
asianshorty: name
asianshorty: how about pho in a box
aZnTeMpEsT: omg
aZnTeMpEsT: wtf
aZnTeMpEsT: i want some pho
aZnTeMpEsT: right now
asianshorty: or cup o pho
aZnTeMpEsT: man thats soooooo good
aZnTeMpEsT: dammit ya said the WORD OF THE DAY
aZnTeMpEsT: now i want some omg
aZnTeMpEsT: man that sounds sooo good right now
asianshorty: what word of the day?
aZnTeMpEsT: pho
aZnTeMpEsT41: i havnt had that in soo long
aZnTeMpEsT: its sooooo good
asianshorty: haha
asianshorty: you never fail me ivan
aZnTeMpEsT: man
aZnTeMpEsT: pho is soo good
aZnTeMpEsT: i havnt had some in sooo long
asianshorty: haha
asianshorty: you're scaring me man
asianshorty: so what screen name should i get?
aZnTeMpEsT: dont know
aZnTeMpEsT: hmm
aZnTeMpEsT: pholvoer69
aZnTeMpEsT: hahaha
aZnTeMpEsT: jk
asianshorty: eww
asianshorty: i like pho
asianshorty: i had pho girl
asianshorty: but translated in english
asianshorty: so it was ricenoodlegirl
asianshorty: remember?
aZnTeMpEsT: ooo haha
aZnTeMpEsT: do it
aZnTeMpEsT: thats awsome name
asianshorty: which one?
asianshorty: use ricenoodlegirl again?
aZnTeMpEsT: ya
aZnTeMpEsT: that was good
asianshorty: ppl say its stupid
asianshorty: and that im too asian
aZnTeMpEsT: so what,
aZnTeMpEsT: first off forget everyone else
aZnTeMpEsT: second of all you are asian so it doesnt amtter
aZnTeMpEsT: and third of all if ya like go with it
asianshorty: hmm
asianshorty: i guess
asianshorty: help think of another sn
asianshorty: something not too girly
asianshorty: but you can tell its a girl
aZnTeMpEsT: fuzzyquzzywaszbearwuzzy
asianshorty: and needs the word pho in it
asianshorty: haha
aZnTeMpEsT: peoplehateorientals
aZnTeMpEsT: the initials of the words are pho
asianshorty: omg
asianshorty: you are a genius
asianshorty: but
asianshorty: i cant use that
aZnTeMpEsT: haha | | |
| damn its been awhile since i've been here. anyways...sup people! life is ok for now. been busy alot with college crap, sat, projects, parents, and family, and there wasn't a happy ending. life is life. i feel like people die for a reason, like making things happier for others or to reveal other's mistakes and grudges. lately i've been sad yet happy at the same time, but i cant really figure out how i am really feeling, there's too many mixed emotional. should feel this or that. too many shit is happening at once. anyways its all good, whatever happens happens. im ready for it. | | |
| hmmm....i still feel like a freshmen not a senior.
dont you hate it when someone calls you at night and your phone is off and you have to wait til the morning to hear the message??? at least you dont have your parents taking away your phone at night like me....=/
this is very frustrating | | |
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