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Name: Lee
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: San Angelo
Birthday: 8/2/1970
Gender: Male


Interests: Wife, Kids, Ministry, Reading, Golf, Writing. I collect hot wheels and digital pictures of sunsets and watch the Golf channel.
Expertise: Expert at watching the golf channel. But I don't have it any more - so I am losing my skills!


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Friday, September 22, 2006

Currently Reading
Velvet Elvis: Repainting the Christian Faith
By Rob Bell
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Distracted with Much Serving

I have found myself over the past several weeks involved in "much serving." It is a constant battle I seem to face. And it seems it is a battle I lose often.

The little phrase, "distracted with much serving," is found in Luke 10:40. A familiar passage for many of us. Jesus is visiting Mary and Martha. Mary is sitting at the Lord's feet. Martha is "distracted with much serving." One is sitting one is serving. Every part of me says this is not right - the one serving should be praised and the one sitting should be confronted. But as usual I miss the point.

This is me over the past 6 weeks - distracted with much serving. Driven by deadlines and events. Consumed with accoplishment and obligations. I have been "troubled about many things." I have missed the "necessary."

The necessary is intimacy with Jesus - not the doing for Jesus. He needs nothing from me but desires from me a relationship. Jesus pursued relationships not accomplishments, intimacy not to do list.

Mary choose the good portion. I need to choose better and make the time to sit at the Lord's feet. Even if it means not getting something done.

Father - help me to choose YOU over doing.


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Currently Reading
The Radical Reformission: Reaching Out without Selling Out
By Mark Driscoll
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What is controling you?

A long time since I posted. Here are some recent thoughts from the mind of el sapo.


"For the love of Christ controls us, because we have concluded this: that one died for all, therefore all have died; and he died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died was raised." - 2 Corinthians 5:14-15 (ESV)

 

This may take two post - we will see.

There are two words that strike me in verse 14: "control" and "concluded." I found the use of the word "control" by the ESV interesting. The word here means to hold fast; to press together.

The first question coming to my mind was, "What is controling me?" Second question is "Why is my answer to the first question controling me?" Paul gives an answer as to why he says Christ's love controls us - he concluded something. This is the second key word that pops out to me: concluded - it means here: to form or give an opinion after separating and considering the particulars of a case. Barnes says this, "we thus determine in our own minds, or we thus decide; or this is our firm conviction and belief - we come to this conclusion."

Paul says the love of Christ controls us because we have come to a certain conclusion. In this case that Christ has died.

In looking at this passage I have discovered that there many things controling me that are simply based on faulty conclusions. Here are some:
- My problems are mine to handle not God's
- God is not big enough to provide for me needs
- Real Christians walk on their own - not in real life community with others
- Real Men don't struggle in life

They all are so silly - but these are actual conclusions I have made. I don't necessarly state them in my head like this but when I refuse to bring my heart and soul to God about all that hinders and hurts me, when I refuse to open up to real community with other believers and other men, when I refuse to bring my needs before an ulmighty God I am making each of those faulty conclusions allow those things to control me.

I must conclude (a firm conviction and belief) that Christ death leads to me being controled (held together by) Christs' love.


Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Our Constant Guardian God

I have been studing the Psalms of Ascent (Ps. 120-134). They have been a great blessing to me. Ps 121 has been a great comfort to me. I am teaching the kids this Psalm.

Ps 121 is a powerful repeated picture of the constant hand of God "keeping" us through life. The description of God as a keeper is reapeted 5 times over the course of 8 verses.

The word for keep means to watch, to guard to care for. The entire Psalm paints God as one who constantly watches over us. Here is what I see:

The principle: I am to look expectantly to God for the help I need. Looking else where is looking for help from the created things rather than the creator of all things. (v. 1-2)

The promises:
God will enable me to stand firm. (v. 2)
God's help is constant for me day and night; over all evil and my whole life; in all places at all times. (v. 3-8)

Trusting God by looking to Him in my need and for His hand to keep me is difficult at times. God help me to trust you as the keeper of my life!


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Currently Listening
Eagles : The Very Best of
By Eagles
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Characters Welcome?

Rhonda and I participated in a dessert theater at our church this past week. Here is a picture of us in character.

Rhonda - played the part of Chair, the wife a "wealthy" peanut farm named Bucky. She is from "Old-Mexico."

Lee - played the part of Bucky, the "wealthy" peanut farmer.

We had a great time and raise some good money for missions!

We should have auditioned for the USA Networks characters welcome!

Who knows Bucky may show up again sometime in the future.


Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Meatballs or Murder

If you are able - join Rhonda and I this weekend at Paul Ann Baptist's presentation of "Meatballs or Murder." It is a dessert theater production benefiting the Africa trip many Paul Ann members are embarking on.

The production is May 19th and 20th at 7 PM. I have tickets and tickets are available at PABC and at the door.

Rhonda will be playing the part of - Chair, the wife of a wealthy peanut farmer.

I will be playing the part of - Bucky, the wealthy (according to Chair) peanut farmer.

There are a host of other characters in the production. This should be fun! Come and join us!!!



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