LIFE
Why can life bring you such happiness but then such depression? Just as you think you are in the right place in life, you get shot down like no one cares about you. Everything you have worked for gets stolen away from you the moment you turn your back...
Growing up is the worst thing that can happen to friends. Growing up causes new personalities, thoughts, and hates. Your best friend will end up being the total opposite person than you thought they were. They can do things to tear your heart out without even knowing it, and that is the worst for they can't see what you see...
It makes me cry to look back on the years that past and to only see happiness and now as things get tougher, I only see sadness. It makes me cry.
As Amy says " some things are not as cracked up as they're thought to be. There's no glitz or glamor, there's nothing but being a big pile of poop in the bottom of a toilet bowel."
I HATE...IN MY LIFE
Discrimination, People pulling down others with them, People unaware of their cause and effects, Quitters, Unorganization, Hate, Death, Change, Overthinking, My dad, Stereotypes, Leaving people...
"I don't have to be so down, down, down, down, down... I should be happy. I should be happy. I should be living up these days, just like I know who runs this place. I should be happy. Now I'm not talking about a smile so fake while the world takes pictures 24/7. I just want my faith to be a little more real. What you see is how I feel. I should be happy." -Matthew West
WHY IS THAT SO DAMN HARD?!
I need someone to be my backbone to fall on...
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