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Name: Shannon
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 3/9/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Softball, listeing to music, hanging out wit friends....
Expertise: Hahaha.....You can only imagine...
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
12/5/2003
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| think i'm going for a walk now
i feel a little unsteady
i don't want nobody to follow me
'cept maybe you
i could make you happy you know
if you weren't already
i could do a lot of things
and i do
tell you the truth i prefer
the worst of you
too bad you had to have a better half
she's not really my type
but i think you two are forever
and i hate to say it but
you're perfect together
so fuck you
and your untouchable face
and fuck you
for existing in the first place
and who am i
that i should be vying for your touch
and who am i
i bet you can't even tell me that much
two-thirty in the morning
and my gas tank will be empty soon
neon sign on the horizon
rubbing elbows with the moon
a safe haven of sleepless
where the deep fryer's always on
radio is counting down
the top 20 country songs
and out on the porch the fly strip is
waving like a flag in the wind
y'know, i don't look forward
to seeing you again soon
you'll look like a photograph of yourself
taken from far far away
and i won't know what to do
and i won't know what to say
except fuck you...
i see you and i'm so perplexed
what was i thinking
what will i think of next
where can i hide
in the back room there's a lamp
that hangs over the pool table
and when the fan is on it swings
gently side to side
there's a changing constellation
of balls as we are playing
i see orion and say nothing
the only thing i can think of saying
is fuck you...
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| GRADUATION TONIGHT!!!!! I MADE IT!!! NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL..... wow.. thats a scary thought. I know Im going to cry tonight | | |
| STRESS!!! No wonder I'm sick. I am freaking out right now, and I guess writing in my xanga is not the best choice for me right now cuz I definitly should be writing my term paper outline. Which by the way is worth more points than the term paper itself. How much sense does that make? But of cource, like always, I wait till the last minute because I am very good at doing that, and I will at this rate, never get it done. I just have so much shit on my mind right now. I am poor....#1. Lol... well I guess I'm not poor poor, but I'm pretty damn close. I'm gonna have to figure out a way to pull money out of my asshole in the next 2 weeks before prom. I only have 300 dollars right now and I haven't even bought the prom tickets, let alone my shoes or the limo or any of that shit. Plus I am going away that weekend. Where the hell am I going to get the moeny for that? Switching jobs right now was not the best idea on my part. Getting paid 5.15 an hour for training and only wokring for 3-4 hours each time I work.....isn't gonna do much for me. And OF COURSE superfresh decides to give me 10-12 hours instead of my regular 22 so I am making about 50 bucks there every week.....and that 50 has to go to my dad for insurance.....and then I need gas.....so where is all this money gonna come from.... who the fuck knows! So I guess I'll sit here for the millionth time and try to figure out what the fuck I'm going to do! Sounds like fun. Sorry for the rambling and venting. I just needed to get it all out! OK time to finish my paper......yea right.... fuck that I'm going to bed! | | |
| So if anyone saw the L word last week......wow.... yea I know I'm a little late but still wow......Bett and Tina Oh my God.....I am in shock.....I cried I will admit.......it was a very emotional scene.....it's nice to see people be able to work things out.......even if it is just a TV show | | |
| Sometimes I feel like I am on top of the wolrd but It seems like in the
span of 24 hours my whole world can come crashing down on top of me and
i feel like I am stuck underneath something that is 10x my weight and
Ill never be able to get it off my shoulders. So many things are different
in my life right now and so many things have changed in the past few
months thats its unbelievable to even think about. everyone that i talk
to tells me that everthing happens for a reason and I believe that to a
certain extent but at this point I really feel that whoever is up there
controling things that happen down here is really fucked up. i don't
know whats going to happen tomorrow or next week let alone in the next
5 minutes. im trying to get through the day but they have been so hard
anymore. Thank god I have someone that listens to me and who
understands when I am upset and I love her for that. I dont know what
I would do without audrey but sometimes i feel like I put all my
problems on her and thats not fair. I just need to get through the
last 2 months of school and hopefully things will work out better after
that. Ok, im done venting for the day. I don't even know what i jsut
vented about really, but it made me feel a little better.
PS. I really need to find a good dermotologist cuz this whole hair
thing is really starting to upset me, so if anyone has any suggestions
please let me know. thanks
shannon
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