another random night ...

i'm bored ... end of story  

funny catch phrase of the night ...

my sister said i should become insect's exterminator .. hahaha ! what a queer bitch. at least that makes up my night.

Rejection hurts...

I am truly a failure! No lie.

I knew this going to happen, therefore, I’m not going to beat myself over it. I just to re route my steps right?

OMG, now I’m lying to myself.  I am SOOO fucking disappointed, not even an ounce of motivation left inside of me. I can’t even squeeze a tear out of myself – I just feel lost.

Alright, I have vented my frustration out in thoughts. Not bad at all.

Game plan: I need to rethink what I am going to do later .. decision, decision, decision