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Name: Stephanie
Country: United States
State: Alabama
Metro: Huntsville
Gender: Female


Interests: ASL, sign language, theatre, literature, wine
Occupation: TEACHER
Industry: EDUCATION


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Member Since: 5/19/2005

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

Getting things going again...

Go figure...

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As a 1930s wife, I am
Superior

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As a 1930s wife, I am
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Just back from Tokyo... I'll blog about it this week. Promise.


Monday, May 05, 2008

Another blah day

I promise that pretty soon I'll start writing about good stuff here. Really I will. It's just that...This is a my place to vent when I need to... And right now my need to vent supercedes my ability to think positively.

Let me start by saying, I am very lucky to have a good doctor, whom I trust.

As Kilgore Trout would say, I am unlucky to have booby-trapped genes.

A few years ago, I had a potential diagnosis (which was wrong), then a surgery (which was helpful), that helped me re-evaluate my life. And step away from the board room. At the time, we believed that while my little surgery left me barren (not a big deal--we have two kids), it would solve my medical issues.

A few months ago, it became clear that those problems were back.  So I went to the doctor today, and I got not-so-surprising news. While they destroyed the lining of my uterus before, they left the thing itself there. My body really likes growing extra things. I now have two extra things where they should not be. In my uterus again? No. They took care of that. So now I have one ON TOP of my uterus, and another one on my cervix.

For the next 10 days, I get to take very strong hormones. I did this before. It wasn't fun and my body didn't like it. (Cue a second minor surgery last time.) If it works, yea. All is done. If it doesn't, well, I go back in a month to re-examine my other surgical options. I told the doctor today, if the pills don't work, TAKE IT OUT. Screw this burn the problem area off stuff. Just take it. It doesn't work any more, and I have no use for it. So take it.

In the mean time, I made the mistake of reading the drug insert. What does it say? "Used to prevent uterine cancer." Nice. Thanks!


Saturday, April 19, 2008

Better

First, thanks for the kind words. I said it would get better, and it did. Some days, teaching is frustrating. Some things, I just don't understand. But thankfully, not all days are like that!

In other news, Elyse has been very sick this week, and I am therefore very tired. It just works that way. Your kid is sick? It will effect you almost as much as it effects them...

In happy news, I received notification that I'm the recipient of two different NEH Landmarks grants this summer! I'll be spending a week in Mississippi studying at the home of Eudora Welty and a second week in Florida in Zora Neale Hurston's hometown. I'm very excited!


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Not my best day..

So really... I should feel blessed. 18 months ago I walked into my boss's office and took an 80% pay cut to teach high school part time. Since then, I've moved to full time, and I have some classes I absolutely love to teach. And I haven't had a single day that I regretted or questioned that decision.

But DAMN.

Today was the day that had to hit. My end-of-day classes were AWFUL... and I had to start asking myself WHY... WHY oh WHY oh fucking WHY am I doing this?

I'm sure I will feel better about it tomorrow.

But not today.


Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Senior Skip Day

I need a skip day! I've been in the midst of some...controversy... Actually, it's handled. But I've been stressed and tired. And too busy. This week has not been as busy as this past weekend was. Busy Saturdays just KILL me. I need more rest than I get that way. That's been good. I just need a day to sleep past 6... Maybe Saturday?

You know what the hardest thing about being a teacher is? You don't just get to be "off" some days. That doesn't cut it. So you have to be "on" for the kids, even if you're EXHAUSTED....

Aren't you glad you decided to read here today?

In other news, Elyse auditioned for the magnet, is crushing on a guy at her soon-to-be school, and is healing from her separated shoulder. Mike has interviews with both magnet schools next week. And I'm going to a baby party tomorrow.

Really, life is good. I'm off to finish my cheesy mystery (last chapter!) and sleep.

'night



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