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| UpdateSo, no anesthesia school this year, been wait listed, and who knows, maybe never--we shall see... Since I could remember, preparing, changing jobs, studying, reviewing for USC's program has been quite an uphill battle, and it truly became all encompassing, all draining for the past 3 years ( I sound like Ms. dramaQueensensation) Since I could remember, even before coming out here, getting into SC's program has been my top priority--as if I was applying to Harvard Med! Anyways, I think I was driven by my ego and pride, was pretty hurt I didn't get in, especially since I have been admitted unconditionally at other schools. It's funny how lessons are learned...through angst and agony. Thank you Lord for breaking and showing me that I truly do not call the shots...man...did it hurt, and sure was difficult to swallow, but am happy for the end result.
Anyways, I think I may leave it at bay altogether. My ambiguity towards anesthesia school, fluctuating to and from nurse practitioner school has been a clear indicator that I was simply not ready to commit. Regardless, I am definitely at peace and happy about the decision. I know in my heart, nursing is definitely my calling, and whether it's NP school, nurse anesthetist, or nurse, I am happy and grateful for that. Some friends say I would have been done with anesthesia school already, if it truly was deep
seeded in my heart to become a nurse anesthetist. Maybe it was just something to keep me busy since I do enjoy studying and being in school. We'll see what the future brings...it's me-time, not school time! ;)
Plans for this year, or for what's left of it
-Kayle's coming to visit soon ;), so it's play time -Sjong left me...but will be seeing her end of sept. in chicaaaago! -Continue volunteering at the animal shelter -Working strictly only 3-4 days a week at saint john's, no school, no GREs, no nights -Reading books--unrelated to school -Try to regulate my sleeping pattern -Traveling to India with Eugene and Sue ;) (end of sept.)
-Research Africa for medical missions -Staying in L.A. although I luv Chicago, the summer's scorching humidity is truly something else--believe me, I never thought I would ever say this. Their winters I don't mind as much...weird, huh? -Continue writing and recording songs. It's amazing, being in the studio--I have only once been before. It's empowering and uplifting when you have someone working with you who fully believes in and supports you,. Ned (the producer) tells you what needs to be heard, although far from the truth (ie: "that song was great!" although that song was crap) He's Mr. Yin-Yang of encouragement and criticism, it is his job after all. I have songs written back from high school, and want to, for once, share with others. One down...more to come.
Ned is in his 50s and his wife Bobbi is somewhere around there too. Hearing their life story, listening to their lessons learned--it's amazing. I actually listen and learn. Sometimes, we have to live it, work through life experiences and learn from it Other times, it just takes listening to learn, not needing experience. I believe I am still a baby in many ways, with lots still to learn, and more to grow...aren't we all?
Happy Sunday!
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| WANTED: Peaches Park (a.k.a. The Food Bandit)Was last scene in
El Segundo accompanied by a woman. The incident occurred during a
picnic lunch when an unsuspected bystander was "caught off guard" by
the dog's apparent ability to pretend to be cute... when out of no
where, "The Food Bandit" would strike. She went in for the last 2 bites
of a sandwich. The victim went to pick up his iced tea to drink when
the Bandit swooped in like a hawk out of no where. If you have any info
regarding this matter, please contact the proper authorities.
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| uhhhgh...When it rains...it pours..
It's kinda pouring...but I'm keeping my head and chin up bc circumstances can always-always be worse as I'm reminded on a daily basis, thanks to work.
Christmas here in l.a. while sending parents to Korea so they're forced to go, 1-go on vacation and 2-go on vacation together. Don't get me wrong, my parents get along for the most part but my mom doesn't like being away from home for too long since she's a worrier and my dad would be gone everyday of the week running, climbing, playing tennis, if he could. This way, they go and have a joyride together ... maybe some rekindling of old romance will happen? ;)
NY: 2008...a new year, a new start, new challenges with new insights...new perspective...looking forward to it. March...I am going through doc. w/o borders and leaving the country for a bit prior to the school year starting...so friends and family, a letter full of details will be coming shortly =D Maybe I'll just stay out in Africa and be a forever-volunteer/worker/missionary/medical assistant...fancying the idea..
On one note, I'm realizing how I put my career as THE top priority in my life, and everything else came second. I'm clearly seeing, a little more each day how backwards my list of priorities have become over the course of the years. It is important but not in relation to my relationships with friends and family...duh right? So easy to see the disparity between what I've been striving for and what I value most important. I guess since I'm not in my "school-crazy" mode at this present moment, I'm seeing a bit clearer. Time for some shut-eye so I could be bright-eyed and bushy-busy tailed in the AM, at my best I hope for my patient's sake. 12 hours spent with one patient is tough and considering my past couple nights have been a nightmare, I don't think tomorrow can be any worse. I need to LOVE my patients as if they were my own family...although doing so gets me in "deep" with the surgeons so instead, I'll continue to take full-charge and do as I please covertly and hopefully before it's too late, I'll be done with this unit and be out somewhere else, like in Africa, and not be charged for countless "medical" decisions I am responsible for...although I'm sure I'll be held accountable when I return from my trip =) ... hmm...another saga for another night...
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| Another One Bites the DustThis following exerpt taken from www.family.org {Here is a quick rundown of some physiologic differences between genders:- Men
and women differ in every cell of their bodies. This difference in the
chromosome combination is the basic cause of development into either
maleness or femaleness.
- Woman has greater constitutional
vitality, perhaps because of this chromosome difference. Normally, in
the United States, she outlives man by three or four years.
- The sexes differ in their basal metabolism—that of woman being normally lower than that of man.
- They
differ in skeletal structure, woman having a shorter head, broader
face, chin less protruding, shorter legs and longer trunk. Boys' teeth
last longer than do those of girls.
- Women have a larger stomach, kidneys, liver and appendix, and smaller lungs.
- In
functions, women have several very important ones totally lacking in
man—menstruation, pregnancy, lactation. All of these influence behavior
and feelings. The same gland behaves differently in the two sexes--thus
woman's thyroid is larger and more active; it enlarges during pregnancy
but also during menstruation; it makes her more prone to goiter,
provides resistance to cold, and is associated with the smooth skin,
relatively hairless body, and thin layer of subcutaneous fat, which are
important elements in the concept of personal beauty. It also
contributes to emotional instability--she laughs and cries more easily.
- Woman's
blood contains more water and 20 percent fewer red cells. Since these
supply oxygen to the body cells, she tires more easily and is more
prone to faint. When the working day in British factories, under
wartime conditions, was increased from 10 to 12 hours, accidents
involving women increased 150 percent; involving men, not at all.
- In brute strength, men are 50 percent above women.
- Woman's
heart beats more rapidly (80, vs. 72 for men); blood pressure (10
points lower than man) varies from minute to minute; but she has much
less tendency to high blood pressure--at least until after the
menopause.
- Her vital capacity or breathing power is lower.
- She stands high temperature better than does man; metabolism slows down less.}
Just thought the above was an interesting tidbit...now on a side note, Cheers to Darren and Sooj! They've persevered for 2 years and committing to "forever" this Sunday...who would've thought...little Sooj is soon to be Mrs. Leong... I think I will agree to a monetary settlement as the catalyst in the union of these two ;)
 

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| flu shotI urge everyone to gogo...and get 'em if you're not allergic! There's no shortage as far as I'm aware of...in hospitals, drug stores, and docs offices...you'll danka-me later ;) esp. to those who are prone to sickess/flu/immunosuppressed... | | |
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