好無用...我覺得自己好無用... 每一次 quarter close 之後... 我都會喊很久... 很久... 覺得自己mug都做ng好... 我好想quit jor 份工... find easy d gei job... 我有好strong gei self esteem... 我ng需要一份令我覺得defeated gei job... 我需要 gei hai 一份令我 have confidence in my work gei job... and I feel I am competent gei... 我just work jor 6 months... 但 d managers ho chi mug 都靠 xia 我 gum... 他們gum信我... 都 ng zi hai 好事 or ng 好事... 我有好大gei壓力... 我manager ho chi ng zi 我做 gum d mug... 我覺得我得 ng 到我need gei manager support lor... I need a manager who knows more than me... not some one who just doing so-so... really very 激氣... Before my real manager is off to vacation.. she already told me... 我依家 gei manager cant help me much... and I need to resolve all the things myself... I was like  ... not really believe her... and now I know what she said all comes true... 點解lei d gum gei野會發生hai我身上wor???... I just work jor 6 months... and they treat me as an experienced employee... and this is just my 1st job ja... I am a newby with no prior working experience ga... why they have so many expectations on me wor??? 6 months... to them... maybe good enough to ramp me up and be familiar with all the stuffs... but I really dun feel I am competent lor.. I hope they still remember I am a brand new hire when I first came here... could they ever lower their expectations on me? Every one on the team is experienced hire... except me... ho sun fu ar... work with people who are much more experienced than you... and they have the same expectation on you. I dont think that is a fair treatment to me... (even though nothing is fair in the world)... but really ho sun fu lor... having the same expectation on an employee who is working on her first job as others who have work couple years... 好高興佢地睇得起我... but 我真 hai 頂 ng 順 la... How come they rely on an employee who has worked for 6 months to provide assurance? Is that it should be that employee gei manager to provide assurance? I dun feel comfortable lor... I lose all confidence in myself now... Mom said... if 我頂 ng 順... I can go back Hong Kong any time... no need to pretend to be strong... but I dun wanna 需比佢睇... People are right... stay in another country by yourself ho chi mug 都要自己受xia... no one care about you... why I have to stay in a place (country) that I dun like wor... if it is Hong Kong... I would be mo gum unhappy lor... at least a place I wanna stay... 依家gei我好想 quit... 好想 quit... 疲倦透了... 全身都hai痛ga... and non-stop gum 喊... I feel very defeated... (yesterday went out dinner and play maijong with friends didnt make me feel happier... and I left in the middle tim..).. and I dun need a job that causes me lose all my confidence.. 我ng要 ar!!!  Written by 一個 very low EQ gei 我~ | 
