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| aaahhh! life sucks.. aha.. buh aneewho0z.. i feel like i needuh starts uin new in mah life.. things feel like they gettin` old tah mee.. Most of the homiiez are gettin boring tah kickit wit.. buh i aint sayen im walkin out on em.. i juss gotta start suin new again.. i kickin witem too much en it do geht boring. yesterday we kicked it wit the benicia homiiez.. uh.. marc en his homebois.. dayum ktina do yo thang.. aha.. buh aneewayz.. im bored as fuck righ now.. en there aint much tah do so might as well righ on this thang.. is stupid.. tahdai i juss kicked iht wit as usual mah 3laydeez.. wit junco en gid.. en a minute wih rencise. buh hey.. i get hella bored.. wuh else can i do.. i think imma cut it here en lewk foe suin betta ta do.. aha arryte then.. yawll take cares.. late | | |
| Kinnuh weird tah tell yawl about this.. juss dont ask.. Iono.. how cood u really tell u like someone.. i kno.. yawll must be like "omg jianne likes somebody! en shes askin how could ut ell" yea.. buh chu kno.. okay let me juss saye.. iono if i like this wun neeguh` en i aint f asho.. i dont wanna claim i like him.. cuh.. i really dont think i do.. yet i think i maybe do i juss wont admit sum sheii like that tah myself.. Arryte well.. maybe i dont wanna admit iht cuh i dont want ma self thinkin i do like him en I end up gettin hurt in the end again.. en I really dont wanna be hurt.. so i guess Imma wait.. I juss dunno this dayum sheii is a confused feeling.. buh iono..
En heres anotha wun.. arryte.. I wanna tell someone how i feel about them.. yawll might not think this is so biguh a thing en awl.. buh chu dont kno ma story.. well here.. i got this wun friend i wish tah tell ma feelings to.. i mean.. now it aint about likin nobody arryte.. is about a friendship.. i feel like i really got a strong friendship wit this wun person.. I wanna tell `em how i feel about that.. buh the thing is.. wah if everything backfires on me.. I kno i got the chance ta say it now.. Its just im not ready tah say it to that person yet.. I dont kno if the person may think im stupid or wont understand buh awl i kno is that this person stands out of the rest of everyone else whos juss like em.. knowin that he/she is different.. i dont ever wanna lose them as a friend.. they may think im crazy.. because.. if i do lose them as a friend I would cry.. I learned to love this Bitch as a friend mayan.. en the thing is.. i wanna tell `em how i feel buh what if yeanno, everything goes different.. i guess i hafta try to see what really is sup wit errything.. buh yeanno.. this person means alot to me as a friend.. dont ever wanna lose `em either en i would cry too.. I juss hope u kno who u are.......
En heres another.. these this neeguh out there who juss gotta stop pissin me off.. im tryna fuckin leave u alone.. buh iono why in mah fuckin head ur still in it.. dayum.. i tried so many things to get chu off.. buh u juss piss me off either way ur there or not.. u changed so much.. u changed to somebody i dont even kno en prolly who doesnt kno me anymroe.. u act like i dont excist. or lets juss say.. im like nobody to u at awl.. en i thought.. maybe its best if i juss REALLY LET GO OF WHOEVER U ARE TOO.. it hurts to kno that i feel like a nobody to u.. en yea i do hafta say u hurt me.. u were hella fucked up to me.. en ud int even realize that.. when i cried my ass off cuh of that.. u dint even care.. u juss kept me standin there awl broken down. it was late at night.. en i was glad ma homegirls was awake tah even be there fah me.. dayum i could remember u sayen "i dont trust yer homegirl".. iono but... u was there fah me more than they was.. en i guess.. i have them now.. i dont need u.. juss.. everytime u either accidentally call me or whatsoever.. dont ever fuckin anser me wit "what do u want!!" yellin "what!".. is best if u juss delet my phone of yo sheii cuh i kno for a fact that there will be now way u will ever come back in ma head again... ::mad:: | | |
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so yea I copped mah jordans todai. Aha got to the malla round 9.. wuh was hella coo was i got the last wun for ma size.. buh aneewayz.. my brother dropped me off JCpenny.. en i was like no dropp me off over tehre.. buh his as was bein a bitch so i juss ran around JCpenny cuh it wasnt open.. then wen i got to the door.. i alsmot slipped.. i walked to the store.. en the doo was lewkina t me hella weird..w hen iw as gettin ma shoes.. en buyin it.. he was awl like.. i saw u u almost slipepd.. haha.. how imbarrassin.. buh aneewayz.. lets talk about
YESTERDAI!!!
yesterdai.. went tah school.. afta schoolw ent ta the mall, buh we had ta walk to oakbrook elementary so that jens brother wont see us, aha en at first.. these black guys was awl like come here, dadada, next thing yeanno.. it was our homeboi.. those retarted ass motha fuckers dint lewk closely at us thinkin we was sum otehr girls.. haha.. it was Dominique en.. i forgot their names.. three otehr doos.. Shay drove us there, cuh we aint got sheii ta do.. we juss went walkin around cuh we was hella bored.. we saw Rencise, Henry, Meuy, her boo, B., vanezza's homegirl Kristine, Dwuane(sp?) Scott, Arman, en his homeboi, and summa Jens cuzzins.. Heard sunny en mikhail was at the mall buh i dint see em. Kristian called us up en said he wanted ta go kickit so he came to teh mall wit Jack, patrick en sum other neeguhs.. So we left the mall en juss drove arond. we went ta kristina's hous juss ta visit her.. aftuh that i hadda go home.. sucks buh i guess this day was worth it.. | | |
| uh yea. I HAD FUN TODAI!.. en it help me get sheii outa ma head.. im juss glad i saw summuh mah friends cuh it made me hella happy. Buh ehyea.. Afta school I went staright ta Union City wit Jen. Den we scooped up Antoinette.. Wen we got there saw Kim, her boifriend, , lou and mah daughter kristine  . While me en ma laydiiz Antoinette en Jen walked ta the movies, Guess who Jen saw, Man and Dianne. Dayum foe sum reason I dint see em. Buh i was glad ta see em. How cyoot wah a cyoot coupl.. see em pushing each other off the rode.. PWUAHAHA.. buh yea. Gave bothuh those a hug en errywun else tew.. Aww en i miss them already. Buh aneewayz. Wen we got infrunnuh the theaters, I saw jessica, en sum other heads. Oh yea I saw keisha.. Buh dayum aneewayz.. we watched coach carter.. Fawkin antoinette sat awl the way in the back wit her.. uh soon tah be boi, derrik..?.. aww how cyoot haha.. dat nigguh got iPOD i was about to steal it.. jk.. haha.. then we went ta in n out after watchin coach carter.. Dayum Man mah bad I couldnt kickit witchoo I dint got ne ride.. I was hoping ta kickit wit choo en Dianne buh I guess yawllw ent home.. Then called up Ivo juss ta say wussuh.. He went to the movies wit Jek en Que(sp?). Met this nigguh named Jeremy. Buh befoe that.. Dayum I saw this somebody! omg.. its been a while.. too bad he dont kno meeh tho.. he still lewkin awl cyoot en awl.. buh cant buhlie i used ta like him that much.. aha.. he gotta girl buh das coo.. Jen thought he was lewkin cyoot too.. Then iono if they was fuckin around or nawt buh wunna his homiiez wunna holla.. buh i told Jen ta leave em alone cuh I thought they was juss fuckin around.. buh aneewayz.. then me en jen en ivo went in albertsons en jen stole sum jelly beans.. haha.. Fuck en i also wanted ta go ta logan ta meet kamille in person.. Buh I couldnt cuh i got no ride. Then i went home around 10. Oh en moe sheii happened befoe awlluh this.. yea I ditched. So wah!? aha... yea well first Jeremy(bestfriend) picked us up. Then we went ta Ericsons house.. AHA FUNNY SHEII.. buh befoe that we picked up Adriann. We went ta jeromes house. en he was sleepin so we juss slept next to him cuh we was awl tired.. Then we watched that tagalog movie Fung Shui or suin.. buh kristina couldnt understand.. haha.. so we hadduh translate dat sheii to dat bitch lols.. then Philip came in. Afta a while Anthony en Kristian came in too buh left foe a lil bit. He came back wih Jasper Jason, and Marco.. En I Tyrone was there too.. en das awl fa dat day.. | | |
| A MESSAGE TO AWLLUH MA FRIENDS OUT THERE:
Hey friends. I just wanna say thanks for being a friend. I love you all. Thanks for the good things you have done for me. And to summa yawll dat I had bullsheii wit through the past, lets forgive en forget because without awlluh those drama, I wouldn't have learned so many things and I would be going through real sheii right now without awlluh yawll. I'm glad I have your back. En of course as a friend, I will be glad to be here for you no matter what. I kno sometimes yawll can hurt me! Buh I kno ill still be here for you. At the past I know I walked out on so many people because they hurt me so much. But I am tryna forgive the bullsheii they dont en say sorry for what I have done too. En whether my friends are stuck up bitches, two faced, and fakes.. awl I kno is that they need time to learn their own mistakes too. I have to accept my friends, and what life gives me. I cant really doa nything about Life becuase its the way it is. Awl I can do is accept it, and get through widdit. I love my friends and I kno I will be here for awlluh yawll when you need me. I sound stupid sayen awl this sheii, buh hey, stupid things can be meaning ful. Right.. Buht aneewayz.. I just wanna tell awl my friends out there.. THANKS FOR WHAT YOU GIVEN ME EN EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE! I love you awl.
love always jianne | | |
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