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Sunday, November 28, 2004

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 22:10:52 GMT

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee

::dies::

Monday, November 15, 2004

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 22:07:07 GMT

[I am] slowly dying away...

fading from existence...

As darkness is eating me away.........

God...

You gave me wings so that I could fly...

fly like the wind~...

But someone took my wings...

and left me behind as a broken angel...

I cannot fly anymore....

[Please kill me before I can start to actually feel this pain...]

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 22:44:15 GMT

ima makin this ma poetry site.

for u peepz still subscribed to me~

i'm not updatin any news here

just poetry. yup. simple, simple poetry!

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 18:41:22 GMT

HIYO PEEPZ! I've decided i'm not gonna use this xanga anymore.

It's too troublesome!!! >____< Sorry i haven't commented and propped u

guys. I've been to lazy to come on xanga ^^;;; ::nervous laugh::

O_O ::dodges all the glass bottles thrown at her:: I SAID I WAS SORRY!!! o.o;;

Anywho! I'll be back to using the sn "an_endless_dream" kk? so see u guys

on there!

Happy b-day sherry! =D

Monday, July 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 23:57:45 GMT

I've decided that i'm gonna make a happier layout next time~! hahahh XD Big change huh?

I have an obsession with tragic stuffz~ so sew me -0-;; Actually, DONT! O_O;; that'd be bad..

REALLY BAD!! O_O;;;;

Hmm. I'll make it a summery layout and realli happyish or calm or sumthing~ i dunno ><

I'm starting to work at my mummy's store! Yay! Ima cashier person thingee! Yay! haha =P

It's great! 'Cept for my constant yelling asking how much certain things are XP

Itzsh kinda fun~. We gotta cat too over there! He may look kinda ugly, but his personality

is sooo adorable!!!! He's sooo cute! He sits on top of another cashier register and watches

people outside the window. So cute huh? Funni too ^___^

Well i'm gonna end my entry here~ C ya pplz! =D

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 19:09:29 GMT

Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?
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o_O;; i must've been in a bad mood when i took that quiz

avoidant

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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I'm not thaaat shy =______=;

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Yay~ i like this result ^______^ cept i'm not imaginative and smart =_=; and i dunt come up with the plan too ><

Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)

What Emotion Dominates you?
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what does a phone have to do with apathy..? and i'm not apathetic >< just at home

Hummingbird Spirit Calls To You!
Hummingbird
represents optimism and sweetness. Being able to roll with the punches is an attribute
of Hummingbird.
Hummingbirds's Wisdom Includes:
Ability to heal by using light as a laser from
mouth
Endurance over long journeys
Ability to fly into small places to heal
Joy
Happiness
Love
Messenger, stopper of time.

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Animal Spirit Guides ~ Which One Calls To You?
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A hummingbird... =_=;; oh great..

Tarzan!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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o___________O;;; i belong in Tarzan...? so werrd O_O;;;;

My inner child is ten years old!

The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.

How Old is Your Inner Child?
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oh great... i'm 10 =___=

Thursday, July 08, 2004

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 00:43:15 GMT

KYAAAAAH!!! I luv shoujo mangas!! Me ish blushing ~ ::nervous laugh:: ^^;;;;;;;;;;;; Me such a girly girl T_T

Anyway, one of my friends is attending this camp thingee in Tenglewood, and my 3 other frenz are

on a trip to Vermont, Montawk, and Michigan. Luckii~ well I guess I'll be luckii in August since I'll

be going to SPAIN!!! YAY! Geh.. but I'll be coming back home like 1 or 2 days before school starts =__=;

NOT GOOOOOD! >_______< NOT GOOD AT ALL! >____________________<

IM BORRREEED~!!!!!! T_______T There's nothing but studying, games, and reading boox or mangas =_=

BLEH! But I might be able to go to someone's b-day party this friday! =D I just remembered that!

YESH!!!! BWAHAHAH! I HAVE THE POWER!!!! BWAHAHAHH!!!!!! dont ask =_=;;

i have extremely huuuge mood swings =_____=;;;;;;;;;;;; Anywho, hope you're all having a great

week! =D Luv ya'll~!

[This upbeat hyper-ish happy mood doesn't suit the background at all, duzznt it ? ^^;;;;]

//EDIT//+

HAPPY B-DAY MICHELE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, July 05, 2004

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 23:43:19 GMT

http://xanga.com/angelthoughts <-- this is one of my friend's site. So comment and prop there if you'd

like =P Cuz since she just started a new xanga, she doesn't have a lot of comments and stuffz so it'd

be nice if you left some =P Anyway~,

IM SO SORRI I DIDNT UPDATE AND LEAVE YOU GUYS PROPS AND COMMENTS!!

T____T sorri~~. Anyhow, I've just been going on AIM these days and yea. Right now, I hafta

attend this summer school program thingee my tutor made. Bleh. Izsh so borrring. I get lazy easily

probably cuz i havent been studying or anything over the summer =P Oh wellz. And now, my

english tutor ish making me read the book, Crime & Punishment. GAH!!! Books like those are booring!

I just wanna read mangas and all taht kinda stuffz >_< BLEH! But yea. I got my report card and I

did a lot worse on the finals this year than last year T____T. Probably cuz itz the 1st year of high

school or sumthing. I dunno =_= I usually get like A - 's but this time I got like 2 B-'s and a B

WAAAAH!!!! T_T Well, at least my final average wasn't that bad -0- blehhhhh. I got 2 A-'s and

3 B+'s. YAY! Now you all know how stupid I am! bleh =______= But I guess it's pretty good since

I barely studied for the finals, meaning if i study hard next year, I'll get good grades! YAY! whatever. =_=

My summer's been really boring so far. Hope all you guys' summer vacation is much better and funner

than mine =P Also, I know this is one day late but HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!!!!!!!

P.S. Shhh! Dont tell my parents, but I still didn't show them my report card! me ish a bad person T_T

me too scared to show them ^^;;;;

EDIT: GAH!!!! MY HICCUPS WONT GO AWAY!!!!!! >__________< I've had them for like 10 minutes

by now!! T______T WAAAAAAH!!!

Monday, June 28, 2004

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 15:46:40 GMT

UWAH!!!!! I'm back you guys! You'd probably be wondering why I'd say I'm back, right?

Well for the weekend, I went to Manhattan or New York City to take a program that offers courses

for foreign languages! There I had to take Spanish courses since I am majoring in foreign languages

in college later. I first arrived at my hotel [2 stars] so I could drop off my stuff. It looked soo fancy in

the lobby! But guess what! When I went upstairs with my aunt, the room was hella small. =____=

The bathroom was small too! Then I was off to the program place! They did it in another hotel. It

was soooo nice comparing to mine -0- . I was reallly nervous cuz itz a program actually for adults, but

there was one extra person [luckily] that was around my age! YAY! He was in one grade higher than

me in school! BWAHAHAHH!!!! I WASNT ALONE!!!!!!!! ^0^ ^0^ ^0^ ^0^ ^0^ ^0^

The teacher was really nice. If you didn't pay attention, she'd go to you and tell you what you're

supposed to do really nicely. Her laugh... was kinda strange though.. no offense.. o.O;; The other

adults that were taking the course were really nice too. We'd all learn from each other and stuffz!

It got annoying too cuz the teacher would speak only in spanish and rarely spoke in English so you

reallly had to pay attention! It got really boring too cuz we had to study in class 3 hours STRAIGHT.

I was literally dying in there! If we got breaks it was only for like 2 to 5 minutes! GAH!!!! But I'm

happy. Cuz at the end, to receivea college credit, you hafta take an exam. The teacher was soo nice

and just told us all we pass it without taking it!!!! MUCHAS GRACIAS!!! xD hahahaha.

I went to great restaurants in Manhattan too! So thanks to my aunt! ^-^ I also went to the Hershey's

place in Time Square!!! YAY!!!!!!! =^-^= But i just bought one pack of hershey kisses since

everything came in huuuge packs. Sorry I couldn't comment you guys back for a few days!!!

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 04:06:17 GMT

I was always alone in the dark... crying by myself.....

But one day... when I couldn't take it anymore...

even though I was so scared to call someone to tell my feelings to...

I called you... and even though I talked to you only for a few minutes...

I was so happy... because I finally knew... that someone does care....

about me..

heeheehee. i picked that quote off from somewhere. ^_^

There's nothing to do these days!!!! I'm so borred! i'm just stuck in my house and stuffz! T_T

Well at least next week I'm goin to this summer school program thingee my tutor set up cuz then

i'll be able to meet up with my buddies in the Bronx. Even though I also hafta studii, itz a lot better

than being cooped up in my house -________-

Whenever my friends were sad, I tried so hard to make them happy again....

But all I did was bring them more pain....

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Which Elemental Goddess are you?
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