mm yea.. i love my grandma

andd i love you! yes you!

For January 26, 2007

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY SUSHI, PAUL CHRISTIAN REA PERIA!!!!!

mahal kita.

<3

I gained so much lately.  But do i really have to sacrifice something to gain another thing?  Why must i have to sacrifice something just for you?  Why do you have to be a bitch to me for no reason?  What happened to our friendship? our bond? the days when we used to be together 24/7.  I didn't need anyone but you.  Now your gone without even a glance back.  I remember like it was yesterday when i was 12 years old and i ran to you for any problems.  You were there for me.  Now where the fuck are you now??  You were more than a friend to me, you were family, you became a part of me.  As much as I want to hate you for how much this hurts, you still are a part of me.  How could you forget me, the only friend you had for the longest time?  the one you grew up with and went through everything together with?  How could you be so fuckin insensitive?  I never thought I'd shed tears for a friend.  Not even one when I lost my best friend.  I guess you were more.  But you're exactly that kind of person.. You can just forget someone within a minute.  Great for you.. Thank you so much.  I really appreciate it.  Honestly, fuck you.  From the bottom of my heart, that's what i want to say: Fuck you.  I give up.  I fucking tried so dont even tell methat i didn't.  And knowing you, it wouldn't even bother you that I said that.  You don't give a flying fuck so why the hell should I?  At this point, I don't even care if you never speak to me again.  Its simple: Fuck you.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONEE!!!

SO!  This is what my wonderful baby got me for Christmas:

Swarovski's Two Hearts Pendant Necklace

Thank youuu!

MWAH HA HA HA HA

I'm hijacking my baby's xanga.

I <3 You Babycakes!!!!!!