Me: i think u should go to the concert 
(Good charlottle, simplan plan, relinet K)
Dj: noooo
Dj: u should go to da snoop n game concert wit me tho
(oh dear god! He wont go with me..and no way in hell am I going to freakin snopps concert!) I'd do anything other than sit thorugh "drop it like it's hot songs" Omg that song makes me need to go into anger mangament!
Hitting the snooze button on both the alarm and cell don't seem to wake me up yet! I really don't like the sudden change in things and really don't like missing an hour of sleep! Gosh that just like makes me so mad! Like with a passion..And I'm def not gonna change my sleeping habbits of going to bed early! gosh whatever So yeah I arrive later to school each passing day b/c I seem to over sleep since I can't go to sleep at night! So then I come home and yeah just usally bumb the rest of the night away which seems to go oh so fast! which fucking sucks but whatever.
*Monday I went to ugh school what a bore that was then after school bumbed at home till quarter of 6 and left to go riding. Gus had alot of energy so Alxa got on him and then she got off him and we chased him around with whips to get his energy out then she rode him again then I saddled him up and rode him in my lesson he listened pretty good which was nice! Then yeah I left the barn and all my lady's and yeah then I came home and did nothing for the rest of the night.*
Tuesday I came home Left and went out to my grandma's to be with all my cousins and we took Dee to the park and such it was fun and before I left I was talking I wanna ride to the beach this summer on a motorcycle and I'm like Dee I'm gonna get a nie chubby guy to. It was so funny he's only 3 years old and it made him giggle! lol ******Then I left there and went home and came on IM and I talked to my cutie *Dj* Yeha I'm like I think you should go to the concert with me in May (Good Charlotte, Smiple PLan, and Relient K) And anyways he's like they suck no... But he goes You're coming with me to the snopp game and concert.. I'm like Oh dear god I can't stand that guy so no way in hell am I gonna go to that! But yeah Dj and I decided were gonna go white water rafting this summer.Since he never went and I can't seem to stay in the raft it's going to be way intresing!
Wednesday* Finally I woke up for once although it was at 6:50 but whatever! Left and went to school boring school yeah boring. But it's all good I got out at 2:10 yay! Dj was gonna call my cell if he could hang out but he never did so I went to the barn at 4 and started riding at 4:30 Adma's little sister Rachal was there which was nice we talked then while riding Alexa came and we talked and Gus was slow but he moved really nice though and everything. Although he was that lazy he really didn't wanna move but whatever. After my lesson Alexa rode him at the 5:30 lesson then I left and went and hunh out with Megan and Hannah:) We drove over to my cousin Cheryl's and I saw the baby again. After staying there for a while we left and went for Ritas yum I love Ritas! so that was bacially my night...and you know to much now so shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone:)
*~*~*~*~*~*So now were on today*~*~*~*~* Got up late once again left for school parked in the bonies! Then we got out at 11 which was pretty nice but it's gay cuz we got school 2morrow! and I gotta work 4-10 2morrow which makes me mad to! So yeah after school I came home Hilary called and I went to eat out with Hilary, her sister and her mom in the closer shop cent thingy. After that I went to see my mama at the bank and such then i came home left in a couple minz to go babysit Aaron. at 5:45 I came home called Hilary then Hilary and I drove to walmart up in Leb and cruised around till 8:15 then we headed home and now I'm home so now I'm leaving later!
It didn't hit me untill yest and today at school. Towards the end of 4th block one of my friends said something and I flipped out I went down to Keens room again and just started crying. I'm like I need to get away form here and just go to the barn and sit in a big pile of shit in gus's stall. Which made both Keene and I laugh. lol cuz we all know I would sleep in there just not sit in shit. But you get my drift. 
****I'm running away to Sean's place in Flordia****
We had a pretty good lesson but not as good as last week then I went out to my cousins to be with them and play with (De) we got to play dinos outside on Main st in Eph....it was intresting
So yeah then De left to go back to his grandmas for the night. So it was Wendi, Kristi, grandma, and me my grandma was talking bout how when her and grandpa were younger like in the 20's how she wanted to snuggle and everytime she rubber his hand he wanted to do other shit. So she was like I Never wanted to go to bed cuz he always wanted to have sex. and Krsiti's like...like everynight? and grandmas like he would do it like 5 times a night if I would let him! omg we got a kick outta that! but that is so true! With some of the guys I know they would like fuck 24/7 if they could..
but I still like him alot
Hopefully I'll get to see him this weekend
