so i guess no one could read this huh? well supposedely! okay let's see... i wish my skin gets accepted... i really did make this one too... i swear it!okay wat else? oh no seriously this girl named jackie... she brought a knife to school... and then like before school started she put the scratches (not cuts!) in front of my face... and i was like okay? she said "don't u see it?" i said "of course i see it" she was like "okay then"... this is wat i beleive...:

"those who show the truthes too much just want attention... but those who tell the lies don't want to be noticed"

and jackie is one of the people who wanted to get noticed... and u know how deep those scratches were? they were like wen ur hitting ur friend or something and then u accidentally scratch them with ur nails, that's how deep her scratches were... and sometimes it pisses me off cuz she complains over the stupidest things... she always complains about me about how i nag too much and i sound like her mother and that i show off too much... she does those exact same things! and it pisses me off more that she blows things out of proportion, she never listens to u, and like she gets pissed wen u don't listen to her! it's like... PUTANG INA SHIT! SHUT THE FUCK UP! sometimes i just wished that we got her so mad that she went to another school... sometimes... like wen she pisses me off a lot... and then at other times wen i'm about ready to make my brain explode! i just wish that i could kill her... well yea... tomorrow... i'll show her wat a real scar is... and THEN she'll be suprised... now i'm gonna write in my other xanga that people actually look at! ta ta!

ok stole this from someone so be happy! lol bye now

LAST PERSON WHO...

x. Slept in your bed: elizabeth... my neice... u perverts lol

x. Saw you cry: i think my mirror?

x. Made you cry: i think elizabeth.. my niece

x. Spent the night with: don't know

x. You went to the movies with: just rite now with erika... christine and rahel haha coincidental lol

x. You went to the mall with: i don't remember haha

x. Yelled at you: i don't remember

x. Sent you an email: i don't remember

x. You kissed: why?

HAVE YOU EVER...

x. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yuppers

x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: i don't have a pet lol

x. Been to New York: no but i wish lol

x. Florida: nope lol

x. California: um that's where i live? u geniuses lol

x. Hawaii: yup lol

x. Mexico: nope lol

x. China: nope lol

x. Canada: nope lol

x. Danced naked: .......... no............ lol

x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: nope lol

x. Wish you were the opposite sex: no lol

x. Had an imaginary friend: i did... but i think it ran away lol

x. Red or blue: red lol

x. Spring or Fall: fall

x. Are you bored: yup lol

x. Last noise you heard: the song hello lol

x. Last time you went out of the state: like in august? lol

x. Things you like in a girl/guy: they have to have a nice ass lol jk ... they have to be funny... nice... understanding of me... and yea lol

x. Do you have a crush on someone: i think i do lol

x. What book are you reading now: the grim grotto... haha

x. Worst feeling in the world: wen u don't remember something and then it bugs u the whole day lol

x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: i want more sleep lol

x. How many rings before you answer: twice lol

x. Future daughter's name: i don't know lol

x. Future son's name: man just wait til i have a son gosh lol

x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no... it's called a pillow lol

x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: don't know lol

x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty lol

x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: sometimes lol

x. What's under your bed: a monster! lol iono lol...

x. Favorite sport to watch: dont know... golf... yea golf is so exciting... it rocks my socks... lol

x. Current Age: 13

x. Siblings: 1 sister... 1 brother

x. Location: california lol

x. College plans: i'm gonna go lol

x. Piercings: one in each ear lol... so that makes 2!!!

x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: sadly no...

EXTRA STUFF

x. Do you do drugs: nope lol (hurry rahel... hide ur stash!!! lol)

x. Do you drink: i've tried it... not good!!! lol

x. Who is your best friend: rahel i guess lol

x. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: herbal essence and sometimes dove

x. What are you most scared of: life itself... i read it in a magizine.. and besides that... EVERYTHING!!!! LOL

x. What clothes do you sleep in: pajamas and a shirt... wat? u think i sleep in the nude? lol

x. Who is the last person who called you: jackie lol

x. Where do you want to get married: in hawaii... ooo how romantic lol

x. Who do you really hate: a lot of people at school... no seriously lol

x. Favorite number: 3

x. Been in love: yea... well i thought i was lol

x. What type automobile do you drive: I WISH!!!

x. Are you timely or always late: always late

x. Do you have a job: no... but i was about to... huh rahel? lol

x. Do you like being around people: not really only wen i'm scared lol

x. Best feeling in the world: wen i don't know lol

x. Are you for world peace: yea lol

x. Are you a health freak: NO!

x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yes...

x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes lol

x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: no lol... well kinda

x. Want someone you don't have right now: no lol

x. Are you lonely right now: yes lol

x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: dont care

x. Do you want to get married: yes lol

x. Do you want kids: of course lol

FAVORITE

x. Room in house: the living room lol

x. Type(s) of music: rock... heavy metal, punk, and sometimes hip hop and rap

x. Band: umm... do i have to name them all? lol

x. Memory: all the good times i had? lol

x. Day of the week: friday lol

x. Color: black red and blue lol

x. Perfume or cologne: none... it makes my eyes water lol

x. Month: december lol

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...

x. Cried: yup

x. Bought something: duh! lol

x. Gotten sick: i think i still am lol

x. Sang: yup in the streets wen we were coming back from the movies lol

x. Said "I Love You": no lol well yea haha

x. Met someone new: yup lol... he's my new friend! haha

x. Moved on: i can't...

x. Talked to someone: duh! i ain't no freak show or something lol

x. Missed someone: yea... i still miss them lol

x. Hugged someone: yup lol

x. Kissed someone: nope... if liz counts then yes lol

x. Fought with your parents: nope... scared of my mom and no reason to fight with my dad

x. Had a lot of sleep: no serie bob lol

THE END!!!

got this from natalie... i love doing these haha:

x\\ spell your name backwards: nyliram haha good times doing that haha

x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: i think so haha from my sister's friend's band haha

x\\ what song makes you cry: a lot of songs

x\\ what song makes you happyp: a lot of songs haha

x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: a lot of songs haha i'm tired of writing that

x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: i sing myself to sleep lol no the silence

x\\hair color:drk brown

x\\ piercings: ears

x\\ tattoos: nope but i wish! haha

Right Now . . .
x\\ what color pants are you wearing: um white pajama bottoms with little flowers on them haha

x\\ what song are you listening to: none at the moment

x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: none haha

x\\ whats the weather like?:  ooo it's raining hard!!! haha

x\\ how are you?: umm... i don't know... good? haha but i had to fix the html code cuz it was really fucking up haha

x\\ get motion sickness?: no haha

x\\ have a bad habit?: cutting like u didin't already know that

x\\ get along with your parents?: yea i guess... don't talk to them much though... doo doo doo la di da

x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: yup... RJ!! haha

x\\ have a current crush: umm... RJ! haha that's not a crush though haha

x\\ have a big regret: everything!

Favorite . . .
x\\ tv show: i like watching tv haha

x\\ conditioner: huh? like the one u put in ur hair? haha

x\\ book: don't know.. read a lot

x\\ alchohol drink: ...... none..... lol well yea haha

x\\ things to do on the weekend: i always have to go to oliver's house haha

Have You Ever . . .
x\\ broken the law: yup... a whole mess of times haha

x\\ ran away from home: no... i'm not that stupid

x\\ snuck out of the house: yup... don't tell haha

x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: u wish! lol

x\\ made a prank phone call: yeah haha it was hilarious haha

x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: yea? lol

x\\ been hurt?: yea a lot of times

x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: yea haha

Random . . .
x\\ have a job: i was about to get one... but no

x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: i don't have a cd player... cuz JOBELLE AND JOVAN broke it haha

x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: i'd be orange! cuz u can find it anywhere! haha

x\\ what makes you happy?: a lot of things haha

x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: don't know haha

When/What Was the Last . . .
x\\ you got a real letter: aww... this summer wen my cousin who's like 5 now wrote a letter to me haha it was so cute haha

x\\ got an email: don't know don't care haha

x\\ thing you purchased: i don't remember... i'm always broke haha

x\\ Tv program you watched: i think it was mtv haha

x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: aladdin special edition haha

x\\ song heard: man in the box- alice in chains

x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: christine's house haha

x\\ phone call: jackie haha

x\\ you were depressed: rite now? haha

x\\ you were in the hospital: wen my mom had to get checked and stuff... yea it's so depressing in there... it must suck to be a doctor and tell the family "HE'S DEAD!!!" not yell it out but u know haha

When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
x\\ car: must drive and crash into wall! haha

x\\murder: ilda and erika haha they wanted to murder a certain list of people... i mean i don't know anything about the killings that just occured rite now

x\\cape: sheep man! haha inside joke

x\\ penis: wow! haha

x\\cell: phone? haha

x\\ shoe:  is downstaris.. dang nabit haha

x\\ fun: marilyn cuz she is haha

x\\ crush: how bout love? haha

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
pretty? no... i'm BEAUTIFUL!! haha no i'm not

funny? no haha

hot? sure let's go with that haha

friendly? i'm oh so friendly... i want to be ur friend *pulls out knife and gun* these aren't to hurt u and push u inside the dumpster no! wat gave u that idea?

ugly? fuck u! haha

loveable? i guess haha

caring? sure why not! haha

sweet? i don't know u tell me haha

dorky? yes! haha

THE END!!!