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Name: Carrie
Gender: Female

Interests: Laughing at absolutely nothing ^^ Also Daydreaming and sleeping!
Expertise: Sleeping like crazy! Also saying random stuff and apparently according to some, ability to non stop talking but only in chinese because in english i don't speak as much...
Occupation: Student

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MSN: carriehau2@hotmail.com

Member Since: 8/17/2005

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Saturday, October 04, 2008

	Sad as I am, I thought this was rather amusing!!! But how true is all this though? I would however add how Palin has damaged McCain badly though!! What a bad choice... No idea what McCain was thinkin!!! This distracted me alot from my personal statement lol! Anyway me must +oil on doing this PS that was due in now 3 days ago -_-!!!
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Thursday, October 02, 2008

Yesterday by chance Brading was closed off due to an oil leakage which meant that the bus had to take the detour when I went to school and back. This meant that in total I probably travelled for nearly 3 hours on the bus due to going to Newport for my driving lesson as well. I do enjoy my bus journeys indeed as it allows me to have time to myself to just think.

Unfortunately too much time means I become over critical. I began to think about myself. I don't think many people would criticise me for being lazy (except if you are my driving instructor) but actually I think he is right. Not physically lazy but mentally lazy. He sees this clearly as I am lazy in the car for not thinking what I am doing. This can also be applied to my work actually. If someone told me to do the work I would do it but it probably requires very little effort mentally. In class I am like a sponge and jst takes whateva the teacher says instead of thinking about it. I am lazy in the sense of me not having to try very hard. Actually when some thought goes into things I do enjoy it... no idea why I don't do it more often. I guess I am lazy but just very little people sees it.

Another thing which I admit to myself. I do want to do History as a degree. I would not mind being a history teacher. or maybe a Law conversion course afterwards? But I am doing economics for the sake of it. I prefer going on about how Lenin was top heavy when he was a baby and was mentally disturbed rather than suppy and deman....! Its pretty awesome actually when I can admit to myself something. Its a shame I am heading towards somewhere I know that I will regret but I guess that it will have to do. C'est la vie... right?? Probably not. I feel pretty mentally twisted tbh! I mean I know I am making the wrong choice and I am heading down for it regardless!!!! Oh well... I am actually happy that I know what I actually want deep down.

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Monday, September 29, 2008

Firstly I would like to mention I suck at Pool very very very much!!!! Even extra lessons with Harry didn't help ><! Haii I swear they will ban me from the table!!!

Today I lost something which to me meant very much. However when I lost it i felt a sigh of relieve actually. I went looking for it but not very hard and when I look at my hand I can see its now empty but no longer bounded. Maybe I don't need to find it ... maybe I don't want to find it... whatever it is I want, I actually feel more happy that I have finally been able to get rid of something that I should of thrown away a long time ago.

Lastly I need to get a move on with my PS. Now that i know what I want (within the circumstances), I must strive for it. Of course in a perfect world I can do what I like la but better not push it ^_^! I will have to like literally do this statement again but I will jst have to try my best la!

ohoh ps : choccy-oke tonight!!! (don't ask!!!) But yaaa need to lose some weight... gaining a bit of weight again so less chocolate tonight =P

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Friday, September 26, 2008

Well I am like propa Happy because I finally found this CD online called Cinema by Rodrigo Leao! You may find this song slightly weird but to me it means alot and it is rather soothing!!!

Out of interest how would you react to a rather "average" personal statement?? I guess thats what I have to deal with now... What am I suppose to do to it?? Seems like I have no idea! They tell me its average but then shrugs shoulders when I ask how to improve. I guess thats fair... I mean no one else can help me but myself.

Nothing really has been interesting with me lately!! School has been so much better though as its more play than work... Don't have a clue how I am keepin up with all my subjects but I guess I will just have to bite the bullet!!! I mean what other choice do I have??!!!

Anyway rave tomozo and no I shan't be going!!! And I don't care if everyone is askin me to go because I ain't getting so pissed for a few weeks ^_^! I mean... gotta wait until prefect supper to get totally trashed wakaka!!! Naa... only jokin...... I have told everyone don't give me wine that evenin so I don't make a fool of myself in front of ppl ^_^

Yessssssssss Heroes is on next week!!! People!!! Go and watch!!!!!! Remember!!!!!!! Lastly if anyone has already seen then don't you dare tell me what happened!!!!

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Monday, September 22, 2008

Been listening to this song on the bus all day. One which i do indeed love a hell of a lot.....

You know I feel so silly...for what I have done and what I been doing. Such a stupid girl... Promising will change...... really really.

I am striving for what I want now. I think Mr P knew me way too well... read me like a book... Maybe I do have a dream but just too scared to say. Too scared that one day it may change. But now my heart still wants that and hopefully I can achieve it. It doesn't matter if people don't understand me. There is no need to explain to anyone else but myself. I know what I want and I will do it.

Today was well... interesting. Silly how fast news spread. Even PAJ bloody commented on my weekend. Yes I know you were 17 once but that was a very very long time ago!!! And yes today was an embarassing day.

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