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| i love my girlfriend damn much and i wish to make her the happiest women ever alive~ however, just before all that, i need to get rid of my messy head... stop screwing thgs or myself up again~ shows after shows.... students after students.... i dunno if i'm getting into the right track... but i sure i've a deep hatred to turn the clock back again.... confusion through brain to ass~~ gotta admit life sucks, anyway.... still gotta live with it | | |
| a year passed~~~
everything seems go fast, and as happy as forever~
gosh~~~ so much happened, but neither of us has fallen apart~~
thx god for blessing us~~
no matter what happen in the future~~
we'll have each other, side by side~~~
i love you darling~~~
happy one year anniversay~
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| Whereas,
coming out of numbness, and feeling all the feelings one has so desperately
repressed - feelings ofloneliness, pain of rejection, fear, isolation, feeling unappreciated; feelings of groundlessness, confusion and dissatisfaction; of insecurity, of not being good enough, and all the other messy emotional states we pass through during this process called Life, can
hurt like hell.
People might wish they can be comfortably numb~~ Whatever, it's not my choice... just deal with it and be strong...
i'm madly in love in you, baby~~~ every single second with you is absolutely magical... but sometimes i'll get stuck in some situations... and i'll get lost~
baby, please understand my emotion is not caused by my disatisfaction on you~ it's nothing similar~~ it's kind of a fear and self disappointment~~~
please dun get mad if you read this~~ cos i just want u to know how i feel sometimes when i'm being sad....
and i promise~~~ if i'm not loving you, i'll feel nothing like that~~
cos i believe my future lays on you~
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| 4th day of my so called diet plan, no weight lost, but weight gain..... dang...
i've been eaten lesser, more regular, less meat, and more vegetables........... but it just still dosent work out for me............wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh><!
been to Yuen Long with bui on 5/8, lol~! let's talk about the positive first, i give out my virginity of watching the first non hollywood/disney film in a cinema, Bui and I watched jay chow's music movie that night.... and frankly, it amazes me, it's pretty good~! and i got soaked up into the movie quite easily.... esp every face expression made my wong chou shan in the movie, they're GOLD!!!!!
and let's talk about our dinner.... which is always important for a date~~~ good food, nice place with comfort environment..... every is cool for me except one thg.... the service..... i dunno is that a cultural shock or sth..... but i met FEW of the worst waitress i've met in my life in that place.... they've got waitress act like rock star/deaf people/idiot... blar blar blar...... amazing......!! it raise me a question..... has andy lau's ad ever been broadcast in yuen long?? gosh.... i even got smarter and better service in that evil stoke-on-trent... know how bad the situation is................
lol.... whatever, cos i've got a wonderful night with my baby.... except afterwards she got really sick.... which i feel totally guilty of.....~ hope u get better soon^^ finger crossed~~
eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasy day to work~~ y? my neighbour finally stop drilling her f**king damn wall!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| get fatter and fatter~ sooner or later~ i'll turn into a pig... shit...
it's better to be a black pig than a white pig... so...swim would probably be a good idea for me, which i've done twice this week with my baby chicken/pigeon/bear whatever that is puiyee~^^
more words to be done, lesser days to go~ gotta keep it up on my work~
thgs arent going easy these days for my frd, finger crossed, bless him~~ u can blame whoever that is to cause this.... but the truth is, no matter how heroic, dramatic that love is.... without the right person, place or time.... it's just as fragile as a piece of paper, it's a magic that played by the god, no one is this world can ever break the code of love, whoever say he can manage love in between his legs, he must be an idiot~
it's not lucky for bui..... becos of her alumni, now she got more to do~~
mum get burnt today, probably i should do the cooking tonight...
lol! heathy meal?!
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