there are so many things that i have to think about this year... before this year ends i want to be able to accomplish my goals.. but damn...

i am not even sure how im going to do this all alone... for 3 months... my plan is to over work myself so that i wont have time to think about him... for those 3 months.. i also plan to stay in school...while working.. and visiting doctors.. AND planning the wedding..  i just hope that i dont stress out baby... because thats not what i want to do.. i have to do keep myself busy tho.. or else id kill myself..

but anyways im extremely sad... and extremely excited... planning a wedding is so hard.. geez i didnt think it would be this complicated... aye i have a headache its so hot in this house.. and i am really really bored..