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Monday, October 04, 2004

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 21:55:15 GMT

sigh*...ive got tis guy..hu sez im goin out wit him..buh im not..i met him on net...diu lun!...wot m i to do?wot is wit fukin random ppl on net lately?!ish like outta blue..ur bootifool..can i ge tto no u?sigh* im like...waHlUnyEh?..

nehowz..7.50am atm..habnt slept..coz ifi sleep now ill miss out on gas which i cant doGG!...omfg...habnt slept for ages..missin my babee boi...sigh..one n onli.. n will never changed..sigh...how i wish i can turn bak tym to last year.. sigh..reminscin abt da sorrow past aye?...*tear*...

ys it so fukd?y dun yooh ever realise wot u lost until u lost it for good?like...*?*..sigh..never ever knew i loved him as much as i knew i did...until..i reaally lost him...buh no chance..coz i just cut him way too deep..so imma stay cut n dead wit him until i see him truly smilin agn..=) u no hu u r..n i hope dat uL accept my apology..n hope we can actually b fwenz agn..n i mean fwenz..sigh...u tc...u finish hsc soon..dunno wen ill see yooh..buh ill b missin ya!>. lub ya!...still alwaiz...u r ev3tin n ev3tin ish yooh!.. miss na miss kita!...

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 13:51:09 GMT

nEwAiz...dWz abt da underneath..jus a lil whoopsies..newaiz..last nyt woz fusion...

hMm...welz me n bunnie went in around 10.30 the rave side was shit...the rnb woz...hmm..just soso average..

newaiz..poped..dint feel nefin...soso crap... da photographa tooka pic of us2n we both look [FATASS]-[UGLY]-[BITCHES]-[!!!]...

oh yeh...saw heapsa ppl...ogz: big ray,alwin.uGn,jin,charlie..odf: xin,billy,lyanne,erection,jess,james,robz,conz,jay,chris lee,chris,shiggy,firdaws,bom,janet,connie,aggie,jo,julia,asuka n so many i cant rMb!!...n lik..dA music wAsnt aL dAt gUud buh i guess it woz orrite...thol i dint peak..--'

newaiz..there were fights n shit..n my oppa max got bottled!>.<''...so hopefully hes orrite now..n so da copz came n jin put his vip card on me n told me to go downstairs for 15..luki..dint get caugtht...buh i woz cold az mutha fuka!!

n that was the tym that colin left..n dint even find me!...so mean...also...ken lau woz there...thol i dint see him...buh i had funz newais....colin u dogged it..u say me jibbed yu agn?nah man..ur juz not rnb enuf!xp...jkz...

n also rei called me...dint pikup....colin called....dint pikup....dara called(random net guy)...n r mysterious number which had both my voda n opt no.....so i hab no idea hu it was....so yeh...soz abt da missed callz yeh my fone was in da cloak room...

newaiz....i dint see shiRlz..wanted to seE hEr hAir..LOL.. oh yeh ken called too...he called ma voda buh i hardly use my voda newaiz...coz optus ish better..i kept chewin... n we left at like 330..n like..hahha..i saw my exploded missed calls..so i called colin bak.,..LOL....shUsh..hOpefulli i wokE hiM up..ROFLMAO suCk shit...=P jkzjkz..nEwaiz...that wOz it....bRo gOt piSsed a fEw tYmz..jO gOt drUnk...=P....i once again.. I DINT PEAK...woDa wAste!....oh yeh heard that devil.. n jason n all were there....thol dint see thol...

peter!u lil cunt...made me sleep on him n wudnt lemme move..my neck hurt man!...so lucki so peaked man!...LOl.fukin lil pEter...hEz sO cUte...tEllin mEh hiS coNfEsnz...sO adOrabLe..nEwaiz...gOta bOuNce... lAytAz...

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 13:33:55 GMT

Saturday, October 02, 2004

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 13:25:50 GMT

daymn mAn.,..i habnt touched my xanga fro yonkz! so lemme tink tink wot i did sin...oh fuk it..cant rmb buh i rmb last fri...i went subbies...n b4 that i was infronta one whole...lyanne n billy n james n kajei was havin theres WWIII..siGh...woz so fukd...hMm..wot else happend...i dunno....

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 11:45:35 GMT

hMm...wodda fUkin nYt it wOz...wElz... i miSsd dA fUkin bUs indA mOrn tO chAtty sO i wOz liK fUkit sO oFf i bOuncEd tO thA ct...wOz mEetin Jen n Em bUh dUrin dA prOceSs oFf mEh lOokin fO thEm..i sAw mA oDa sisz Anna n Medi!....wE 3 bOught ciGGiz n jUz bUmmed at gAlaxy fO a whiLe...n dAn sAw mA sAiloz chRis n tOny.. n cUtei jAmes..n miChol n da tWo odA kOreAnz gUiz whIch i dUnno hOw tA spEll dAre nAme..>.<'' sOz! nEwAiz..iSh jOnNoz biRfdAi..sO hApi biRfdAi!! lOve yA bRo..bUh lEz jUs mOve oN..mE n Jen n Em..wenta cApitOl..n tOok stickiEz..n dAn bOunCed oFf da cOco n tOok drEamiEz!....dA prOceSs oF it wOz teRribOl!!... n fUkin bOth mA big n lil siS...lOok sO gOrjUz...n iM dAre lOokin likA retArd!...diU...nEwaiz..y???y cAnt i b aSh bEwtifOol aSh my siSz??mUm n dAd r uNfaiR!!!!! nEwAiz..dAn wE spEnt hOw fUKin lOng tRyin tO gEt alki?hMm...n hOUr or sO??sO we eNded uP bUmmin at fEtiSH...n thEre wOz wEn i sAw dAt reAlli reaLLi hOt onE dAre!!.....n fUKin hEll iM sO piSsed cOz i fOrgOt hiS nAme!!!...aRGh....at 1st i thOught it wOz jOe..dAn i rEalize jOe iSh n oDa oNe!!...OMFG!>...bUh i wOz 100% shO i mEt hiM befO!!...dAyME...hOw da fUk cAn i fOrgEt sUcha hOt oNes nAMe???GRR>>... nEwaiz... aftawArd we wen driNkin...siGh...nO dRUnknezZ at aL..dayMe..buh dATs nOt thA fuKin eNd..mE n jEn gOt strAnded in Ct..cOz jEn lEft hEr kEyz in Emz bAG!!... mAN..n i hAd tO bEg cOlin tO hElp mEh oUtz..n indE enD hE cUdnt..bUh he oFfered mEh mOney to bUy ciGgiz n ev3fiN...i nO u fElt bAd hUni bUh iSh oKiez!!..n fAnx hEapz fO cArin sWeEtie..lOve ya!...bUh nEwaiz.. lUckileE Em foUnd hEr wAi bAk oUt(in pjz..so cute!)..n gAv jEn hEr kEyz...n i wOz sO lUki... i rEalized thAt i cUd cAtch 501 hOme...n sO i diD..bUh i wOz sO tirEd i slEpt thRu mA stOp..n gOt stRanded aGnz..in wEst rYde!!...-.-'' sO i hAd tO cAll uP tOm.. n lUkileE he livEs in wEst ryDe n hAs a cAr...sO he gAv mEh a liFt...thAnx fO dAt bAbii bOi..oWe yOoh a sEctiOn(thol i qUit!!)....hAhaHa..nEwaiz...dAt wOz mA nYt...bUh stiL cAnt gEt oVa it...i lOok likA retArded in da drEamieS!!...i lOok lik i wOz fUKin slEepin...GRR!!!! y cAnt i b bEwtifOol liK ev3one?? cAnt wAit tiL reLoAd uS 3 siSz...drEsS dA sAme...[J]-[E]-[L] to tHA mZ triPletz tO tha jEllie bAybEehz....!!....gOnA roC dA clUb...hEll yEhz... hahha....tO thA mAx bRah????

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 09:09:13 GMT

fArk man..iM sOso siCk.,....hAB da bigGeZ heAdaChe n da sOre Az throat!!....blocked nose....ears....fuk man... n my yEar aDviSer tOl me...i mYt nOt b aBle to gEt a cErt fO jAp...cOz thOl i diD aL da eXamz...i diDnt hAnd enUf woRk in!!....fArk.....had eArlee tOdai so i sAt at hOme doIN jAp woRk whEN my hEad iSh wEalli kiLin mEh... neWaiz....my skOol hUbbie dAisy iSh fiNaLi gOin oUt wit sUmonE...wAh...lOok sOo kEwt...hahahha..... nEwaiz... siKazz mTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!feel so dead!!!!!

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 07:58:48 GMT

okies...tish mA pOem...iSh a pOem tO sAi hOw i fEel inSide...nO oNe wUd undAstAnd nO oNe wuD evEn tRi.. alOt of pEepz sAi i chAnged alOt..n i weAlli dUnno wOt hApened...haB i wealli changed dat much??m i sUcha bAd persOn nOw??i hab nO idEa...
they saI ive changed n ev3thing...bUh dO yOoh gUiz nO wOtz gOin inSide mEh??lEmme cOnfrOnt cOz i cAnt take dA shIt of pEepz sai'n ive changed okaiz..
peepz change fro a reason...n this is mine... if yoor one of my close fwenz u'd no wot happen last year with a guy i really loved...n then also this year around april...ish all fukd...n i no ish my fault..buh ryt now...ish not my fault...stop saying ish my fault...i dunno y i changed i dunno how i changed..i dunno nefing...i dun even no hu i m... so puhleeze stop askin me the same question peepz... puhleeze..im tryin hard enuf to see how ive changed buh how can i if i dun even no hu da fuk i m?so pleeze peepz.....im sowies if im a stuck up snobbi bitch or nefinz...buh honestly sumtyms i dun even no... so all to all sowiez...

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 07:49:18 GMT

My World

I¡¯d build a wall that is as high as the sky

So no emotions can get in even if they fly.

Stone cold feelings that I have is so hard

So never again will I fall apart.

I¡¯ll live as a sponge to drain all water away

So no tears will ever have to fall again.

An eraser to clear all my mistakes

So no more pain for those who give but don¡¯t take.

I¡¯d live in a black world to overcome fears

With a permanent lock that has no keys.

A potion to forget all about past

So that no sad memories will ever last.

I¡¯d have a vacuum to vacuum my whole

So it can dispose my worthless all.

I¡¯d build a wall and live as a sponge

So there is no emotions,no friends at all.

Live in a black world with memory lost

So if sorrow appears it¡¯ll be tossed.

I feel so empty, I feel so numb

Coz I¡¯ve lost him, I was so dumb.

Finally it¡¯s time to wake up

Wake up to reality

And admit I¡¯m the stone cold numb Lesley.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 11:48:25 GMT

okiz....ill tok da shit dAt hapend on thurz sin...wellz....fukin my bordazz cuz called me out to tha ct...n we walked around...played drumz...ddr....capitol...new photoz!!!!! da machines... i must say iSh mAAaaddaZzz!!!.... weLz afta aL doSe shit...mE n hEr wEre fUll chAttin uP dA bOunCer...hAHhahahha.....fUni shiAt...bUh dAn i fUkin miSsed mA lAst bUs sO i wAsh fUkin strAndEd in cT!!...diU....n cUdnt tiNk o nE1 sO i wAs stUck..bUh then finAlli mAnage to fiNd bUrton gOr..n he waited fO meh at chaTy n gAv mEh mOney tA catCh dA cAb hOMe...bUh hE sEd letz sit dOwn n sO we sAt at bBaLl cOurt lOr.. talked fo sOso lOnG...tiL lik 5iSh....n sO i cUdnt b fUked wastIn 35bux hOme..so i waiteD fO dA bUs hOme...aiyO...nEwayz...mUs sAy thAnX hEapz fO cumIn tA sAve lil lEslEy.... nEva thOught u'D b sOsO niCe to mEh..wAh so uNiMaginAblE...hahha....bUh thAnX hEapz...yEh.......tOUched mEh...weLz kiNda..

nOwz...tOkin bOut fRiz...sO mAaAd n shit at dA sAme tYm,.,....mEt uP wit aNna n hEr lil brO...gEoRge..went to GalaXy...mAcCaz...n shit.....then sHe dOgGed mEh...to fiNd hEr bf mR DJ kAi....sO i weNt n mEt uP wit eMiLy....mE n hEr oFFiCiAlly r godsis... lol....28/8 ay?hahha i'd rmb fo shO...lOl.....fuNi....sO kEwt....wAdda mAad sIs i haB!!! hahaha...nEwayz...da nyT gOz by n wE bOth wEnt hOme lU....aiyO...mE n hEr did da mOs kUraZy shit.....sharpin shit.....aiyo....3+3 n 3x3 =??? n ABC...=??

aiyO...mAadAazzZz....haBin hAd dAt fRee fEelin fO a lOng lOnG tym....hahahha so FrEe...liKe im mAsElf agNz....sO hAppi....*woOt wOot!*

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 11:48:24 GMT

aiyO...mAadAazzZz....haBin hAd dAt fRee fEelin fO a lOng lOnG tym....hahahha so FrEe...liKe im mAsElf agNz....sO hAppi....*woOt wOot!*