Hellos all, its been along while. Its been over 2 months since I have wrote in here. Nothing much to say other than that I have been working 40hrs a week, schoolin, living day by day.

Well anyways, I came back for a bit and I saw my usual people, along with some old faces that I havent seen in years, and also meeting new people. Chylled, pooled, movies, hb, stuff. The usual.

What made this trip more interesting was the realization of the people around me. All I needed was the direct words from the people that i trusted that lifted some of my insecurties. I find the truest ones around me and I wont be letting go.

He made me realize the truth that I knew, but ingored. Hes has my back ever since day one and still continues to. Not only what he said was right, it was true. Now I believe. I know what I must do and avoid.

My future is somewhat uncertain. This college stuff is really life changing. I am unsure. I dont want to worry anyone, especially my grandparents and my parents. I know for sure I will be going to college.

I miss certain people. I wish to see them again. I wanna say thank you to all the people who has been having my back, puttin up with me, supporting me, and caring for me all these times.

hey everyone =)

things been good.
i finally brought a digital camera =D for a good price too ;]
AND i 'm on honor roll again =D even though i slipped a lil bit but 'm still go0d =] must keep it up xP

thats all =P

Yayy, i'm 18 now. =)

happiiee birthday to long lost sister Eva =)
happiieee birthday to my co worker christina =P
happiieeee birthday to richard whos in england XD

things has been going great lately.

1.19 : I celebrated my birthday yesturday with the family at Jade Villa. mommie treated me =D

1.20 : i celebrated my birthday today with ricky and imee. i got to drive the WHOLE day. wooots. done alot of errands and stuff. thanks to my working family ;D they got my a giftcard for my bday =) and then after, i went to go shoot some pool, then went to the mall, and then went to eat at a Mongolan BBQ =D AND i was DRIVING the whole damm day. it was so awesome =) drove like 50+ miles and reach 70mph 2 times x]

and the celebration continues toms x]

EDIT:
so another day, another celebration. went our to go shoot pool with frankie, kelvin, linda and lily L for about 2 hrs or so. then dropped by lilys house, then finally went to eat. more ppl came =D chee, dav, mommie kim, daughter jenny, joe, ambrose, lily. danny and wally dropped by to say hi. ate for about an hr. then decided to go shoot pool some more =P. took some pics and then decided to go bowling. team 1 was me jenny and joe. team 2 was will and ambrose. we beat them ;D owned! lol. the bet was drinks ;]. after bowling, we went to the diner and ate. sean, his sis and a friend dropped by to eat. then i just went home. i think i got home around 2ish. long but a fun day. thanks everyone that came. this is one of the best. =P made it all worth wild x]

shout out to the next 2 bday babies.
1.25 ambrose
1.28daughter jenny

Since its about 2 weeks before christmas, everyone should start shopping for gifts. i am done with my gift shopping for those specific special ppl already. but they dunno what to get me. therefore, this will help you =)

For those ppl whos gettin me gifts, some have to be claimed ;O

Clothing
_ A nice baby blue shirt ( XXL please, or higher , perferably branded, ty =) ) (( Claire?)
_ Black or Blue Jeans ( 30-32 waist )

Kicks
_ Red/White/Black Dubz Zeros ( 9-10)
_ Air Force Ones White ( 9-10 )

Games
_ Grand Theif Auto Librial Cities for PSP <== Playstation Portable
_ Need For Speed Most Wanted for PSP
_ Sims 2 for PC

Cologne
_ Acqua Di Gio Giorgio Armani
_ Entenity For Men
_ Curve (( Claire? ))

ty for all the ppl who are gettin me gifts. i already spent alot of ppl, most of my last paycheck is spent on gifts =\ haha buts its all go0d.

let this christmas be the best =)