litoswe3t1e's Xanga

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 11:30:07 GMT

before you say anything about other peoples job you should try getting a real job first!! you know retail.. fast food etc..

gawd she annoys me.. eww lame fucks

i hate it when...

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 01:21:08 GMT

i feel like a whale

i hate it when people complain they cant pay for something bcuz they have no jobs.. er cant find a job... welpz lames... call the HR talk to them about your application... talk to a manager.. you know make them think you are really interested in the job.. dont complain if your just sitting there waitin for a phone call.. keep looking for another one...

i hate hate hate.. not having enough food =P i like food.

i hate cravings

i hate people looking and judging me

i hate annoying customers that assume i can speak a certain language when i dont even look like i can speak that language or understand it.

i hate it when the parents keep asking me the same damn questions after i've answered them a billion times...

i hate it when people ask for things the day before or the day off when they know it is gonna be impossible to get...

i hate it when people assume things...

=]

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 17:04:56 GMT

im so bored... okae welpz anyway wedding info on my space blog...

geez... i hate it when people tell me to call them a certain time and then its all quiet then person tells you they will call you back in 4 hrs.. okae i fucking hate that its like omgosh then why tell me to call you at that time them? err

im really annoyed...

i have to go pay for the classes... so yea im waiting for the idiot brother supposively he went there to do something else but obviously it doesnt take couple hrs jst to change something .. what ever

work err so mad they wont give me more hours i really dont want to. look for another job so that i can pay for my bills damn.. stupid people im making 200 bux less now bleh hah yea it does suck especially when ih ave to pay for my own car.. i hate lucky bastards who get what they want with the rents.. no i dont hate them i envy you people...

wedding planning thing is so crazy =P bleh bleh bleh

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 18:30:21 GMT

there are so many things that i have to think about this year... before this year ends i want to be able to accomplish my goals.. but damn...

i am not even sure how im going to do this all alone... for 3 months... my plan is to over work myself so that i wont have time to think about him... for those 3 months.. i also plan to stay in school...while working.. and visiting doctors.. AND planning the wedding.. i just hope that i dont stress out baby... because thats not what i want to do.. i have to do keep myself busy tho.. or else id kill myself..

but anyways im extremely sad... and extremely excited... planning a wedding is so hard.. geez i didnt think it would be this complicated... aye i have a headache its so hot in this house.. and i am really really bored..

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 17:42:13 GMT

hmz im bored. so like yea i have no work til weds. kinda bleh but its okae plokies. welpz anyways im like all er... i have no car on my own welpz i guess not yet. idk if its gonna be mine anyways heh. so ya. im kinda excited ima tell the father that im willing to pay for the insurance for this damme car haha so yea thats what ima do. okae welpz i should be goen now. bye

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 19:48:13 GMT

Hello world.

marimel is cold i hate rain. it sux balls i hate bein inside the house. yes im not like carlson haha is that wierd. his like all laid back n i LOVE being out n about...

so yea i have an interview again. wow so far all interviews ive been hired but i waited for homedepot bcuz i wanna work there n plus they get paid LOTS. haha so yea u know im happy i finally got that interview so im all excited.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:01:12 GMT

I dont see whats funnie.

anyways i got hired part time at bestbuy. im not seasonal anymore i am vewy vewy happy. i was so HAPPY i was about to cry. gosh i love that job why? idk but i do.

hypocrates they suck im sorrounded by them. GRRRR.. anyways list of things not to tell me.

-dont tell me to stop cutting my flesh when you are doing it too.

-dont tell me i shouldnt change when u are wanting to change ure looks too.

-dont tell me stop doen what ever im doen thats bad and when we stop talking u do exactly what u told me not to do.

theres more but shiet. i hate them.

"im confoosed......

*wahh* still wishing. fuck why do i keep hopen. looser looser looser. im the looser. =[ im ready why not u? n i told myself long ago that i cant fall for u n now that i have. its hard not to think about the future.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 00:30:22 GMT

so okae. im wierd. i so forgot about my xanga how i usually put so much time into this thing now its like whats a xanga? haha

anyways. im sad. books cost too much. i need a car. no ones selling there car. sad. n im ready to take the big step but that boy keeps jokin about it.. ofcourse he doesnt know that it hurts me so much. seeing people getting engaged when I never thot they would make it. aye. i guess were not meant to be. i dont know how to wait. i usually give up. n i did for a whole week then he realized yea i think but he was joking one word. IF. that word its like oh. so its maybe. we might get yea. er u dont want to. welpz anyways

I DO. i want it all with U. bt i cant have everyting I want in this world. SUX cuz all i want is YOU. [[carlson]] sad. depressd. crying. mad. im giving up on that lil hope that i had.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 00:30:47 GMT

anyways lately.. welpz okae haha today i got hella hella hella bored... and then yea i was like whoa... i wake up and printed out my outline stupid lapie toppie messed up like everyting.. so i had to fix it.. took only 20 mins haha yea ONLY... so then like i went to class drove as fast as i can haha... got there 5 minutes earlie haha AWESOMEness... anyways... then i go home... i get my bestbuy stuff then i drive around lombard looken for this one building it was rite there omgawsh.. so then i go and i waited for like an hour... then i rush home.. not that far hehe so i rush home.. i hear someones voice i thot hey jst hearing things haha then i tried opening the door it was unlock i panick outside... and i open the door find john sitting there in shock and my brother and his grlfriend... ofcouse john was sitting down watching the gladiator haha effen lil cuzn... anyways.. so i do my hw it took me like 20 mins to do like 40 problems for math haha with graphing and everyting wierd.. and thenz... i leave the house i didnt wanna be right there i felt lonely.. then i went to uhmz... math.. time went slow.. thats when my er status started... i started to miss that one guy .. *sighs* thinking about him makes me really depress.. idk im wierd.

i got to talk to him and everyting.. then yea .. okae went home stayed there for like 5 hrs.. pickd up sis.. went to costco... ate.. and then we went to get chris and we dropped off carlsons drinks and yea i felt better just seeing him.. *sigh* and he said sumting and i said screw you.. and his like OKAE... omgosh haha the two brothers were like.. EWW wtf.. haha brothers meanin chris n herzon haha.. they actually consider themselves as brothers now awwww hehe.. okae aw i love the baby... his everyting to me.. but i freaken get all sad when i dont get to see him haha stupid we work together now which is SO effen wierd haha.. wow..

uhm wat did i say again.. oh yea brothers gf i DO NOT HATE YOU or DISLIKE YOU.. geez sum things u did jst bugs the hell outah me.. so yea there be happy i dont hate you at allz...

lalalalala i miss colorguard i miss choir i miss performing i so miss performing that i really wanna cry....im a performer damme it i dont like being an audience its boring i want to perform perform or be a choreographer I AM SO SERIOUS i so want to be a choreographer.. but i will never have that chace..

okae i gtg pick up the little brother OH YEA their BDAYS are COMING UP GUESS WAT DAYS?

NOVEMBER 16- CHRIS BUENAVISTA

NOVEMBER 17-HERZON RAMIREZ

haha kewlio huhz???

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 01:24:42 GMT

Okae i havent like made up my mind yet.. if i wanted to come back here.. but ima blog here cuz ya.. anyways..

lately my teeth has been bothering me more n more... so i told mother went to the dentist.. with her.. found out my two bottom wisdom teeth are growing differently.. how? welpz they are lying down .. instead of how the other teeth are.. aye and the two teeths are pushing the other teeth to each other thats why its been hurting alot more.. so yea.. sucks ass..

anywayz so today i went to exchange my shoes.. for a smaller size.. and yea.. and then i gotmyself a new purse haha im so wierd huh? but I LOVE it.. i wanted this pink one but not enough money and since i couldnt find the one i really wanted... i jst got this brown one.. its still CUTE.. but like we went back to look for shoes for my brother and I FOUND THE EFFEN purse.. and i was like NO now i have no money.. haha so yea.. its okae.. im kewl...

today was the frst day i didnt think about the BF that much which was kinda WIERD.. maybe cuz im getting used to the fact that... I know his working everyday nows.. so like its good.. getting used to the fact that.. his not gonna be my side everytime.. i wish but like eh its okae plokies. but now im like all OMGOSH i wanna talk to him i have so much to tell him haha wierd isnt it? like a few hrs ago i was like carlson WHO? [jk] and now its like... AHH i miss my huney babye... =[ i have to tell him about what i did today.. heh okae OMGOSH scured idk what to wear for my interview tomorrow.. bestbuy at 5pm OMGOSH im so excited and scared... okae anyways

thnx to ateh sharon for the BDAY greeting on her myspace heh THNK YOU... and to everyone else who remembered for those who dont.. obviously i dont talk to you hah cuz ya.. aiite the bday was EH then EHHH.. then er... then OMGOSH WOW.. aww my babye is cute.. he picked me up to take me to dinner how CUTE.. n i loved everymoment of it.. *sighs* im done.. later onz.. BTW if u havent seen my writting this is how it looks IF you can see the font haha seriously welpz close to this maybe a lil neater haha aiite DONE