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| Xanga is so weird now these days. It truely is. I dont know how its weird but it is weird. Yes this is short and simple because I'm thinking kind of a look for my other site... Yes everyone we're going back soon. LOL. We're going back to my first original site... so long away... it feels so weird. | | |
| New Song: I Miss My Friend-Darryl Worley
I don't know anymore, I just don't know. Life is so confusing, I don't know what to think anymore or what to feel. Its just so different, I just want to go somewhere and cry away and have a friend or two just there. Life now is so vague and I don't even want to try and explain it. I miss everyone, I everything, and I miss me, most of all. I miss me the most because I'm lost out there somewhere not here, but there. Home is where the heart is, but home isn't here. Its back, far away from here. | | |
| I like this song, it explains everything about everything I feel about Tory. I want to grow old with you, I really do I don't want any other man ever in my life. Like it says "the time we spend apart, will make our love grow stronger..." That last day I spent with you, I regret in some ways. I shouldn't have ever blown you off, I should have not cared about how much my mom would have yelled at me. I regret not spending all day or the rest of the day with you. When you left I just died but I denied it, a part of me denied it all because I knew we'd be together soon. Now that I know and have grown up and become wiser I know that soon seems so far away now. It wont though, it come soon as soon will come. But right now it feels like forever. I want to be in your arms again, I want to hug and hold you. And I want to grow old with you. As old as I could get, older than old, forever. I love you so much and this is for you this valentines day we're apart. I love you. | | |
| That picture is so old. Its been since like September or October, but who cares. But anyways Saturday and Sunday going to be gone until noon-ish Sunday for Congress thingy for JSA. It seemed pretty interesting a while back ago now it just seems like its boring.  <-Thats what I'm going to be like when I'm there probably. Oh well, hopefully I can survive two days without my computer. Anyways new song and all, just in time for Valentines day. The  Day. Oh this years is going to be GREAT! *sarcasm* But the song is dedicated to Tory, awwww. I love you. Wait didn't I say all my songs were going to be dedicated to him this month. hehehehe. | | |
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