lizizcrazzy22's Xanga

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Thu, 31 Jan 2008 22:01:54 GMT

hello. i haven't added to my xanga in a while. but i am still alive and kicking. my life is just crazy.

fighting

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 20:39:27 GMT

So this girl wants to fight me.

Not because we have anything we disagree on, but because she thinks that she can beat me. She is 5'2", about 120 pounds, and can lift around 55 pounds. And she thinks she can beat me in a fair fight, or even a not so fair fight. maybe she has more street smarts than me, maybe a little more experience fighting. But still, put her up against a 5'8, 260 pound me who can bench at lest 85 pounds and we do not have a fair fight. There is definitely a possibility that she might win, but I think that chance is slim to none.

so what do you think. would she be able to beat me up? is this a possibility? i don't know, but is don't think so.

see, for me to get into a fight i would have to be really angry, or i would have to be backed into a corner and think that fighting was my only way out. add to that the adrenalin rush and the fact that i get cold when i am angry. i do not let my emotions get out of control. i think that would give me the edge.

so who would win? we will find out.

breakups?

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 21:40:59 GMT

So, what kind of idiot breaks up with someone by texting?

That is my question. Why would a person do that to an other person. Is it because the person doing the breaking up has no balls? Is this person afraid of confrontation? Why would a person do that?

It really is annoying to even thinking about. But it happened to me. This girl apparently lacks the balls to call me and tell me that she is in "love" with someone else. I don't really care that she is in love with this other person. What I'm angry about is that she didn't have the balls to call me up and say "oh by the by, i don't want to go out with you anymore because I love someone else." That is what really gets me angry, the not telling me and letting me hang for two days until i finally call her and ask what's up.

So if you just so happen to be going out with someone and want to go out with someone else tell them!!! Preferably in person or over the phone. NEVER BY TEXT. THAT IS SO LAME.

this is awsome and wonderful

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 00:43:47 GMT

everybody read this comic, it is hilariosity with mad scientists.

http://www.girlgeniusonline.com/cgi-bin/gg101.cgi?date=20050221

enjoy

are 10% of the population really gay?????

Wed, 10 May 2006 23:05:34 GMT

the kinsey report

Did you know that Kinsey used unscientific methods for his research on human sexuality? Did you know that his statistics are skewed? Well they are. He originally studied moths. The way that one would do this is basically one studies any specimens that one could catch and base the assumptions about the entire species on that sample. This works with moths because one moth is usually like any other. The problem with Kinsey's human research is that he applied the same basic sampling practices. He talked to any person that was willing to talk about their sexuality. The key word is willing. His researched is skewed because he was working in the 50's. In the 50's the only people willing to talk about their sexuality were the people that were already comfortable with it or were already outsiders or part of the sexually marginalized community. There for Kinsey did not do a randomized study. He studied the fringes of the greater community. Kinsey's sampling tactics, while they worked in the animal world, did not work in the human aspect because every person is different. They didn't work because one person, or even a hundred people, does not represent the community as a whole when they are not picked at random. There for because Kinsey didn't randomly select the people that he interviewed and only interviewed people willing to come to him, he came up with skewed statistics.

the begining

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 18:51:11 GMT

Julie was coming tomorrow. Karol could hardly contain her excitement. Julie came every summer and stayed until about a week before she had to be back for school. She always came to stay with her mother and grandparents on their farm, but usually spent most of her time at Karol’s house.

Karol and Julie meet each other as a day cam run by the local Presbyterian Church when Julie was five and Karol was six. Karol’s mom, Michelle had been best friends with Julie’s, Meg, before she had gone away to college and never come back. Julie and Meg had moved back to the family farm during a separation from Julie’s dad. Meg had been emotionally messed up and just needed to go back to her roots to find herself. Basically she needed some one to pawn the needy five year old Julie on and DROP OUT of life for a while Julie and Karol had started kindergarten the same year because Karol’s mother had read in one of her text books that is was better to keep the kid home a year longer for their “emotional growth stability”. What this really did to Karol was give her both an inferiority complex and delusions of superiority. It was very confusing.

Julie’s parent’s separated when she was almost five. Actually, to put it more accurately Julie was a month away from being five when her mother took her and left her father. Julie had known that some thing was wrong between her parents. Meg, her mother, had begun to have more and more emotional outburst that ranged from crying quietly in her room for hours to screaming at her and John, her father. The more Meg was emotional the more indrawn John became. The hotter Meg was the icier John became. He showed no emotion, but at lest he was as steady as a rock. When Meg would yell and scream and throw things then lock herself in her room and cry the rest of the night then John would quietly clean up the mess, right the lamps, make dinner for the three of them and eventually knock on the bedroom door to coax Meg to eat something.

Julie loved her father. She loved her mother too but at the same time she didn’t, but this is a very complicated emotion for an almost five year old that can barely remember that oranges are orange and bananas are yellow. But as stated before, Julie loved her dad. She loved how he was strong and capable. She loved how he never visibly angry with her mother or resorted to any of the under handed tactics that her mother used. She loved how he never retaliated or broke down emotionally. She loved him because he took care of her and protected her from the worst of Meg’s attacks by telling her to go into her room and play with her toys for a little while. Julie loved him because he loved her. This is why it was so confusing to her when one night while her father was at work, John worked the night shift, her mother told her that they were going away for a little while to live with the grand parents that Julie had never met.

to be continued...