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yo yo yo,

this evening was grand.
I went to the rink, and I planned on working, but ashley worked first session for me... So jessiray, dustin, and I went driving, and to the beachh... and we climbed on the water.. well Ice/snow.. It was awesome.. and it felt like it was going to break.. but didnt so thats good.
Yeah, then I went back to the rink, and worked second session.. now, krysta, steve && I are just chillin at mi casa. Yupp yupp.. well, im gonna get going.. Take care!

love tomi

The begging of this day sucked. My sister was being a  complete  bitch. I told her " I hope I get in car accident and die so you feel like shit!! ". Then my mom was all " no you do not " and made me and my sister sit down and talk it out. Blah blah blah... whatevah. Then, I left, went to the mall, got steve, nicole, and some other lady.. left nicole and the other lady. Steve and I went driving.. Then picked up a friend then went to kholes, and then the mijers, then to dunhams. I got some new pimp shades, woo yay for me. hah. Then, brought steve home.. and me and my friend faught in the rain. That was cool except I got thrown on the ground and got all wet. But it was refreshing.. plus I love the rain.. so it was all okay.. then I dropped my friend off and came home. Only to find that im in trouble now, because my mom found an ashtray in my room so she thinks im smoking in there but I wasn't I forgot I had the ashtray in my hand and brought it upstairs with me.. woops. And I was 8 minutes late so yeah, im in trouble. but I will explain to my mom that the roads were bad and I couldnt see shit with the brights on, and if I turned the brights off I couldnt see shit because the head lights blown and I will only hope she understands that I was trying to be safe and had to drive slow. Eh, Yeah.. so I think thats about all I have to say for today.

see you in heaven..<3

love tomi

shittt chyo!

soo, im feeling kind of strange right now.
like, Im extreamly happy, even though everything in life sucks!

But I made a decision this evening..
   Im going to deal with my problems im having with happiness. Not being all sad and being a grumpy puss. lol. So thats my plan. And tonight ((thanks to Holly)) I sucided in doing so. I was happy, and I even talked to kaytie. which is inpressive seeing as how I could totaly ripp her head off and be okay with it. But I decided Its not worth it. That if he still or ever cared about me, he wouldn't be doing this.. So.. sence he is.. I'll just let him go. Yes it's going to be hard.. because I do love this guy so fucking much.. But, I'll try and eventually it will happen. Soo right now.. Im gonna injoy the single life. or try to! hah.

what do ya say?
sounds like a plan ey?
hahaha.. woo!
alright so here's what when down today..

[x]  sat at home till like 5 o'clock bored as piss..
[x] Holly came over.. picked me up and we went to the mall and curised for an hour or so.
[x] Came back to my house and got all beautified..(( or attempted anyways )) haha.
[x] waited for my sister to get home with the car..
[x] Holly road with me to golgotha.. we hung out there a tid bit.. Had some laughs ya know.
[x] went cruising with Holly, sam, And .. eh, er... sam's friend.
[x] Went back to golgotha
[x] went curising again..
[x] went to katie's house to say hello. Got denied by brittany, and a lie made up by tj. WHICH IS AWESOME! haha.. bullshit.
[x] now im home, probably to soon return to my depressing self, only to realize, im a complete ass whole.

hah. so thats that. Well, I love you people.. well most of you people. the ones who care anyways.. Well, Im going to get going now.. the computer is friggen boring.. and.. no one is home, except my padre, but hes sleeping..so.. im thinking of this really awesome plan! woo.

p.s. This weekend is going to rock!

p.s.s. I love you holly bear!!

Hurt

I hurt myself today..
to see if I still feel..
I focus on the pain..
the only thing thats real.

                       <//3