before you say anything about other peoples job you should try getting a real job first!! you know retail.. fast food etc..

gawd she annoys me.. eww lame fucks

i hate it when...

i feel like a whale

i hate it when people complain they cant pay for something bcuz they have  no jobs.. er cant find a job... welpz lames... call the HR talk to them about your application... talk to a manager.. you know make them think you are really interested in the job.. dont complain if your just sitting there waitin for a phone call.. keep looking for another one...

i hate hate hate.. not having enough food =P i like food.

i hate cravings

i hate people looking and judging me

i hate annoying customers that assume i can speak a certain language when i dont even look like i can speak that language or understand it.

i hate it when the parents keep asking me the same damn questions after i've answered them a billion times...

i hate it when people ask for things the day before or the day off when they know it is gonna be impossible to get...

i hate it when people assume things...

=]

im so bored... okae welpz anyway wedding info on my space blog...

geez... i hate it when people tell me to call them a certain time and then its all quiet then person tells you they will call you back in 4 hrs.. okae i fucking hate that its like omgosh then why tell me to call you at that time them? err

im really annoyed...

i have to go pay for the classes... so yea im waiting for the idiot brother supposively he went there to do something else but obviously it doesnt take couple hrs jst to change something .. what ever

work err so mad they wont give me more hours i really dont want to. look for another job so that i can pay for my bills damn.. stupid people im making 200 bux less now bleh hah yea it does suck especially when ih ave to pay for my own car.. i hate lucky bastards who get what they want with the rents.. no i dont hate them i envy you people...

wedding planning thing is so crazy =P bleh bleh bleh

there are so many things that i have to think about this year... before this year ends i want to be able to accomplish my goals.. but damn...

i am not even sure how im going to do this all alone... for 3 months... my plan is to over work myself so that i wont have time to think about him... for those 3 months.. i also plan to stay in school...while working.. and visiting doctors.. AND planning the wedding..  i just hope that i dont stress out baby... because thats not what i want to do.. i have to do keep myself busy tho.. or else id kill myself..

but anyways im extremely sad... and extremely excited... planning a wedding is so hard.. geez i didnt think it would be this complicated... aye i have a headache its so hot in this house.. and i am really really bored..