Wow.. I've really been neglecting this place. Who knows, maybe i'll start writing here again.
Well, life is going okays. I miss my family life a lot.  I miss always seeing my sister and having her to talk to. Now that we don't live together, it feels like i'm an only child. haha..
Let's see.. i got KH2 but i didn't really play it much. haha and i got a new CD player. yes, i'm so old school like that xP i hate my ipod.. -_-;;
ooo and I went to the car show with the bum but no z4. *tear tear* and we saw Ice Age2. that movie was awesome! hehee i wanna get the dvd =) Oh and look it's Lee Dong Wook. If you haven't seen the Korean drama "My Girl" yet you MUST see it. Right now, i'm just watching Friends (with WonBin and Kyoko Fukada) now i wanna watch To Heart again. that jdorama was fun hehee

Well,  i'm very confused about some things.. mainly about friends. I feel like i don't really have any close/best friends. like how you see people with that one best friend. For example, my sister and diane.  That's the kind of friendship i'd love to have. But I guess things really do change after high school.  I hate being lied to and just being tossed to the side.  I don't feel that i deserve it. i always try to be there for people and be nice but sometimes i just feel like i'm being used.. I don't understand how people can do that when they themselves have been in that position before... I let my feelings be known, but it doesn't help. Nothing ever changes.. and now to see my friend having this done to her, just brings it all back to me and i feel bad for her too.. *sigh* well i just hope things work out for her. <3

anyways~ gosh, i've spent all my days writing poems this week and they suck. why did i join creative writing.. lol Anyways, take care everyone idk if anyone even comes here anymore now that there's myspace, but have a great easter! <3